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All things were created through him, and apart from him not one thing was created that has been created.

John 1:3
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(3)  The principle of efficient causality

So much, then, for the analysis of change, terminating as it does in a realization of just what is meant by “potency” and “act.” But we also need one further tool if we are to examine the philosophical proof for the existence of God; that tool is principle of efficient causality. An efficient cause—and once again, we are using a word (“efficient”) in a technical sense, rather than in its everyday meaning—is one that contributes to the existence of its result (its effect) by means of some action which that cause performs. This general notion is one that is already quite familiar to us; in normal speech, when we speak of the “cause” of something, it is usually the efficient cause that we mean. So, for example, a builder is the efficient cause of a house, an author the efficient cause of a book, and so on. Now: the principle of efficient causality states (in broad form) that whatever advances from a state of potency to a state of act in regard to any perfection, does so not all by itself but rather under the agency of some being that is already in act. (This merely states that every effect has a cause, but it does so in terms of potency and act, for reasons that will appear shortly.) A little reflection on the nature of potency and act will show why this principle has to be true. Remember first, however, that change—whether substantial or accidental—can be defined as the transition from potency to act. After all, change is merely the loss of one act and the gaining of some other act to which the changing being was in potency.

Now, then: suppose that the reverse of the principle of efficient causality were true. Suppose that some being, itself strictly in potency, puts itself into act. That means that it gives itself the act for which it is in potency. But if it has the act to give itself, then it cannot be said to be in potency in the first place. Either it does not have the act in question (which is what is meant by saying that it is in potency) and thus cannot give that act to itself (for nothing gives—whether to itself or to anyone else—what it itself does not have); or else it does have that act to give itself, but then it cannot be said to be in potency. And so, if the act cannot be self-conferred, but is as a matter of fact conferred, then the only viable conclusion is that it is conferred by another, which other does have that act to confer, i.e., is in act.

Some interesting consequences, for our purposes, follow from this principle of efficient causality. Everything that goes from potency to act requires a cause, itself in act, for this. But everything that changes does, in fact, go from potency to act; again, change is merely the transition from potency to act in regard to some accidental or substantial perfection. Therefore everything that changes requires a cause for its change. This does not, as yet, show the necessity for God’s existence (for there is nothing, so far, to say that the cause of a changing being cannot be simply some other changing being); but it lays most of the groundwork we need.
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Known From The Things That Are / Fundamental Theory of the Moral Life
(Martin D. O’Keefe, S.J. / Copyright 1987 by Center for Thomistic Studies)
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relevant.

https://www.amazon.com/Jesus-after-Crucifixion-Rennes-Ch%C3%A2teau/dp/1591430712

https://www.amazon.com/Holy-Blood-Grail-History-Shocking/dp/0385338457

https://www.amazon.com/Jesus-Papers-Exposing-Greatest-Cover-Up/dp/0060827130

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913: The Secret Wisdom of Genesis

https://www.amazon.com/s?k=913+rabbi+ginsburgh&i=stripbooks&ref=nb_sb_noss

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Seventy Faces -
Traditional Methods for Revealing Inner Dimensions of Torah

you can order the book 'Seventy Faces' from the link below. i think that it will be helpful for people.

https://thetrugmans.com/?page_id=205

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137: The Riddle of Creation (Torah and Science)

https://www.amazon.com/137-Riddle-Creation-Torah-Science/dp/9655320421/ref=sr_1_1?crid=1U3YZH4DMGS7N&keywords=137%2C+the+riddle+of+creation&qid=1640029239&s=books&sprefix=137%2C+the+riddle+of+creation%2Cstripbooks%2C234&sr=1-1

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others books on torah on science.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=book+on+torah+and+science
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artwork

https://www.artbible.info/art/large/298.html

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tarot card / the fool

https://www.google.com/search?q=the+fool+tarot+card+meaning%2C+divine+protection&sxsrf=APq-WBs3CEOvnhCX8yVPwg7fd1deBTENSQ%3A1644254039749&source=hp&ei=V1MBYojxKtOnqtsPquK20AE&iflsig=AHkkrS4AAAAAYgFhZwnQHi_KnJdUl3bXrB-VOdX4nYK4&ved=0ahUKEwjI-NPPi-71AhXTk2oFHSqxDRoQ4dUDCAk&uact=5&oq=the+fool+tarot+card+meaning%2C+divine+protection&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAMyBQghEKsCMgUIIRCrAjIFCCEQqwI6BwgjEOoCECc6DQguEMcBEK8BEOoCECc6BAgjECc6BQgAEIAEOggIABCABBCxAzoFCC4QgAQ6CAguELEDEIMBOgsILhCABBCxAxCDAToICC4QgAQQsQM6CwguEIAEEMcBEK8BOgsIABCABBCxAxCDAToLCC4QsQMQxwEQrwE6BggAEBYQHjoICAAQFhAKEB46BQgAEIYDOgUIIRCgAToICCEQFhAdEB5Q8Q5YxIsBYPeNAWgFcAB4AYABoQGIAbEikgEFMzkuMTGYAQCgAQGwAQo&sclient=gws-wiz

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origin of name 'bible'.

https://www.google.com/search?q=bylblos+bible&oq=bylblos+bible&aqs=chrome..69i57.9222j1j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

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the term 'gematria' (geometry). G. scripture.  the entire body of work is key.

https://www.google.com/search?q=isaiah+19%3A19%2C20+gematria&oq=isa&aqs=chrome.1.69i57j35i39j46i67l2j0i67l2j69i61j69i65.2866j1j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

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gematria / look at etymology

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gematria

https://www.google.com/search?q=what+is+gematria%3F&oq=what+is+gematria%3F&aqs=chrome..69i57j0l9.3176j1j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

scroll down to carl's breakthrough in gematria. each of the 14 numbers will equal 9 when you add the digits of each number until a single digit is derived.

for example:

144 / 1 + 4 + 4 = 9
1296 / 1 + 2 + 9 + 6 = 18, 1 + 8 = 9

more on the number 9 in section below (Ennead/casing out of nines).

http://www.greatdreams.com/gem1.htm

https://www.google.com/search?q=new+testament+greek+gematria&oq=new+testament+greek+gematria&aqs=chrome..69i57.9909j1j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

22 hebrew letters / click on gematria link / take note of how in upper right corner there is hebrew letter 'alef' (1) and hebrew letter 'beit' (2). that is similar to 'alpha'-'bet'. you read from right to left in hebrew. 1 + 2 = 3. similar to concept of trinity, or triangle. geometry.

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/default
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divine providence related to eye of providence on dollar bill. hebrew letter 'ayin' (link below) has an ordinal or positional value of 16. absolute value is 70. both 1 + 6 and 7 + 0 = 7

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eye_of_Horus

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eye_of_Providence

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/ayin.htm

https://www.inner.org/alefbeit/sigayin.htm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hArEPktY79U&t=51s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_PQbyRYdZUg

https://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Aleph-Bet/Ayin/ayin.html

https://hebrewtoday.com/alphabet/the-letter-ain-%D7%A2/?fbclid=IwAR0Fc7Vdw4Z4wdTRDdKjtLFXtj7K5ycrJ5B8xh5K_SWtxxMZqtDvgMXpCrE#:~:text=In%20Biblical%20and%20literary%20Hebrew,ayin

https://psychology.wikia.org/wiki/Divine_Providence

https://www.newadvent.org/cathen/12510a.htm

in link above, take note of how the shape of hebrew letter 'ayin' incorporates the hebrew letters 'nun' and 'vav'.

hebrew letter 'nun' / 14 or 50

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/nun.htm

https://www.inner.org/alefbeit/signun

https://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Aleph-Bet/Nun/nun.html

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_UIjLiSsrA&t=7s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MynXTRENj70&t=80s

300 + 400, is the 21st letter of the hebrew alphabet 'shin' (300) added to the 22nd letter of the hebrew alphabet 'tav' (400) (last) of the hebrew alphabet. 300 + 400 = 700 or just 7.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nun_(letter)

(related to hebrew letter 'nun', as described in link above)

hebrew letter samech / 15 or 60

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/samech.htm

https://www.inner.org/alefbeit/sigsamec

https://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Aleph-Bet/Samekh/samekh.html
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70 x 7 and 666 in pascal's triangle / 144.  144 hours = 6 days, like 60.  one day = 1,440 minutes. see link below about great pyramid and 144,000 casing stones.  

https://vinesandbrambles.wordpress.com/sevens-from-sowers-parables-numbers/70-x-7-and-666-in-pascals-triangle/#:~:text=For%20instance%2C%20Revelation%E2%80%99s%20number%20of%20the%20beast%2C%20that,on%20the%20center%2070%20x%207%20triangle-within%20%28red%29.

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the '3 hebrew mother letters' section of this website (3 hebrew mother letters/'alef' [1], 'mem' [13], 'shin' [21]) was created from information generated by inner.org.  take note of 'archetype' for each letter.  compare with information within the wikipedia 'messiah in judaism' link below.  mashiach (messiah) ben david (for hebrew letter 'mem') and mashiach (messiah) ben yosef (for hebrew letter 'shin').  archetype for hebrew letter 'alef' also relates to the mashiach (messiah).  a jewish person who is deep into study stated to me that i am right for thinking that there is some confusion amongst jews (even jews who study) about whether the mashiach (messiah) is a concept or an actual person.  he also told me that maimonides ruled that it would be an actual person.  jesus christ was one of the messiahs, but everyone didn't have the same information.  christians were initially a secret society.  they feared persecution.  they were persecuted.  so were jews.  so were romans.  so were muslims, etc.

you can build on the work which has been done, using technology and civil institutions. scientists (universities), theologians, the courts, law enforcement, etc.

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3 hebrew mother letters diagram.

https://www.google.com/search?rlz=1C1SQJL_enUS896US896&source=univ&tbm=isch&q=diagram+of+3+hebrew+mother+letters&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwiW2oqlj83qAhVHMqwKHfcZCoYQsAR6BAgGEAE&biw=1366&bih=625#imgrc=l8m24lU9nEPpVM

22 hebrew letters / 22 chapters in book of revelations. correspondence.

https://www.google.com/search?q=22+hebrew+letters+22+chapters+in+the+book+of+revelation&oq=22+&aqs=chrome.1.69i59l2j69i57j0i67l3j46i175i199j46i433j0i67l2.6382j1j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

'3 hebrew mother letters' link, in 'visual' section of this website, the hebrew letters 'alef' (1), 'mem' (13 or 40) and 'shin' (21 or 300), correspond to chapters 1, 13 and 21 of the book of revelations (bible). chapter 13 is best known for 666. important to remember that the book of revelations is sequential and that chapter 14 is after chapter 13, so one single chapter in the book of revelations is not as significant as the entire set of chapters, or numbers, as a mathematical unit. i think that another way of thinking about the book of revelations (22 chapters) is that there are 231 ways of connecting, or interrelating the 22 hebrew letters. a geometrical pattern or form? 231 is the triangle of 21. 21 is the triangle of 6. 6 is the triangle of 3. 3 is the triangle of 2. a triangular number is always formed by adding any number of successive digits, starting with the number 1.

for example:

1 + 2 = 3
1 + 2 + 3 = 6
1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 = 21
1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 + 9+ 10 + 11 + 12 + 13 + 14 + 15 + 16 + 17 + 18 + 19 + 20 + 21 = 231

there are 22 letters in the hebrew alphabet (when thinking of the significance of 21 or 231/above). i think that 22 is final, or in a way separate from 21, because it shares a relationship with 1 being the beginning. the beginning is the end and the end is the beginning. similar to “I am the Alpha and the Omega,” says the Lord God, “who is, and who was, and who is to come, the Almighty.”

you can make 6 dots on a piece of paper. 2 centered under 1, and then 3 centered under the 2. notice how you can create 2 triangles (one pointed up and one pointed down), one inside of the other.

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hebrew letter 'alef' / 1
https://www.inner.org/hebleter/alef.htm

hebrew letter 'mem' / 13 or 40
https://www.inner.org/hebleter/mem.htm

hebrew letter 'shin' / 21 or 300
https://www.inner.org/hebleter/shin.htm

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i sometimes participate in a kabbalah zoom class. american friends of Gal Einai institute. yesterday (10/31/23) the lesson was about the spiritual significance of water. it was taught that water relates to the concept of transition. with this in mind, i am thinking of chapter 13 of the book of revelations (bible), corresponding to the 13th letter of the hebrew alphabet ('mem'). 22 chapters of revelations corresponds to the 22 Hebrew letters. chapter 13 is well known for 666. chapter 14 proceeds chapter 13. i posted at least one link above about how 666 also relates to the 1st first of the bible, which would be a type of transition. i don't understand how i do or don't relate to 666. i am composed of water, just like other humans are. there is also 777. there is also 888 (numerical value of world 'jesus'). i wish that i knew what the point was. lol. one issue is that 8 can be thought of as a marriage of 6 (male) and 7 (female), but i'm not sure if it is applicable to 666, 777 and 888. i am guessing that it is applicable.


https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/137085/jewish/Mem.htm
look at meaning. 'mashiach' means messiah in hebrew

https://inner.org/hebleter/mem.htm


all 22 hebrew letters. click on each letter to read. you can compare to the book of revelations (bible).

https://inner.org/hebleter/default

'mayim' is the hebrew word for water. it is spelled MYM, or Mem, Yud, Mem, with no vowels. the 2 letters of  Mem correspond to an upper water and a lower water, separated by a letter Yud.

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrhedPlkkJlwNMQ1WNXNyoA;_ylu=Y29sbwNiZjEEcG9zAzEEdnRpZANMT0NVSTExM1RfMQRzZWMDcGFnaW5hdGlvbg--?p=what+does+mayim+mean+in+hebrew&type=E211US1485G0&fr=mcafee&fr2=p%3Ads%2Cv%3Aomn%2Cm%3Asa%2Cbrws%3Achrome%2Cpos%3A2&b=8&pz=7&bct=0&xargs=0

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bible gematria.

https://www.biblegematria.com/pearls-of-wisdom.html


https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=vernon+jenkins+gematria

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real story about G-sus.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Swoon_hypothesis#:~:text=The%20swoon%20hypothesis%20is%20any,in%20the%20same%20mortal%20body.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Jesus_Papers

https://www.amazon.com/Jesus-after-Crucifixion-Rennes-Ch%C3%A2teau/dp/1591430712

Essenes. referred to in links directly above.

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Essenes,_Christos_Templars

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Law_of_One

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pentagram, golden ratio, design of 3 pyramids, orion, correspondence between science, universe (golden ratio is used to solve quadradic equations), sun, earth, christ, 144,000

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pentagram

https://eyephi.com/phi-the-golden-ratio/

https://www.google.com/search?q=diagram+of+pyramids+golden+ratio&tbm=isch&ved=2ahUKEwjo3KnT_4PyAhULa60KHc--BNYQ2-cCegQIABAA&oq=diagram+of+pyramids+golden+ratio&gs_lcp=CgNpbWcQA1CvaVivaWCTdWgAcAB4AIABRogBRpIBATGYAQCgAQGqAQtnd3Mtd2l6LWltZ8ABAQ&sclient=img&ei=GmAAYejnFovWtQXP_ZKwDQ&bih=625&biw=1366

page 8. page 35.

https://www.yorku.ca/inpar/arthur_mstsggk.pdf

scroll down to diagram of 3 pyramids in the link directly below / golden ratio

https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/egipto/fingerprintgods/fingerprintgods14.htm#Chapter%2049

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the great pyramid is one of 3 big pyramids close to cairo, egypt, which are an exact model of the constellation of orion. man did not create the pyramids. God (or whatever you call it) did. tekekinesis.  i got some help with this information.  there seems to be some type of understanding or agreement about the relationship(s) of a biological entity at some higher level. we are going through the motions.  i am a part of it and i want to make a difference which is beneficial for everyone. i can't do it alone. i need help. 3 big pyramids, including great pyramid, were constructed with some kind of telekinesis. impossible for man to have constructed.

https://www.oocities.org/kapluie/weirdpyrmid.html

10,450 BC / age of leo

https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/egipto/fingerprintgods/fingerprintgods14.htm#Chapter%2049
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consider chapter 14 of the book of revelations

https://www.lostagesecrets.com/144000.html

https://anchorstone.com/the-great-pyramid/

considering 144,000. there are 1440 minutes (720 or 72 x 2) in one day. 6 days = 144 hours. 144 could also be 48 x 3. 48 is the first number with 10 divisors.

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew%2026%3A53&version=NIV

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/144,000

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circle of enoch / enoch was the 7th patriarch in the bible / he doesn't die / God takes him at 365, like the number of days in 1 year. ante chamber of great pyramid.  enoch was an ancestor of jesus.  enoch or book of enoch is mentioned several times in the new testament.

https://www.google.com/search?q=diagram+of+circle+of+enoch+great+pyramid+&tbm=isch&ved=2ahUKEwiRv-OpgYTyAhWEWKwKHQPUAckQ2-cCegQIABAA&oq=diagram+of+circle+of+enoch+great+pyramid+&gs_lcp=CgNpbWcQAzIECCMQJzIECCMQJ1Dg4wVYhukFYP32BWgAcAB4AIABSYgBiQOSAQE2mAEAoAEBqgELZ3dzLXdpei1pbWfAAQE&sclient=img&ei=3GEAYZHhBoSxsQWDqIfIDA&bih=625&biw=1366#imgrc=D3goZHIkD5BbqM

https://images.app.goo.gl/1k2eLNTNbcbwUxui6

https://www.google.com/search?sxsrf=ALeKk02IMZked4atlSA4H9Q6I9QKynMoTw:1627414838915&source=univ&tbm=isch&q=diagram+of+circle+of+enoch+great+pyramid&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjTyP_agITyAhU2gGoFHQDSBQMQjJkEegQIBhAC&biw=1366&bih=625

scroll down to 1 enoch

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Messiah_in_Judaism

take note of lineage starting with enoch

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/High_Priest_of_Israel

melchizedek was or is part of the lineage starting with enoch (link directly above)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Priesthood_of_Melchizedek

my point is that christ is related to a lineage going back to the old testament. different names.  melchizedek united functions of priest and king.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=enoch+and+the+144%2C000

https://www.truthunity.net/mbd/enoch#:~:text=Metaphysical%20meaning%20of%20Enoch%20%28mbd%29%20Enoch%2C%20e%27noch%20%28Heb.%29--,Jared%20and%20father%20of%20Methuselah%20%28Gen.%205%20%3A18-24%29.

enoch / 7

https://www.myjewishlearning.com/article/judaism-numbers/

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Ussher chronology / helps explain what is happening right now, or why it is happening now

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ussher_chronology#:~:text=The%20Ussher%20chronology%20is%20a,and%20Primate%20of%20All%20Ireland.&text=Ussher's%20work%20was%20his%20contribution,the%20age%20of%20the%20Earth.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Year_6000

take note of 4004 BC. 4004 BC - 1996 AD = 6000 years.

https://www.bibleprophecy.net/public_html/6000.htm

take note of diagram (2000, 2000, 2000, 1000). also, this hebrew letter 'zayin' would correspond to chapter 7 of the book of revelations

https://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Aleph-Bet/Zayin/zayin.html

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/zayin.htm

https://www.inner.org/alefbeit/sigzayin

6 and 7 like days of work and then 1 day of rest. 6 x 7 = 42. scroll up and down.

https://www.google.com/books/edition/Re_Genesis/kHGODwAAQBAJ?hl=en&gbpv=1&dq=gematria+genesis+3rd+day&pg=PT33&printsec=frontcover

1000 years = 1 day. 24 hours in one day. 1000, divided by 24 = 41.67 years. 1 hour = 41.67 years. rounds to 42.

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book of genesis / 666

https://www.google.com/search?q=666%2C+genesis+1%3A1&sxsrf=ALeKk00jyfZJW7o-MlwjIFcSLGUSMMr6pA%3A1627416905994&ei=SWkAYaWePK2tqtsP6tS60AI&oq=666%2C+genesis+1%3A1&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAM6BwgjELADECc6BwgAEEcQsAM6BAgjECc6BQgAEJECOgIIADoICC4QxwEQrwE6AgguOgcIABCxAxBDOgQIABBDOggILhCxAxCDAToFCAAQsQM6CwguELEDEMcBEK8BOgcIABCHAhAUOgIIJjoGCAAQFhAeOgUIIRCgAToFCCEQqwJKBAhBGABQibwBWIHtAWDd7gFoAXACeACAAXmIAbUXkgEEMzMuMpgBAKABAaoBB2d3cy13aXrIAQm4AQLAAQE&sclient=gws-wiz&ved=0ahUKEwjl5tS0iITyAhWtlmoFHWqqDioQ4dUDCA8&uact=5
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3 wise men, 3 stars of orion

https://stellarhousepublishing.com/star-east-three-kings/?fbclid=IwAR3igzKZtEl8MxetOvDJTz6Z94QSbqWmehols1QDWLYAzM6HNuORVLxCU_0

https://stellarhousepublishing.com/the-star-of-bethlehem-three-kings-sirius-and-orion-2/

https://www.stellastarwoman.com/articles/sun-southern-cross-those-three-wise-men

https://stellarcodes.com/content/stellar-code-orion/#:~:text=Mintaka%2C%20Alnilam%2C%20and%20Alnitak%20are%20the%20three-second%20magnitude,acceptance%20of%20Christ%20energies%20on%20the%20planet%20earth.

http://webhome.phy.duke.edu/~hsg/134/poems/frost-canis-major.txt

https://www.britannica.com/topic/Horus

https://www.historymuseum.ca/cmc/exhibitions/civil/egypt/egcr10e.html?fbclid=IwAR1jWMFAZETmVfDpfcPgehjbdD_C-AkrL8bW73xejek3JaICOSqMP0OikvY

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ennead

don't focus too much on the homosexuality issue. there may be some type of misunderstanding by the author.

https://www.thenotsoinnocentsabroad.com/blog/horus-vs-seth-homosexuality-hippos-and-familial-violence

the egyptian Set (sat-an) battles with the egyptian Horus (christ). actually it was with Set and Osiris, Horus's father (osiris is the constellation of orion) first. Horus was created because of Set's desire to usurp Osiris or because he murdered Osiris. Osiris and Horus are similar concept (father and son). Horus was or is the king but Set tried or tries to steal it from him. Set who was or who is evil is associated with 72 conspirators in egypt. christ was also associated with 72 in the book of luke. i don't mean that christ is Set. Christ is Horus who battles with Set (look at links below). these are just examples of how the number 72 has meaning. again, 72 (or 720) x 2 equals 1,440 or the number of minutes in one day. Horus loses an eye in the battle with Set or one of his eyes is damaged. Christ has had many names over the eons. he has been here many times and he will be here many more.

the story 'the lion king' is based on the osiris myth.  good for children.

it takes sun 72 years to travel 1 degree along the ecliptic. actually 71.6 years. 72 (years) x 360 (degrees) = 25,920 years (1 cycle of the zodiac). it rounds to 26. 71.6 (years) x 360 (degrees) = 25,776. 25,920 (years) - 25,776 (years) = 144.

in reference to the number 26, or the 26,000 year cycle of the zodiac, the name of God (YaHWeH) equals 26 and does correspond to the cycle of the zodiac or astrology.  YaHWeH is spelled Yud (10), Hei (5), Vav (6), Hei (5).  10 + 5 + 6 + 5 = 26.  

God bless you.

refer to 'book of enoch' file in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website.

the greek hermes is the same as the egyptian thoth  research it.   the 'book of Enoch' file in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website is a little confusing.  they are not all one being.  typhon is the greek name for the egyptian set.  thoth was a civilizer.  set was evil.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr2=p%3ads%2cv%3aomn%2cm%3asa%2cbrws%3achrome%2cpos%3a4&fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=typhon+greek+mythology

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relevant.

https://egyptian-history.com/blogs/egyptian-symbols/eye-of-egypt

https://www.crystalwind.ca/eureka-amazing/ancient-wisdom/ancient-egypt/eye-of-ra#:~:text=According%20to%20Egyptian%20mythology%2C%20the%20right%20eye%20of,during%20a%20fight%20with%20this%20wicked%20brother%20Seth.

left eye?
https://www.jewishvirtuallibrary.org/the-ten-sefirot-of-the-kabbalah

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12 hours = 720 minutes.

https://biblehub.com/john/11-9.htm

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Luke%2010%3A1-23&version=NIV

https://www.google.com/search?q=did+jesus+send+out+70+or+72&oq=did+jesus+send+out+&aqs=chrome.0.0i512j69i57j0i22i30l8.8393j1j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

https://biblehub.com/context/matthew/26-47.htm

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Matthew 26:53 - A Roman legion consisted of 6,000 soldiers. A roughly equal number of auxiliary troops supported each legion. Thus 12 legions of angels would be equivalent to 72,000 or even 144,000 angels, more than enough to defend Jesus against arrest and crucifixion.

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casting out 9s. take note of how the figure 10 is part of the formula relating to the figure 9.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Casting_out_nines

90 (east) = 9 because 9 + 0 = 9
180 (south) = 9 because 1 + 8 + 0 = 9
270 (west) = 9 because 2 + 7 + 0 = 9
360 (north) = 9 because 3 + 6 + 0 = 9

45 = 9 because 4 + 5 = 9.
45 is also the triangle of 9 because 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 + 9 = 45

any time you half 9 or something which equals 9 you will arrive at 9 again when adding digits together until a single digit is derived.

for example:

90 / 9 + 0 = 9
45 / 4 + 5 = 9
22.5 / 2 + 2 + 5 = 9
11.25 / 1 + 1 + 2 + 5 = 9
5.625 / 5 + 6 + 2 + 5 = 18, 1 + 8 = 9
etc.

you could multiply any number which equals 9 when the individual digits of that number are added together by any number and you will generate a number which equals 9 when the individual digits of the new number are added together until a single digit is derived.

for example:

36 (3 + 6 = 9) x 23,754 (arbitrary number) = 855,144 (8 + 5 + 5 + 1 + 4 + 4 = 27, 2 + 7 = 9)
9 x 97,456,356 (arbitrary number) = 877,107,204 (8 + 7 + 7 + 1 + 0 + 7 + 2 + 0 + 4 = 36, 3 + 6 = 9)
108 (1 + 0 + 8 = 9) x 74,593 (arbitrary number) = 8,056,044 (8 + 0 + 5 + 6 + 0 + 4 + 4 = 27, 2 + 7 = 9)

1 through 10 consistently generates 1 through 9 consistently.

1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10, 1 + 0 = 1 / 11, 1 + 1 = 2 / 12, 1 + 2 = 3 / 13, 1 + 3 = 4  / 14, 1 + 4 = 5 / 15, 1 + 5 = 6 / 16, 1 + 6 = 7 / 17, 1 + 7 = 8 / 18, 1 + 8 = 9 / 19, 1 + 9 = 10, 1 + 0 = 1, etc.

http://www.greatdreams.com/gem1.htm

10 / 9

https://www.inner.org/string/string.htm

you don't have to give a 10th of your earnings to the church if you don't want to. you automatically give 10%. (smile).

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bible gematria.

https://www.biblegematria.com/pearls-of-wisdom.html?fbclid=IwAR0Y9ReYN-A7ZkPgNwAL09SN2hcj4F-VLgubx15Vxh7B052eTJB50MVJkRU

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significance of hebrew alphabet.

https://www.myjewishlearning.com/article/creation-mysticism-fashioning-the-world-from-letters/

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Hidden Treasures of the Bible - Chuck Missler

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYiuM43u0Q4

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3rd letter of hebrew alphabet is Gimmel / 3rd letter of greek alphabet is Gamma.  7th letter of latin alphabet is G.  the letter G is significant to freemasons because it stands for God, Geometry, Grand architect

3 and 7. take note that the first verse of the bible equals 2701 which is 37 x 73. refer to link above about mathematical monotheism.

https://sites.google.com/site/themathematicalstandard/37-73-symmetries

https://sites.google.com/site/mathematicalmonotheism/home

refer to wikipedia (gematria) link above / gamma.

https://www.thefleece.org/gamma.html 

http://www.durandlodge.com/books/RegiusMs1390.pdf

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Novus_ordo_seclorum

note that 6 and 28 are perfect numbers. 6 = 1 + 2 + 3 / 28 = 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7.  also note that 496 (malkhut)  is mentioned in an above link about hebrew letter 'nun'.  

https://mathshistory.st-andrews.ac.uk/HistTopics/Perfect_numbers/?fbclid=IwAR0Id-55-WYCwcsZ52gyRmCx-t5k3MUycF9s74Z8VADpQXKmKrwuPsTFpqE
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note how in first video the rabbi makes reference to 16 (which is 7 because 1 + 6 = 7 or because 7 + 0 = 7) and 17 (which is 8 because 1 + 7 = 8 or because 8 + 0 = 8) at the end.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=riJOTFvExOA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=al69CZS4yto&t=10s

8 transcending 7. 50 transcending 49.

https://www.chabad.org/parshah/article_cdo/aid/2868/jewish/The-Eighth-Dimension.htm

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https://bible-menorah.jimdofree.com/english/888/

888 / look at hexadecimal conversion on right side of page. also note factorization incorporates the figure 37 into it.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/888_(number)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyvqqkGP_kg

note diagram in upper left corner / 378

https://www.google.com/search?sxsrf=ALeKk02jL_f6ikIMKWWIK7npsqHlyJzXBw:1627501453824&source=univ&tbm=isch&q=378+center+of+pyramid&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwiB3Zqww4byAhV3k2oFHbWXBGUQjJkEegQIDBAC&biw=1366&bih=625

the length of the grand gallery in the great pyramid = 153 feet. that is 1836 inches. the number 1836 has the same digits of a gematria number, 3168, which corresponds to jesus christ.  this is the meaning.  1836 or 3168 are also the digits of 180 and 360, like in degrees.  the pyramid inch = 1.001 inches. therefore, 1836 x 1.001 = 1837.836. note 378 in the center of this number. also, a 3 digit number can create 2, 2 digit numbers. add the 2 digits to the left of the number until you have a single digit, leaving the digit to the right alone. leave the digit to the left alone and add the 2 digits to the right of the number until you have a single digit.

378 generates 18 and 36 again. 1836 inches

153 can relate to the miraculous catch of fish in the new testament. 153 is the triangle of 17. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5, etc. + 17 = 153. 17 (hebrew letter 'pei' [17] is paired with hebrew letter 'ayin'[16]). another issue which is related is that Yahweh (name of God which was revealed to moses/YHWH) equals 26 or 17. 26 / 2 + 6 = 8. 17 / 1 + 7 = 8. Yahweh is spelled 'yud' (10), 'hei' (5), 'vav' (6), 'hei' (5) in hebrew with no vowels. it generates 17 or 26, depending on whether or not you drop the zero in the 10. ultimately it will equal 8 when digits are added together until a single digit is derived (1 + 7 = 8 / 2 + 6 = 8). the figure of 26 relates to the 26,000 (25,920) year cycle of the zodiac.

some of my own work. 7 (like 7 days of the week) x .54 = 3.78. 8 x .54 = 4.32. 432 is the square root of the speed of light. 432 also relates to the scale which the great pyramid was designed with.

look closely number 1:43,200.

http://garyosborn.moonfruit.com/1-43200/4594099844

http://www.greatdreams.com/432.htm

1 degree of latitude equals 60 minutes of latitude. therefore, 90 degrees (distance from pole to equator) x 60 = 5400 or 54.

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jesus being baptized.

https://www.thegospelcoalition.org/article/jesus-need-baptized/
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bible gematria / speed of light.

https://www.biblegematria.com/speed-of-light.html

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read introduction and then scroll down to glacials and interglacials.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ice_age

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Milankovitch_cycles

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ceBH93EOots

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in genesis 1:1 there is an 'alef tav' (word or concept/like alpha and omega/'alef' is first letter of hebrew alphabet, 'tav' is last letter of hebrew alphabet) and then also a 'vav alef tav' (word or concept). the hebrew letter 'vav' represents the number 6 (like 60). 'vav' is used as a conjunction like the english word "and".

https://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Jesus_and_the_Aleph-Bet/jesus_and_the_aleph-bet.html

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new testament gematria / also greek. not just hebrew

https://www.google.com/search?q=new+testament+greek+gematria&oq=new+testament+greek+gematria&aqs=chrome..69i57.9909j1j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8
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pope (with all due respect).  catholic, spelled with lower case letter c, is translated as 'universal'.  vicarius filii dei, 666. i could use his help, civil law, validation of holy scripture.  substantiation.
nothing wrong with 666.  you can understand it as a way of measuring time, or understanding spiritual transition, in general.  90 degrees, as 6 + 6 + 6 = 18, 18 = 90, as in 90 degrees.  physics.  'in the beginning God created the heavens and the earth'.  an equilateral triangle.

36 (like 360) is the triangle of 8, as 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 836.  this can be 90 degrees. (360 minutes).

666 is the triangle of 36, as 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 + 9 + 10 + 11 + 12 + 13 + 14 + 15 + 16 + 17 + 18 + 19 + 20 + 21 + 22 + 23 + 24 + 25 + 26 + 27 + 28 + 29 + 30 + 31 + 32 + 33 + 34 + 35 + 36666.

666 is 18, as 6 + 6 + 6 = 18.
18 = 90, like 90 degrees.
90 = 9

6 x 6 x 6 = 216
216 = 1/2 of 432, with 432 being the square root of the speed of light.

216 can generate two, two digit numbers.  add two digits to left of 216 until a single digit is derived, leave digit to the right.  leave digit to the left, add two digits to the right of 216 until a single digit is derived.

=>

216 / 36
216 / 27 

21 + 16 = 37
12 + 61 (inverses of 21 and 16) = 73

37 x 73 = 2701, or is equivalent to the value of the first verse of the bible.  an equilateral triangle.

2701 can be analyzed as 91 (add two digits to the left of 2701 until a single derived / add the two digits to the right of 2701 until a single digit is derived).  91 is the 

21 x 16 = 336
12 x 61 (inverses of 21 and 16) = 12 x 61 = 732 


https://www.betemunah.org/three.html

https://www.google.com/search?q=vicarius+filii+dei%2C+666&sxsrf=ALeKk02hc2SMJ81AyjRoWMQDHnRnhcRBEA%3A1627509795513&ei=I9QBYYXmHtmrtQaIq4LYDw&oq=vicarius+filii+dei%2C+666&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAMyBQgAEMcDMgIIADIGCAAQFhAeMgYIABAWEB4yBQgAEIYDMgUIABCGAzoHCCMQsAMQJzoHCAAQRxCwAzoKCC4QsAMQyAMQQzoECAAQQ0oFCDgSATFKBAhBGABQ95YHWJWiB2DGqQdoAXACeACAAYwBiAHNBZIBAzEuNZgBAKABAaoBB2d3cy13aXrIAQu4AQPAAQE&sclient=gws-wiz&ved=0ahUKEwjFg-u54obyAhXZVc0KHYiVAPsQ4dUDCA8&uact=5

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Historicist_interpretations_of_the_Book_of_Revelation

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antichrist

https://www.britannica.com/topic/Antichrist

https://www.biblegateway.com/resources/encyclopedia-of-the-bible/Antichrist

666, 777, 888

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/777_(number)

888 is jesus.
i am reasonably certain that 8 is a combination of 6 (male) and 7 (female).  i have studied.
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8 / 7

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BsiHGHEXKWc&t=457s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=boug5ZRVp6U

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jKcbERtHWwg

i don't know that much about it but 36 is the triangle of 8. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 = 36 (or 360). 666 is the triangle of 36 (same as 360). in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5, etc. + 36 = 666.
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i wish that i could get help with this. people should establish trust and confidence within the community; wanting people to know that they were not afraid to talk to me in public. i can get experts started but you would have to give me some authority. it would also hold me and everyone else more accountable. if there is anything which i am doing which people don't like, then simply tell me. i will work with you. i am flexible. put civil institutions to work. don't make a waste of technology. upgrade the planet's consciousness. create something peaceful and interesting. give people something new or interesting to think about. it will help them get along. it won't make a good difference if i have to try to do it all alone. i understand if people out there are thinking "i don't really care about all of this information." i understand. what would really be more important is some kind of communication or tale about love and acceptance which is what it would be, thinking long term. they already did that with the new testament. now we could construct the newest new testament. validate all holy scripture so that experts can expound upon it, being able to use me as a point of reference. if it happened twice, then it happens all of the time, and it is not so important, or it is more normalized, so that people don't create something weird out of it. part of it has to do with time keeping. just like BC and AD. if you give leaders the information, there won't be as many surprises in the future (future incarnations), so they will think that it is no big deal. people make a big deal of it when it is not normalized and that can cause trouble. at this moment we have the ability to normalize it; making it more socially acceptable. put technology to good use. i fear that they will fight over me again in the future unless you do what i am suggesting you do. make it about more about science, and not so much about religion. 24 hours in one day. 365 days in one year. cycles, and everyone is a part of it.
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complete the task.

https://biblehub.com/acts/20-24.htm
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the constellation of orion is osiris. osiris is the father of Horus. 3 pyramids close to cairo, egypt are an exact model of the constellation of orion. note that the constellation of orion illustrates the golden ratio (1.618/diagram above), which can be related to the understanding of quadradic equations.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Osiris_myth

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Horus

again, Horus (christ) loses an eye in the battle with Set. this black guy who the community is having problems with acquired my vision in his left eye in february of 1998. a mexican girl, who is now about 30 years old (2022), who i believe still lives in houston, texas, also acquired my vision in in her left eye in may of 2011. i have seen her about 1/2 a dozen times. she wanted to be identified at first. now she is hiding.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Set_(deity)

i know that this is the mexican girl who also has my vision in her left eye only. i have seen her in houston, texas about 1/2 a dozen times, because she was wanting to show off that she was a mexican. she is evil. read about what she is best known for. she really did try to kill me. she is still trying to kill me and wrongfully defame me.

https://www.worldhistory.org/Nephthys/

thoth is something about the relationship or understanding of all of this. lol. i think relationship between the sun and the moon.

https://www.worldhistory.org/Thoth/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thoth

relationship between the egyptian thoth and the greek hermes

in reference to a "divine trickster" (greek hermes), it is not a trick or i am not trying to trick anyone, but people can get tricked. i have been tricked, by not understanding everything about myself at a given point in time. i think that people can get tricked by not being open minded or loving enough. in a general sense, there is a mystery of God which is difficult to understand within context. think of jesus christ; past and present. i have thought about it as something like the game called rock, paper, scissors. also like an right triangle. one angle is 90 (or just 9 because 9 + 0 = 9) with there also being two angles of 45 (or also 9 because 4 + 5 = 9). 9 + 9 + 9 = 27 and then 2 + 7 = 9. or all types of triangles. all of the angles added together in any type of triangle is 180 (or 9 because 1 + 8 + 0 = 9). the important aspect of a triangle is that the angles form a center point. same with a circle. same with a square.

https://www.ducksters.com/history/ancient_greece/hermes.php?fbclid=IwAR1NFM7k9U6PfmCfQHCaWf5n5n0-IFtfOSLJBrANz3v-7cLqbUQKf7YyG9c

https://www.greekmythology.com/Olympians/Hermes/hermes.html

https://global.oup.com/us/companion.websites/9780195397703/student/materials/chapter12/summary/

https://products.kitsapsun.com/archive/2001/02-04/0072_tell_me_a_story__the_divine_misch.html

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hermes

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hermes_Trismegistus

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hermetic_Order_of_the_Golden_Dawn

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hermetic_Qabalah

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22 hebrew letters. alef (1) + tav (22) (first and last) are similar to concept of alpha + omega (refer to information above/22 hebrew letters, 22 chapters in the book of revelations). the torah or bible begins with the hebrew letter beit (2) as the first letter of the word 'Bereisheet' (in the beginning). 3 is the triangle of 2 because 1 + 2 = 3. 6 is the triangle of 3 because 1 + 2 + 3 = 6. 21 is the triangle of 6 because 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 = 21. 231 is the triangle of 21 because 1 + 2 + 3, etc. + 21 = 231. there are 231 ways of connecting or interrelating the 22 hebrew letters. this relates to the understanding or illustration of 1 body. cyclical.

hebrew letter shin / 21 or 300

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ie9LqKeEQbk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Sf3KVENm_Q

hebrew letter tav / 22 or 400. note how tribe of Dan is incorporated into understanding. tribe of Dan is the archetype of the 16th letter of the hebrew alphabet (ayin/16 or 70, 1 + 6 = 7, 7 + 0 = 7). refer to information about hebrew letter ayin above. note that 22 and 1 are the same or overlap. the end is enwedged in the beginning and the beginning is enwedged in the end. he mentions that the hebrew word for truth is 'emet'. the 3 hebrew letters he mentions (alef [1], mem [40], tav [400]) equal 441, which is the inverse of 144. something to do with light or the properties of light.

tav

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o89R_xsNk_g

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g3nM4czJw5s
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https://www.inner.org/parshah/genesis/bereisheet/E68-0123.php

913 is the value for 'in the beginning' (genesis 1:1). this book was recommended to me when i told rabbi ginsburgh's secretary that i was interested in the overall structure of the bible. i have not ordered it or read it. i believe that the last letter of the hebrew word bereisheet (in the beginning) is the hebrew letter tav. tav is the last letter of the hebrew alphabet. the first letter of the hebrew word bereisheet is the hebrew letter beit which is the 2nd letter of the hebrew alphabet. when focused on 2 or the 2nd letter of the hebrew alphabet, i think that 2 is significant as it relates to the entire word or concept of bereisheet because 3 is the triangle of 2 or in other words, 1 + 2 = 3. the hebrew letter shin is the 21st letter (next to last) of the hebrew alphabet. 21 = 3 because 2 + 1 = 3 or because its' absolute value is 300 and 3 + 0 + 0 = 3. 3 is the triangle of 2. 6 is the triangle of 3. 21 is the triangle of 6. 231 is the triangle of 21. there are 231 ways of connecting or interrelating the 22 hebrew letters. thinking more about about the number 231, 2 + 3 + 1 = 6 (like 60 or a cycle or circle). there is some kind of differentiation between the first and last (22nd) letters of the hebrew alphabet with the 2nd and 21st (next to last) letters of the hebrew alphabet. it is one body.

https://www.amazon.com/s?k=913+rabbi+ginsburgh&i=stripbooks&ref=nb_sb_noss

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if you pair the value of the first letter of the hebrew alphabet with the value of the last letter of the hebrew alphabet (like alpha and omega / beginning and end) you will get 5. that is 1 + 22 (ordinal or positional value) or 400 (absolute value). 22 / 2 + 2 = 4 or 400 / 4 + 0 + 0 = 4. so 1 + 4 = 5. then work your way inwards and you can pair 2 + 21 (ordinal or positional value) or 300 (absolute value). 21 / 2 + 1 = 3 or 300 / 3 + 0 + 0 = 3. so 2 + 3 = 5. then work you way inwards and you can pair 3 + 20 (ordinal or positional value) or 200 (absolute value). 20 / 2 + 0 = 2 or 200 / 2 + 0 + 0 = 2. so 3 + 2 = 5. i am not an expert on this, but it seems to allude to a notion that the concept or structure of the messiah is illustrated by letters or words or by holy scripture. one body. 5 is related to 50 or a concept related to the messiah. that would be 11 fives because 22 letters paired is 11 pairs and each pair = 5. 11 x 5 is 55. 55 is the triangle of 10, or in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 + 9 + 10 = 55. 10 is the triangle of 4 because 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 = 10. i think that this has something to do with the value of 'in the beginning' being 913 (or 4 because 9 + 1 + 3 = 13, and 1 + 3 = 4).

if i confused anyone with ordinal or positional value and absolute value, the values for the hebrew letters 1 through 10 are just 1 through 10. when you get to 11, you also have an absolute value. 11 is also 20. 12 is also 30. 13 is also 40. 14 is also 50, etc. 19 is also 100, 20 is also 200, 21 is also 300 and 22 is also 400. both ordinal or positional value and absolute value will be the same when you add the digit of the number until a single digit is derived. for example, 21 / 2 + 1 = 3 or 300 / 3 + 0 + 0 = 3. something about geometry (gematria) or physics.

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concerning the significance of the freemasonic letter G, G is 3 in hebrew (Gimmel) and greek (Gamma) or G is 7 in the latin alphabet. G can stand for God, Geometry and Grand architect.

in the beginning / 913, 9 + 1 + 3 = 13, 1 + 3 = 4
created / 203, 2 + 0 + 3 = 5
God / 86, 8 + 6 = 14, 1 + 4 = 5
(untranslatable) / 401, 4 + 0 + 1 = 5
heaven / 395, 3 + 9 + 5 = 17, 1 + 7 = 8
and / 407, 4 + 0 + 7 = 11, 1 + 1 = 2
the earth / 296 / 2 + 9 + 6 = 17, 1 + 7 = 8

therefore, 4 + 5 + 5 + 5 + 8 + 2 + 8 = 37

refer to mathematical monotheism link above. 37 x 73 (thinking of 3 and 7) = 2701 or is the value of the first verse of the bible. it forms a perfect equilateral triangle with 2701 dots or pixels.
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i wish that a group of the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with would go with me to the FBI, in order to inform the FBI, and furthermore the media, about the few people who are childishly assaulting us, toying with us, and intentionally creating confusion and misery for the community. it is a national, or actually, global security issue. they are childish, socially lame, angry people, with mental problems, who don't want happy people to be happier than they are. they are wanting to make a mockery of honest, loving people because they are not honest or loving. they think that they can't operate at a level, so they want to intentionally drag people who they think can operate at a level down to a low class level. ordinarily, people who work together are qualified to be able to work with each other.  in this situation, you have different types of people, with different life styles, who are suddenly grouped together.  it is not like going to church, where people are submissive, typically loving and humble.  the few people acting up, being unnecessarily aggressive, are dishonorable. they are betraying the community. they betrary themselves.  they lie. they are creepy. they are stalking and intentionally harassing and harming the community. it is a national and/or global security problem. compared to how many people it could have been, it is hardly anyone. just a few, but the few people who are acting up, being unnecessarily aggressive and childish are creating a huge problem for many other people, all over the world. i don't think that people would create problems if you make an international story about this.  they wouldn't think that they could get away with it.  just like children need to be disciplined, or given parameters. i think that they would respect it, like the honor system. a few people are creating problems because they think that they can get away with it or because they think that it doesn't matter. it does matter. if it seemed like it did matter because people were openly involved and candid about it, i don't think that they would act up anymore.


https://biblehub.com/matthew/18-20.htm

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in other words.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fw62ZSYh9mM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_IXzU-lnLU

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joshua evan mishler / ancestry.com DNA chart

https://www.ancestry.com/dna/origins/share/cb3c0d76-34a3-44bf-a70f-87ee8ff61fa3

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john dee / 007

john dee worked for elizabeth I in the 1500s. dee traveled to the new world. this would have been before the american revolution. i am not implying with my ancestry DNA results that i am john dee or 007. i think that he and others knew about me before i was born in the new world; meaning, that they knew that i was going to be born in the new world.

https://www.google.com/search?q=john+dee%2C+007&oq=john&aqs=chrome.1.69i57j69i59j46i67i131i433j46i67l2j46i67i433j69i60l2.3316j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8
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144 / 144,000 (book of revelations) / 144 is the 12th term in the Fibonacci sequence which means that it is unique in that it is 12 raised to the power of 12 / Fibonacci sequence relates to the golden ratio or spiral / pyramids (link above) / golden ratio or PHI relates to the understanding of quadradic equations or space/time / there are 1,440 minutes in one day / 6 days = 144 hours

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tt_nqLvuR2A

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Jj-sJ78O6M

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some of my own work. every 12 parts of the zodiac is separated by 30 degrees. as it relates to something scientific, in kabbalah, the absolute value of the 12th letter of the hebrew alphabet is 30. also, as it relates to something scientific, the absolute value of the 18th letter of the hebrew alphabet is 90. every 90 degrees of the zodiac can be illustrated as 3, 6, 9. 3 + 6 + 9 = 18.

for example:

30 / 3 + 0 = 3
60 / 6 + 0 = 6
90 / 9 + 0 = 9

120 / 1 + 2 + 0 = 3
150 / 1 + 5 + 0 = 6
180 / 1 + 8 + 0 = 9

210 / 2 + 1 + 0 = 3
240 / 2 + 4 + 0 = 6
270 / 2 + 7 + 0 = 9

300 / 3 + 0 + 0 = 3
330 / 3 + 3 + 0 = 6
360 / 3 + 6 + 0 = 9

as it applies to each 90 degrees, take the outer 2 digits of 3 / 6 / 9 and multiply by the center digit.

39 x 6 = 234. 234 is the inverse of 432, which is the square root of the speed of light. it illustrates a mirrored or reflexive nature like 37 and 73 or 144 and 441.

as it applies to each 90 degrees, take the outer 2 digits of 3 / 6 / 9 and divide by the center digit
39, divided by 6 = 6.5

6.5 x 4 (4 parts of 90 degrees each) = 26, which i think has something to do with a concept of 26 dimensions in string theory and possibly the 26,000 year cycle of the zodiac

234, divided by 6.5 = 36, with 90 degrees of a day on earth being 360 minutes.

i would like to follow up on this work with someone who knows something about number theory. i think that it is significant but i don't know how to explain it.

3 x 6 x 9 = 162, divided by 3 (3 numbers of 3, 6 and 9) = 54, with 54 or 540 relating to the formula for precession of the equinoxes. 5400 corresponds to the equator because 60 minutes of latitude = 1 degree of latitude. therefore, 90 degrees (pole to equator) x 60 (minutes) = 5400. you could take 3 away from the 9 in 3 / 6 / 9 and give it to the 3, forming 6. therefore, you would have 6 / 6 / 6. 6 x 6 x 6 = 216, which are the same digits as 162. 216, divided by 3 (3 digits of 3, 6 and 9) = 72. it takes the sun 72 years to travel 1 degree along the ecliptic. this relates to the equator or 54. you could square 3 to get 9, square 6 to get 36 and square 9 to get 81 and then add 9 + 36 + 81 to be 126, with 126 being the same digits as 162 or 216.

https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=tesla+369

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HIDDEN MATHEMATICS - Randall Carlson - Ancient Knowledge of Space, Time & Cosmic Cycles

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7oyZGW99os

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star of bethlehem.

https://www.google.com/search?q=is+the+star+of+bethlehem+sirius&rlz=1C1SQJL_enUS896US896&tbm=isch&source=iu&ictx=1&fir=6YXahdm5gn9pxM%252CwLGyKXeO7rvqrM%252C_&vet=1&usg=AI4_-kTWcqdiG8UhT1NvNU0gj_fCOUGLag&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjxnc764NzqAhUNiqwKHc4IBpAQ9QEwBHoECAoQJQ&biw=1366&bih=625#imgrc=6YXahdm5gn9pxM

https://stellarhousepublishing.com/star-east-three-kings/?fbclid=IwAR3igzKZtEl8MxetOvDJTz6Z94QSbqWmehols1QDWLYAzM6HNuORVLxCU_0

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https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Hieros_Gamos
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refinement. i think that this is what the real concept of christ is.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gilgul

the hebrew letter tav is similar in concept to the greek letter omega.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o89R_xsNk_g&t=8s

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howdy ya'll!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivyWdd8oduE
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me loves me sweet...

my girlfriend and i were both born in 1972. we are both water rats. we got back together in 2020 which was year of metal rat. metal creates water. it will be metal for the next 11 years since this is 2021. 12 year cycle. rat is the 1st sign of the cycle.

me:

heaven - yang water
earth - yang water
human - yang wood
kua # 1 (east group) - yang water

shelly:

heaven - yang water
earth - yang water
human - yang wood
kua # 8 (west group) - yang earth

for a male to find his kua #, you take the last 2 digits of the year you were born and add together until a single digit is derived. for example, 1972 is 9 because the 7 + 2 = 9. then you subtract 9 from 10 to get 1. for a female, you add 5 to the 9 you got by adding 7 + 2. this will give you 14 and then you add 1 + 4 to get 5.

there is no kua # 5.

kua # 5 for a male is kua # 2.
kua # 5 for a female is kua # 8.

when you combine kua # 1 and kua # 8, you generate a concept known as '5 ghosts'. i spoke with a feng shui master about this and he stated that the health of the relationship ('5 ghosts') depends on the intent of each person. we both have a simple, honest intent. my girlfriend conceived a child which was not intended when we were both 16 years old. it was aborted, but is always loved.

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funky rat.

https://www.google.com/search?q=rat+wins+the+race+chinese+astrology&oq=rat+wins+the+race+chinese+astrology&aqs=chrome..69i57j33i299l2.12573j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8


12 year cycle (12 animals) corresponds to 12 year orbit of jupiter around the sun.

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from 'The New Astrology' by suzanne white

Sagittarius / (western astrology)

cheerfulness, openhandedness, solicitude, valor, honor, reason, outspokenness, recklessness, bad manners, vacillation, carelessness, contradiction (contradiction is interesting because there is a contradiction about the contradiction)

Rat / (eastern astrology)

nervousness, influence, acquisitiveness, thirst for power, intellectual skill, charisma, appeal, verbosity, thrift, sociability, guile, meddling

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in a way my astrological characteristics are not important, because it will shift with every incarnation, just as everyone else's will. God is in control.
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scorpio = 8th sign of the western zodiac
sagittarius = 9th sign of the western zodiac
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take note of 'space' for each letter. 15 (hebrew letter samech) supports 14 (hebrew letter nun)
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https://www.inner.org/alefbeit/signun

https://www.inner.org/alefbeit/sigsamec
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https://www.inner.org/hebleter/nun.htm

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/samech.htm
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https://dailygazette.com/2008/08/31/0831_startalk/

https://synchromystic.fandom.com/wiki/Galactic_Center

https://earthsky.org/favorite-star-patterns/teapot-of-sagittarius-points-to-galactic-center/
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hebrew letter nun (14 or 50) / refer to above

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MynXTRENj70

hebrew letter samech (15 or 60)/ refer to above

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y28Y7_mUZAE
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the beginning of the spelling of the name moshe (moses in hebrew) corresponds to the spelling of mashiach (messiah). the first 2 letters of the word Moshe, omitting vowels, are M and S, which are the hebrew letters Mem (13 or 40) and Shin (21 or 300). the hebrew letters Mem and Shin are also 2 of the 3 mother letters.

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hebrew letter nun (14 or 50)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_UIjLiSsrA&t=68s

hebrew letter samech (15 or 60) / i want to learn more about what a jewish soul is considered or understanding how torah is applied to everyone, regardless of whether or not someone is a jew. i am mentioning this because of how the rabbi in the video below discusses a marriage with the jewish people. it is everyone but don't know how to explain it. i think that jewish folk relate themselves to the torah or the tanahk (hebrew bible / 24 books) because of the significance of hebrew.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ggUO2CDuUoo
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message from a rabbi's assistant.

Harav Ginsburgh's Secretariat <HaravYGinsburghSecretariat@gmail.com>
Tue 6/23/2020 1:54 PM

To:
  •  You
Basically it means that there are unbreakable bonds between the soul, and God, and the Torah.

On Tue, 23 Jun 2020 at 20:14 joshua evan mishler <mishler2002@hotmail.com> wrote:

what does it mean to be Jewish?  are all souls "Jewish" because of the unity of God?  12 tribes of israel?  priests, levites and israelites?  what is israel?

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hebrew for christians.

https://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Jesus_and_the_Aleph-Bet/jesus_and_the_aleph-bet.html

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the word 'wine' has a gematria value of 70. i wondering about significance of secrets, or is there was one particular secret which is alluded to.

https://www.sefaria.org/sheets/103860?lang=bi
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change of pace.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pJjgxXCkMYk

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cartoon.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Qtgm5g5Gyo
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first verse of the bible, genesis 1:1 / 666

https://www.google.com/search?sxsrf=AOaemvITkuG_VVV6JQ-xRX0OuHovWgHoiQ:1632842054479&source=univ&tbm=isch&q=genesis+1:1,+666&fir=_ea7il72fM5lVM%252C3KNYlfMJL-5Z0M%252C_%253BgnG-tt3RwzAjJM%252CINRnP7sddkSLsM%252C_%253Bfy9ZcxObIRAV1M%252CINRnP7sddkSLsM%252C_%253BEmgYNI3-iIcOJM%252CIIs3olp8wSeNcM%252C_%253Bag3RTTyARXPDsM%252CpDclWhTnHeuJYM%252C_%253Bs0WErqCwsgckXM%252C8cqgNSRdfMkIaM%252C_%253Bb8ngCfuKIaVU7M%252CINRnP7sddkSLsM%252C_%253BdfNTzr5EUzvKQM%252CyL6ifVRZJ3EY6M%252C_%253BOMcmudL6Q1SO0M%252CINRnP7sddkSLsM%252C_%253BEUj6li4VRPyANM%252CJBMa8uDC6xw0PM%252C_&usg=AI4_-kRWzrXziTsc4vP7KDGkuxlqQwNWTg&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjo-4XV-qHzAhWpkWoFHco_DPkQjJkEegQIEhAC&biw=1366&bih=625&dpr=1

https://sites.google.com/site/themathematicalstandard/beyond-genesis-1-1

https://www.dafyomi.co.il/general/info/torahau/torah_numerology.php?d=11

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyvqqkGP_kg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I-5U8o47uBY
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ny1I3kFM7iI
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stigma

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stigmata

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God takes Enoch at 365 like the sun. he is the 7th patriarch. his conclusion is unique when comparing Enoch to the other 9 patriarchs in the first 10 (Adam to Noah). think of great pyramid and circle of Enoch. great pyramid 144,000 casing stones.

https://images.app.goo.gl/1k2eLNTNbcbwUxui6

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FsVQnspOkkY

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social science.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Objectivity_(science)

https://www.cliffsnotes.com/study-guides/sociology/the-sociological-perspective/the-founders-of-sociology

from the 'Story of Philosophy' by Will Durant. (pages 352 - 353 / Chapter VIII / Herbert Spencer / I. Comte and Darwin)

This was an understanding which, in scope and patience, was second in modern times only to Spencer's "Synthetic Philosophy". Here the sciences were classified according to the decreasing simplicity and generality of their subject matter: mathematics, astronomy, physics, chemistry, biology and sociology; each rested on the results of all the sciences before it; therefore sociology was at the apex of the sciences before it, and the others had their reason for existence only in so far as they could provide illumination for the science of society. Science, in the sense of exact knowledge, has spread from one subject-matter to another in the order given; and it was natural that the complex phenomena of social life should be the last to yield to scientific method. In each field of thought the historian of ideas could observe the Law of Three Stages: at first the subject was conceived in the theological fashion, and all problems were will explained by the will of some deity - as when the stars were gods, or the chariots of gods; later, the same subject reached the metaphysical stage, and was explained by metaphysical abstractions - as when the stars moved in circles because circles were the most perfect figure; finally the subject was reduced to positive science by precise observation, hypothesis, and experiment, and its phenomena were explained by through the regularities of natural cause and effect. The "Will of God" yields to such airy entities as Plato's "Ideas" or Hegel's "Absolute Idea," and these in turn yield to the laws of science. Metaphysics is a stage of arrested development: the time has come, said Comte, to abandon these puerilities. Philosophy was not something different than science; it was the coordination of all the sciences with a view to the improvement of human life.
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in reference to youtube video above about the book of enoch.

https://www.google.com/search?q=names+of+angels+in+the+book+of+enoch&oq=names+of+angels+in+&aqs=chrome.1.69i57j35i39j0i512l8.5298j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8
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i was thinking about being able to do a Gillette mach 16 shaving advertisement. nice and smooth.
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Why was Book of Enoch removed from the Bible?

The Book of Enoch was considered as scripture in the Epistle of Barnabas (16:4) and by many of the early Church Fathers, such as Athenagoras, Clement of Alexandria, Irenaeus and Tertullian, who wrote c. 200 that the Book of Enoch had been rejected by the Jews because it contained prophecies pertaining to Christ.
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i am not implying that it is jews versus christians. there is validity to all of it. don't understand it but i think that christ is mentioned more times in the koran that muhammad is. there is a second coming of christ in the koran but i don't understand it. you can google similarity of bible and koran (characters, etc.). islam means peace or submission, but some groups which are a minority, twist it into whatever they think that they can for their own selfish reasons.

https://www.google.com/search?q=wiki+book+of+enoch&oq=wiki&aqs=chrome.0.69i59j69i57j69i60l3j69i65l3.1011j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Book_of_Enoch

https://www.google.com/search?q=which+books+were+removed+from+the+bible&oq=which+books+were+removed+from+the+bible&aqs=chrome..69i57j0i22i30l9.10301j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8
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you can order the book 'Seventy Faces' from this website. go the the 'store' link and then 'books and publications'. i think that it will be helpful for people.

https://thetrugmans.com/
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4_2LfzxX4I
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there is going to be a problem with food in the future because of the weather. this is good information which i have. FEMA and the military (martial law will be instituted) should begin to coordinate now as if this issue has already begun or as if it is an emergency. they could begin to store non perishable food and have planned distribution points. people should stop having children or limit it to 1 child per mother and father if possible. try not to panic. the problem is when people don't address issues head on even if that means creating more work for themselves initially. it works out better in the long run if you don't BS around.  people could coordinate and contact your u.s. representatives and/or the president or the united states.  it would good if we could begin to coordinate something between the president(s), FEMA, the military and mayors of cities.  i will contact my state representative and the also the president with whitehouse.gov.  

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humans did not evolve from apes (missing link).

https://www.google.com/search?q=humans+did+not+evolve+from+apes%2C+missing+link&sxsrf=AOaemvI5tzpxuYYRi3MlRHy0vPs3e8MpfQ%3A1638294811303&ei=G2WmYd73EZ2rqtsPrLKKuA8&ved=0ahUKEwie8Y7i08D0AhWdlWoFHSyZAvcQ4dUDCA8&uact=5&oq=humans+did+not+evolve+from+apes%2C+missing+link&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAMyBAgjECc6BQgAEM0COgcIIxCwAhAnSgQIQRgASgUIRBj4DEoECEMYA1BaWKEFYLEPaABwAngAgAGkAYgBjAWSAQMxLjSYAQCgAQHAAQE&sclient=gws-wiz
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genesis 1:1 / 666

https://www.google.com/search?q=genesis+1%3A1%2C+666&sxsrf=AOaemvIju8anmaDKA59JhuzQju1SfiD_mw%3A1638832914611&ei=EpuuYd_MJMG3qtsPt8eRkAQ&oq=gen&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAMYADIECCMQJzIECCMQJzIFCAAQkQIyBQgAEJECMggILhCABBCxAzIICC4QgAQQsQMyBQgAEIAEMg4ILhCABBCxAxDHARCjAjIICC4QgAQQsQMyCAgAEIAEELEDOgcIABBHELADOgcIABCwAxBDOg0IABCABBCHAhCxAxAUOgQIABBDOgcIABCxAxBDOgsIABCABBCxAxDJAzoFCAAQkgM6CAgAEIAEEMkDOgcIIxDqAhAnOg0ILhDHARCjAhDqAhAnOhEILhCABBCxAxCDARDHARDRAzoICC4QsQMQgwE6CwguEIAEELEDEIMBOgsILhCABBDHARDRA0oECEEYAEoGCEQY2P8USgYIRBjkvxVKBghEGJDkFUoECEMYAkoGCEUYkOQVUM8uWNljYNOGAWgCcAJ4AIABowGIAc4IkgEEMTAuMpgBAKABAbABCsgBCsABAQ&sclient=gws-wiz

https://www.google.com/search?q=genesis+1%3A1%2C+alef+tav&sxsrf=AOaemvInrvFjiRiKb02O1lZ72_uuDt7xzA%3A1638833275898&ei=e5yuYauXNqmnqtsPmYewgAI&ved=0ahUKEwjrwIXaqdD0AhWpk2oFHZkDDCAQ4dUDCA8&uact=5&oq=genesis+1%3A1%2C+alef+tav&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAM6BwgAEEcQsANKBAhBGABKBghEGKyfA0oECEMYA1CrLFiDQGC8V2gBcAJ4AIABTIgBnAWSAQIxMZgBAKABAcgBCMABAQ&sclient=gws-wiz
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at least it is not psychopunk.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychopomp

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https://www.amazon.com/137-Riddle-Creation-Torah-Science/dp/9655320421/ref=sr_1_1?crid=1U3YZH4DMGS7N&keywords=137%2C+the+riddle+of+creation&qid=1640029239&s=books&sprefix=137%2C+the+riddle+of+creation%2Cstripbooks%2C234&sr=1-1

(some of my own work), in reference to number 137

137

137    137
4         1

a three digit number can generate 2, 2 digit numbers. add the 2 digits to the left of the number until a single digit is derived. add the 2 digits to the right of the number until a single digit is derived.

therefore, you have 47 and 11.
47 + 11 = 58, with 58 being an appellation for kabbalah.
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May the Lord bless you and protect you; may the Lord make his face shine on you and be gracious to you; may the Lord look with favor on you and give you peace.

Numbers 6:24-26
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i wish that people who know about me and the group who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000) would make a story about this situation so that there would be a more objective, scientific understanding of christ or nature. we could easily prove who we are with a test on tv. there would be much more respect for it or appreciation of it. i don't think that people would want to cause problems, thereby creating something more peaceful, now, and in future incarnations. people would think more about creation or natural cycles of creation. rebirth. the solar system and stars, thereby having a better appreciation for what they are. people would feel as if they had something in common. december 25th relates to the winter solstice or cycles of the sun. put people to work. i think that they would want to do the work.

https://sites.google.com/site/themathematicalstandard/the-jesus-cube

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L50tuag6iRs
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i was born in mission viejo, california. grew up in san juan capistrano, california.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=phnArJV8jJg

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sent electronically to congresswoman lizzie fletcher and president biden.


congresswoman fletcher. there will be a problem with the weather in the future and it will create a problem with food. crops and livestock. i think that it would be a good idea if the government start to stockpile non perishable food with planned food distribution points at cities throughout the country. mayors could be notified. good information which i have is that martial law will eventually be implemented. the government could begin to coordinate with the military and FEMA and mayors throughout the country. i am trying to buy america some time. i will copy and send this message to president biden with whitehouse.gov. this would actually be good for leaders of the entire world to take into consideration.


respectfully.
joshua evan mishler

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capricorn is associated with the 16th letter of the hebrew alphabet (ayin) / 70 / see above. the 22 tarot cards of the major arcana correspond to the 22 letters of the hebrew alphabet.

https://www.tarot.com/tarot/devil-tarot-card-capricorn-zodiac-sign
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joshua evan mishler / astrological chart


https://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?;clang=e;rs=3;btyp=w2gw;cid=0gufile0lKMLz-u1641668702;nhor=1

https://www.astrology.com/article/north-node-meaning/
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introduction.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F133-YdYNTM
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knights templar being persecuted by catholic church. interesting that the knights templar originated in france, and then were "concluded" in france.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=knights+templar+being+persecuted+by+the+catholic+church

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=A0geKeaeQeJhg6EA54JXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA05DVWRRYkZDU015VFZmVlY2Nk1NdkEEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzQEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzQ5BHF1ZXJ5A2tuaWdodHMlMjB0ZW1wbGFyJTIwb3JpZ2luYXRpbmclMjBhbmQlMjBlbmRpbmclMjBpbiUyMGZyYW5jZSUyMAR0X3N0bXADMTY0MjIxODAwNQ--?p=knights+templar+originating+and+ending+in+france+&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0

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knights templar / john the baptist

https://www.ancient-origins.net/history-important-events/secrets-knights-templar-knights-john-baptist-005088

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everything but the "all guys, MF."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gAenGrKHKU
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you would know if you were one of the 144,000 and you probably wouldn't like it. it is a type of madness, especially at first. it has its' moments, however.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=enoch+and+the+144%2C000

https://www.truthunity.net/mbd/enoch#:~:text=Metaphysical%20meaning%20of%20Enoch%20%28mbd%29%20Enoch%2C%20e%27noch%20%28Heb.%29--,Jared%20and%20father%20of%20Methuselah%20%28Gen.%205%20%3A18-24%29.

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metatron / enoch

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrEzet4E_thkp0AD0xXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA0FzeDEzMVkyUUdPXzB1MWs2QzEwb0EEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzQEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzIwBHF1ZXJ5A21ldGF0cm9uJTIwYW5kJTIwMTQ0JTJDMDAwBHRfc3RtcAMxNjQzODQ0NTYz?p=metatron+and+144%2C000&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrJ61nME_thnD8AHipXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA3loS3BRZEhmUUdpYVU3NGwzUjhaWkEEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzYEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzE2BHF1ZXJ5A2Vub2NoJTJDJTIwbWV0YXRyb24lMjAEdF9zdG1wAzE2NDM4NDQ2OTY-?p=enoch%2C+metatron+&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0

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can't figure it out.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVF4kebiks4

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information about slavery.

https://www.historyextra.com/period/the-origins-of-slavery/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Slavery_in_Africa

https://research.cornell.edu/news-features/curious-history-slavery-west-africa

https://www.takimag.com/article/did_africans_sell_africans_into_slavery_lets_ask_some_africans_jim_goad/

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messeh / messiah / crocodile.  egypt.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=messeh%2C+messiah%2C+crocodile

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tarot card / the fool

https://www.google.com/search?q=the+fool+tarot+card+meaning%2C+divine+protection&sxsrf=APq-WBs3CEOvnhCX8yVPwg7fd1deBTENSQ%3A1644254039749&source=hp&ei=V1MBYojxKtOnqtsPquK20AE&iflsig=AHkkrS4AAAAAYgFhZwnQHi_KnJdUl3bXrB-VOdX4nYK4&ved=0ahUKEwjI-NPPi-71AhXTk2oFHSqxDRoQ4dUDCAk&uact=5&oq=the+fool+tarot+card+meaning%2C+divine+protection&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAMyBQghEKsCMgUIIRCrAjIFCCEQqwI6BwgjEOoCECc6DQguEMcBEK8BEOoCECc6BAgjECc6BQgAEIAEOggIABCABBCxAzoFCC4QgAQ6CAguELEDEIMBOgsILhCABBCxAxCDAToICC4QgAQQsQM6CwguEIAEEMcBEK8BOgsIABCABBCxAxCDAToLCC4QsQMQxwEQrwE6BggAEBYQHjoICAAQFhAKEB46BQgAEIYDOgUIIRCgAToICCEQFhAdEB5Q8Q5YxIsBYPeNAWgFcAB4AYABoQGIAbEikgEFMzkuMTGYAQCgAQGwAQo&sclient=gws-wiz

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of interest. i wish that people would make a story about this on tv news, proving who christ and the 144,000 are with a test. meaning, that our central nervous systems are fused. separate us into different rooms in a building. say something to me and the other people in other rooms would know what it was. touch me somewhere on my body, not inappropriate, and the other people would know where it was. the police could certify it. like being able to look at something (cell) through a microscope. then other work builds upon this.  objectivity.  it helps people understand what it is, objectively or scientifically. matter of fact. not a frivolous opinion (religion). make it about official science and biology which the world should know about. objectivity. peace. it would lead to other scientific discoveries. i should have rights. everyone should have rights. leadership and love is also important. be brave. put the police and courts system to work for the world. give them a tactful nudge.  i only live a short life span, so what is the problem? what are all of you so afraid of? it confuses me. don't let twisted religion, instead of objective science, get the best of the community, or world governments.  it is a security concern.  it could be as simple as thinking about a flower which blooms from a plant once a year. or like the sun rising every 24 hours. very simple. innocent. just nature. interesting, but really not important. the problem or potential problem is gossip.  i have a few ideas about how to secure it. i could do something unusual every morning when i get out of bed which only people who i am in activity with would know about. another security measure is that people who i am in activity with and myself are not allowed to talk about ourselves when in public. no one would listen to anyone who talked about it.

https://www.knowthyselfadvisor.com/144000-brotherhood-star/#:~:text=The%20144000%20are%20a%20soul%20group%20who%20belong,are%20known%20as%20the%20Order%20of%20the%20Star.

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GOOD AND EVIL ACTS

SUMMARY OF CHAPTER FIVE

An act is “good” or “evil” either because of something stemming from what that act is, i.e., from its very nature (“intrinsic morality”) or because of something completely outside it, having nothing to do with its nature (“extrinsic morality”).

Extrinsic morality can be something like authoritarianism, informal or formal: something is right or wrong because someone else say that it is. In informal authoritarianism, an act is good or evil because parents, unquestioned religion, or peers decree it so. Examples of formal authoritarianism are the Social Contract Theory (the state declares certain actions good, other evil: Hobbes) and the Social Pressure Theory (some other entity does so). Another version of extrinsic morality is the pleasure/pain theory: a good act is one that causes us pleasure, and an evil act is one that causes us pain. This can take the form of hedonism (the pleasure/pain is that of the individual: Aristippus, Epicurus, our own culture) or utilitarianism: the pleasure/pain is that of the group: Bentham, Mill, some contemporary thought. Extrinsic theories do have some problems, both internally and in the fact that they present themselves to us as somewhat alien to (or unworthy of) us as human persons.

An intrinsic theory of morality demands a special application of the Principle of Final Causality. In general, this principle states that every agent acts for an end, a goal. Some cases of goal-directedness can be found among all types of agents, cognitive and non-cognitive; moreover, all agents act for a goal: all human agents performing imputable acts do so (since will—and therefore knowledge—are involved), and all other agents do so as well (for the observed consistency with which a particular action always achieves a particular result implies a relationship of governance between act and end: the end determines the type of action to be performed). Imputable acts (which are ethics’ concern) always aim at least implicitly at a goal which is not also a means to some further goal; an intermediate goal in the order of intention (one sought for the sake of something further), precisely as intermediate, could not ultimately initiate an action in the order of execution. Finally, any action is “good” (in the physical sense) if it is complete, if it reaches its goal; act and end are, therefore, correlative terms.

Now, some actions present themselves as having a certain obligatory character. Given the fact that act and end are essentially related, the source of this obligatoriness will need to be either in the act itself or in the relationship that the act has to an end. The intrinsic theory of morality states that, objectively, a good action is one that leads us to a goal that we should achieve, and an evil action is one that leads us to a goal that we should not achieve (or leads us away from one that we should achieve).

Known From The Things That Are / Fundamental Theory of the Moral Life
(Martin D. O’Keefe, S.J. / Copyright 1987 by Center for Thomistic Studies)
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end of world war I, treaty of versailles big mistake, world war II

https://www.google.com/search?q=treaty+of+versailles+big+mistake&sxsrf=APq-WBsaKHBqdByyAfFPIuRWRqGbNJppVQ%3A1647352498046&source=hp&ei=sZowYtT2PICmqtsP8sqnkAU&iflsig=AHkkrS4AAAAAYjCowv2ZXqQFjvSkfL6DNdZcBLPTQCuB&ved=0ahUKEwiUk9qjosj2AhUAk2oFHXLlCVIQ4dUDCAk&uact=5&oq=treaty+of+versailles+big+mistake&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAMyBQghEKABOgQIIxAnOg4ILhCABBCxAxDHARCjAjoLCAAQgAQQsQMQgwE6CAguELEDEIMBOgsILhCABBCxAxCDAToECAAQQzoKCAAQsQMQgwEQQzoFCAAQgAQ6DgguELEDEIMBEMcBEKMCOhEILhCABBCxAxCDARDHARDRAzoHCAAQsQMQQzoKCC4QsQMQ1AIQQzoICAAQgAQQsQM6CgguELEDEIMBEEM6DQguELEDEIMBENQCEEM6CggAEIAEEIcCEBQ6BQgAEIYDOgYIABAWEB46CAgAEBYQChAeOgUIIRCrAjoICCEQFhAdEB46BwghEAoQoAFQAFi41AFg7tgBaBJwAHgAgAG2AYgBxRuSAQQzOS4zmAEAoAEB&sclient=gws-wiz
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cause and effect. jewish folk. why were jewish folk what they were during jesus's time? why are they what they are now? how did they become what they were or are? most jewish folk didn't know what was going on during christ's time, or what christ actually was biologically. meaning, that he was actually being sensed 24/7 by a group of people (144,000) worldwide.  he was a type of intermediary or agent. i am a type of intermediary or agent. i think that it relates to stars or stellar rebirth. creation. christians were initially a secret society. it was confusing and sometimes dangerous.  another way to think of it is that christians started out as a 2nd temple jewish sect. there were also no bibles or churches like we have them today. there was also a technological difference (communication/transportation). many people couldn't read or write.  no telephones.  no internet.  no books.  because of the way that it split apart, initially, with much less technology, it grew apart.  jews and christians and muslims don't even understand why they are fighting anymore.  it there is also the difference between a jewish person's beliefs and jewish DNA. i don't understand what jewish DNA or "DNA" is, or how it originated. 12 tribes of israel correspond to 12 houses of zodiac.  i am 1% or less european jewish. i am so frustrated, because we now have the ability because of television cameras and law enforcement, to prove what christ and the 144,000 are with a certified test. like scientists and the world being able to understand what something is, much better and objectively, because of a microscope. no one seems to want to do it. why??? it would lead to other scientific discoveries. i think about electromagnetism or the sun.  why don't you make it more objective and understandable, using technology and civil institutions? who would argue with nature? it is just a part of life.  cyclical.  it should be a celebration, like christmas. christmas day is related to the winter solstice, or a rebirth of the annual cycle of the sun. people argue when you let religion dominate. science keeps it objective, interesting and peaceful.

(only the first article)

https://www.thegospelcoalition.org/blogs/kevin-deyoung/why-did-they-hate-jesus-2/

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Those Who Said "No!": Germans Who Refused to Execute Civilians during World War II

https://www.jstor.org/stable/1429971

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https://www.jewishvirtuallibrary.org/the-ten-sefirot-of-the-kabbalah

the 3 higher sefirot (look at diagram in link above/looks like a triangle at the top of the 10) are intellectual and the 7 lower sefirot are emotional (or animalistic).

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concept of anti christ.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=is+the+anti+christ+the+community

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5 (value of hebrew letter 'hei') and 50 (value of hebrew letter 'nun' [concept of messiah]) are related.

https://www.inner.org/alefbeit/sighei

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/hei.htm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rbUermY7cAs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmqa0RQ-clY

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skull and crossbones flag / golgotha (bible)

https://owlcation.com/humanities/Famous-Pirate-Flags#:~:text=The%20red%20flag%2C%20when%20used,would%20be%20allowed%20to%20live.

https://www.cs.mcgill.ca/~rwest/wikispeedia/wpcd/wp/t/Theta.htm

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theta

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=knights+templar+sailors%2C+pirates

https://symbolsandmeanings.net/skull-and-crossbones-symbolism-meaning-origin-pirate-jolly-roger-flag/

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrJ7JdNDD1iy5oAfWVXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA3p1ZjFGX3EyUWt5SE8wTEFTYk5RN0EEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzEwBG9yaWdpbgNzZWFyY2gueWFob28uY29tBHBvcwMwBHBxc3RyAwRwcXN0cmwDMARxc3RybAMzMARxdWVyeQNnb2xnb3RoYSUyQyUyMHNrdWxsJTIwYW5kJTIwY3Jvc3Nib25lcwR0X3N0bXADMTY0ODE2ODA4Mw--?p=golgotha%2C+skull+and+crossbones&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0

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hebrew letter 'tet'

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IziUdpP_dD8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FtdvwiqK4gg

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this is what the black guy and mexican girl who have my vision in their left eye seem associated with. i do not hate all blacks and mexicans, and i am not telling other people to do that, either.

https://energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/controlling-factions/2665-false-king-of-tyranny

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/False_King_of_Tyranny

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relevant.

https://www.givemehistory.com/the-eye-of-horus

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brain stem evolution. what did humans evolve from?

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrEzevcLT1iisMAKgJXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkAzNKUkF6RFhMVGlXRjFSUUdhREp0MEEEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzAEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzQxBHF1ZXJ5A2JyYWluJTIwc3RlbSUyMGV2b2x1dGlvbiUyQyUyMGJpcmQlMjB2ZXJzdXMlMjByZXB0aWxlBHRfc3RtcAMxNjQ4MTc4MjQ5?p=brain+stem+evolution%2C+bird+versus+reptile&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=are+human+brains+related+to+birds+or+reptiles

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fun love...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6iHN8y3d4Og

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hebrew letter tzadik (18 or 90)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GFAeP8SrrNk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SjqYTb9thj8

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great pyramid / electromagnetic properties / i think it relates to why i am in constant 24/7 activity with people situated all over the world.

https://www.resonancescience.org/blog/New-study-reveals-electromagnetic-properties-of-the-Great-Pyramid-of-Giza

https://www.thevintagenews.com/2018/08/02/electromagnetic-discovery/?chrome=1

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=great+pyramid+electromagnetic
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the substitutionary atonement of christ makes sense, whether he died on the cross or not. it was a synthesis of ideas or concepts at that time. it goes back to a Creator, or how something was created, or everything which was created.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Substitutionary_atonement
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sin. big picture.

https://www.desiringgod.org/articles/could-jesus-have-sinned

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypostasis_(philosophy_and_religion)

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the archetype for the hebrew letter 'mem' (13 or 40) (one of the 3 mother letters) is the mashiach (messiah) ben David.

https://www.chabad.org/kabbalah/article_cdo/aid/379756/jewish/Donations-for-David.htm

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pyramid inch.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=great+pyramid%2C+chronograph%2C+pyramid+inch


https://www.google.com/search?q=great+pyramid%2C+chronograph%2C+pyramid+inch&sxsrf=APq-WBt_aSjbmH_pyk8mlHGFtbfxjw1iQw%3A1649206674139&source=hp&ei=kuVMYrW7BZSxqtsP_Za1wAk&iflsig=AHkkrS4AAAAAYkzzoikxLSCLqxBuuTHWEfylhh9nvl95&ved=0ahUKEwi1zOHPnf72AhWUmGoFHX1LDZgQ4dUDCAk&uact=5&oq=great+pyramid%2C+chronograph%2C+pyramid+inch&gs_lcp=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&sclient=gws-wiz

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i will always love her...

https://marymagdalenebooks.blog4ever.com/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mary_Magdalene

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objectivity. what is christ? how do you define christ? is it smoove and groovy?

https://www.timeanddate.com/calendar/determining-easter-date.html

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Date_of_Easter

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interesting, how it relates to Catholic church.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=loosing+and+binding+in+the+bible

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Binding_and_loosing

https://biblehub.com/job/38-31.htm

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KNOWING THE NORMS: LAW

e. Types of law

The aspect of law which we will now undertake to discuss, however, is not brief, and it is complicated. It is straightforward, but it is complex for all that. This is the whole area of the types of law.

In general, we can distinguish different kinds of law, even within the confines of the strict definition of law which we saw at the beginning of this chapter (i.e., even if we do distinguish out such things as Murphy's Law, the Law of Diminishing Returns, the laws of the physical sciences, and the like). On the basis of duration, for instance, we can speak of either eternal or temporal laws. Or, on the basis of laws’ mode of promulgation, we can have laws that are either natural (promulgated through the very nature of the being that a given law governs) or positive (really, posit-ed, i.e., laid down): promulgated through some external sign of enactment such as TV, radio, newspapers, and the like. Or, according to their origin, laws are either divine (given by God) or human (given by human beings). Two types of law—natural and positive—interest us in ethics, through a word first needs to be said about eternal law, since the word does come up in ethical discussions from time to time and since it has relevance for our understanding of natural law.

1) The question of eternal law

The term “eternal law” means simply that the Creator—the first uncaused cause, in the sense that we have seen—has given all beings a particular type of nature, and commands that those beings live in accord with that nature. In the last chapter, we saw that the Creator, under pain of contradiction, could not give a being a particular nature, and then command that the being perform some type of activity other than the activity proper to that nature. This present discussion is akin to that, but asks whether the Creator necessarily insists that the being perform any activities at all. The argumentation is similar to what we have already seen. Once the Creator has given a being a certain type of essence or nature, then it is not possible that he be indifferent as to whether the being fulfill the goal of that nature (by its activities, or course) or not. That would put the creator, once again, in the position of both willing the fulfillment of that nature (since the Creator did give it, and since it does, just by the fact of its existence, have a certain finality or fulfillment toward which it tends), and not willing it (as being, by hypothesis, indifferent to its fulfillment, insofar as the Creator is indifferent as to whether the creature does or does not perform any actions—the means by which the creature’s nature would be fulfilled). That, of course, is once again a contradiction.

On the understanding of “eternal law,” it is not hard to see that it does fulfill the definition of true law. It is an ordinance (a command, not a wish or a piece of advice), of reason (the divine intellect), promulgated (generally through the nature of the being in question), for the good of the community (it is aimed at the acquisition of the final goal by all of the beings who possess that nature) by the one who has the care of the community (i.e., by the Creator, who has the care over all beings of the universe, irrespective of any given community, city, state, etc., in which they may live).

Apart from noting that there is such a thing as divine law (discoverable by natural reason—as opposed to, say, divine law as made by religious revelation, e.g., the Ten Commandments), and apart from noting that it is true law, however, we will spend no further time in this area, since whatever else we might need to know of divine law will come back into our thinking when we consider the question of natural law, to which we turn next.

Known From The Things That Are / Fundamental Theory of the Moral Life
(Martin D. O’Keefe, S.J. / Copyright 1987 by Center for Thomistic Studies)


https://www.bartleylawoffice.com/faq/what-is-eternal-law.html

https://definitions.uslegal.com/e/eternal-law/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Natural_law

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Positive_law

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Treatise_on_Law#:~:text=Treatise%20on%20Law%20is%20Thomas%20Aquinas%20%27%20major,for%20the%20legal%20theory%20of%20Catholic%20canon%20law.

as law, or a manner in which law is to be interpreted or deduced

Torah (literally 'Instruction' or 'Law')

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hebrew_Bible

https://users.cs.jmu.edu/abzugcx/Public/Biblical-Hebrew/Components-of-the-TaNaKh.pdf

again, i wish that people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with would make an international story about what christ + 144,000 actually are. we could prove it on tv news with a test, certified by the police. laws assist in creating a peaceful, civil environment. civilization. the idea is to make a big deal of it, so that it is not a big deal or so that people don't unnecessarily fight about what it is (religion). normalize. many incarnations to go. i think that there is probably a way to figure out when it will happen again.

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universal - 16. Philos. a. a general term or concept or the generic nature that such a term signifies; a Platonic idea or Aristotelian form. b. a metaphysical entity that is repeatable and remains unchanged in character in a series of changes or changing relations.

concrete universal - Hegelianism. a logical category having the concrete properties enabling it to enter into dialectical relationship with the absolute idea.

Webster's Encyclopedic Unabridged Dictionary of the English Language
Copyright, 1989, by dilithium press, Ltd.

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i am concerned about my rights, the rights of others, or the progress of civil law. when one person does not have rights, or their rights are confused, then there exists a problem with everyone else's rights. please make an official public story about this, with the use of modern technology, in order to advance the law. some people who seem to be negative aliens (beings inhabiting bodies [refer to beginning of this section of this website]) are trying to childishly, stupidly bully and harm people who act like they like me or love me around. they think like uncivil, creepy thugs, who make fun of an honest nerd. they are weak people who want to harm people who they think are happier, or more intelligent than they are. this has become people who think that they have less, wanting to harm people who they think have more. i am about love and and peace. they are not, blatantly, and then they also try to make it look like i am not, by intentionally confusing me, or making me angry in public. it is impossible for me to not become angry and they know that. they are like criminals who will act up as long as they think that they can get away with it. don't allow them to get away with it. take a stand. get scientists (biology) and the government, the media, the police and the court system involved. this is about future peace and happiness. law. civil society. build on the work which was done. it involves technology. please help.

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=A2KIbMrcq3ZiAcIADuRXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA2F0UzdBT1RFU2xld18zQXQ2OUY5R0EEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzEEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzU3BHF1ZXJ5A2VkaWN0JTIwb2YlMjBtaWxhbiUyQyUyMHJvbWUlMjBtYWtlcyUyMGNocmlzdGlhbml0eSUyMG9mZmljaWFsJTIwcmVsaWdpb24EdF9zdG1wAzE2NTE5NDQ1NTc-?p=edict+of+milan%2C+rome+makes+christianity+official+religion&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0

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light and dark. literally.

https://www.biblehub.com/john/1-5.htm

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_1:5

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The Shepherds and the Angels

8And there were shepherds residing in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks by night. 9Just then an angel of the Lord stood before them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. 10But the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid! For behold, I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people: 11Today in the city of David a Savior has been born to you. He is Christ the Lord! 12And this will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in swaddling cloths and lying in a manger.”
13And suddenly there appeared with the angel a great multitude of the heavenly host, praising God and saying:
14“Glory to God in the highest,
and on earth peace to men
on whom His favor rests!”
15When the angels had left them and gone into heaven, the shepherds said to one another, “Let us go to Bethlehem and see this thing that has happened, which the Lord has made known to us.”
16So they hurried off and found Mary and Joseph and the Baby, who was lying in the manger. 17After they had seen the Child, they spread the message they had received about Him. 18And all who heard it were amazed at what the shepherds said to them. 19But Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart.
20The shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all they had heard and seen, which was just as the angel had told them.


https://biblehub.com/luke/2.htm

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heavenly_host

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/144,000

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considering the thought of christ being perfect, it can confuse me. i think that either christ has faults, just like anyone else, or that the entire system is perfect. i think that it is the latter, even though it can be difficult to understand or accept. faith... what else could the system be, other than what it is? logic. think, for example, about the formation of the universe or the formation of the solar system. would someone say that there is something wrong with it or that it is not perfect? asteroids smashing into other asteroids in the asteroid belt? i guess that it is perfect. thinking more about it, or the concept of perfection, you can't change the past. you can only change the future or attempt to change the future. i think that this is when the concept of repentance and redemption make more sense. refinement. the universe is in a constant state of refinement, becoming more and more perfect or ordered. i also think that redemption is a concept involving very large amounts of time and reincarnation. i think that it happens automatically with time. changes, but it doesn't change.

other thoughts about the nature of God or nature of Christ. biology includes the reproduction of galaxies, stars, solar systems, etc. it would be love, in order for it to want to reproduce. similar to cellular reproduction.

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i hope that people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000) at least coordinate with the police and military, to inform them about this situation. you can refer them to my website. i wish that you would do more than that. you are being controlled or limited by old law. old law is still important, however, because it would establish the precedent for new law. use technology. technological devices (such as television cameras, satellites, computers, weapons, classrooms [buildings/desks/chairs/chalkboards/chalk], telephones, cars, airplanes, flying saucers, etc.) are composed of elements, just as humans are (police, military, judges, scientists, students). you can create a synthesis, which would enable the system to perform more efficiently. like taking vitamins? just need to begin to coordinate and implement. there would be slight confusion at first, but would run more efficiently after adaptation. think like a peaceful, loving, mad scientist.

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a rabbi who i study under sometimes told me that Adam was androgynous.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Androgyny

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bisexuality#Studies,_theories_and_social_responses

https://global.oup.com/us/companion.websites/9780199315468/student/ch4/wed/freud/

https://apieceofhistorybyramona.wordpress.com/2016/09/08/sigmund-freud-homosexuality-is-not-a-crime/
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i know that a few black people stupidly lie, stating that this black guy with my vision in his left eye is a good person. he isn't, and they know that he isn't, and they are ashamed of him, and they try to cover it up. he showed up right when i was supposed to in february of 1998 (4004 BC - 1996 AD = 6000). satan bound for 1000 years. i'm not wanting to create a problem for black people. a few black people are creating a problem for black people, and it is sad. the black people who are causing problems for other black people are acting like greedy thug hoodlums.

https://www.biblehub.com/revelation/20-2.htm

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i previously posted above that 144 could be 72 x 2.

144 / 1 + 4 + 4 = 9

72 = 1/2 of 144 / 7 + 2 = 9

36 = 1/2 of 72 / 3 + 6 = 9

18 = 1/2 of 36 / 1 + 8 = 9

9 = 1/2 of 18 / 1 + 8 = 9

9 = 3/3/3

it can be organized into 3/3/3, or 4 parts of 3/3/3. 4 parts of 90 degrees. astrology, or an earth measurement. there are 1440 (144) minutes in one day. that is 360 (36) minutes per 90 (9) degrees. or astrology. 12 x 12 x 1000...

i wonder if it has something to do with priests, levites and israelites. all priests were levites, but not all levites were priests.

who cares? in a way i agree with that. why not just make it about love and friendship?

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Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God, so that he may exalt you at the proper time, casting all your cares on Him, because he cares about you.

1 Peter 5: 6-7

Don't worry about anything, but in everything, through prayer and petition with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.  And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.

Philippians 4: 6-7

For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but one of power, love, and sound judgement.

2 Timothy 1: 7

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http://www.sangraal.com/labyrinth.htm

(excerpt below is from link above)

Human activity is circumscribed by the actions of the higher DNA imprints, which means that we cannot will ourselves into spirit. But the divine can act upon and through us. Therefore, the inner circle has four points, connected with the solar stations and the fixed signs of the zodiac, which represents the four Arc-Angels, or parabolas of divine Intent.

Add these four points to the spiritual structure of our 32/64 pattern and we have a 36/72 pattern. This of course is the root of pentagonal geometry. A circle divides into five parts with angles of 72 degrees each. It also points to the precession of the equinox, which moves back through the zodiac at the rate of one degree every 72 years. Just as 32 + 1, the center/spirit, = 33, or the number of completion and perfection, so to does 36 +1 = 37 equal a cosmic completion. 37.5 eclipse cycles of 690 years each equals 25,920 years or one complete precessional cycle.

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beelzebub / i think that it is a name for the black guy who can act aggressively toward 144,000 who is causing problems / mexican girl also related to it with her aggression toward 144,000

https://www.deliriumsrealm.com/beelzebub/

https://www.huffpost.com/entry/beelzebub-an-unfairly-dem_b_9759936

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beelzebub

(from a bible study teacher)

The Pharisees accused Jesus of working under him, not being him. That accusation prompted Jesus to call out the “unforgivable sin” of blasphemy of the Holy Spirit in the book of Matthew. Most feel that was just another name for Satan.

Mark

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"Another basic human need may be called the need for challenge. This need becomes more visible when one has been able to fulfill needs for food, shelter, status, love, sex and finds only boredom from the sameness of life. Under these conditions, the boredom serves as a prod, causing one to seek excitement, a new experience, or a more challenging goal. This challenge may also come from other people, catastrophes, problems, or one's religious background.

We need variety in stimulation, not just to avoid boredom, but to actually preserve our ability to perceive the world."

Maslow, A. H. "A Theory of Human Motivation"
Psychological Review, vol. 50 (1943)
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i am related to this.  a dude who i used to communicate with at thule.org stated "son of feathered serpent".

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quetzalcoatl

https://mythlok.com/quetzalcoatl/

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https://www.biblehub.com/1_kings/14-10.htm

i am going to get this tattooed on my forehead. ha! joke.

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i wish that people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with would make a story about the 144,000, proving who we are, or that our central nervous systems are fused, with a test on tv news. the police could certify it. separate religion from science. it is better for governments, and future governments, because the general public and government are related. i wish that you would share this with the world, and generate international government protection and law enforcement protection, while combining it with the array of information which exists in the world today. i wish that you would put people to work, for the benefit of civilization. create laws. use technology. communication. transportation. schools. advance the law. courts. have faith in people. children should learn about what christ and the 144,000 is in school. i am allowed to have a sense of humor, and have sex. i am not a monk, or catholic priest, and i don't want to be a monk, or a catholic priest, although i have respect for the catholic church.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Catholic_(term)

i am not running for a political office. if you are not acknowledging that my rights and protection, or that other people's rights and protection, as a human beings, should be acknowledged and instated, then you not addressing a simple, civil law issue relating to nature. the universe. the solar system. why don't you address it? why don't you address what everyone is? children could learn about the 144,000, and myself, in schools. they should learn about it in schools. that would lead to other intellectual, scientific developments. don't make it about me. make it about everyone.

please educate. take advantage of technology while you still can.

https://ehistory.osu.edu/articles/burning-library-alexandria

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Library_of_Alexandria#:~:text=The%20Library%2C%20or%20part%20of%20its%20collection%2C%20was,to%20at%20least%20some%20of%20the%20Library%27s%20resources.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Civilization

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12 tribes of israel, 12 houses of zodiac

https://www.google.com/search?q=12+tribes+of+israel%2C+12+houses+of+zodiac&sxsrf=ALiCzsZ7lEB2VD0nkypADQonXhwCfXV3yw%3A1661799586744&source=hp&ei=ogwNY-HhKfPckPIPj9OGoAk&iflsig=AJiK0e8AAAAAYw0astHGORTZnnecEWMYuyBWX2q_mMyf&ved=0ahUKEwjhurXw3ez5AhVzLkQIHY-pAZQQ4dUDCAk&uact=5&oq=12+tribes+of+israel%2C+12+houses+of+zodiac&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAM6BAgjECc6CwguEIAEELEDEIMBOg4ILhCABBCxAxDHARDRAzoRCC4QgAQQsQMQgwEQxwEQ0QM6CAguEIAEENQCOgUIABCABDoLCAAQgAQQsQMQgwE6CAgAELEDEIMBOgsILhCABBCxAxDUAjoRCC4QgAQQsQMQgwEQxwEQrwE6CAgAEIAEELEDOggILhCxAxCDAToECAAQAzoICAAQgAQQyQM6BQgAEJIDOgcIABCABBAKOgoIABCxAxCDARAKOgQIABAKOgYIABAeEBY6BQgAEIYDOgUIIRCgAToFCCEQqwI6CAghEB4QFhAdOgcIIRCgARAKOgUIABCiBFAAWJeDAWCqhQFoC3AAeAGAAY8BiAGGI5IBBTM5LjEymAEAoAEB&sclient=gws-wiz

https://messianic-revolution.com/e25-6-how-ezekiels-vision-is-connected-to-the-4-symbols-of-the-4-dominant-tribes-of-israel/

https://www.preceptaustin.org/revelation-topics-four_gospels

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why did jesus rise of 3rd day?

https://bibleproject.com/blog/why-did-jesus-rise-on-the-third-day/#:~:text=Jesus%20was%20adamant%20about%20the,%E2%80%94in%20this%20case%2C%20Jesus.

i'm not sure if this is supposed to relate to the intended meaning of 3 days, but 3 days x 24 (hours) = 72 hours, x 60 (minutes) = 4,320 minutes, with 432 being the square root of the speed of light. 432 is also half of 864, with there being 86,400 seconds in one day. 4,320 (minutes) x 60 (for seconds) = 259,200, with one complete cycle of the zodiac being 25,920 years. it may be related.

the third day in the book of genesis is significant, or unique, in that God stated that it was good 2 times.

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9/6/22

i wish that people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with would try to get the FBI and government to make a statement about this situation, making a definitive public statement, that we are being assaulted and stalked by 2 beings which are predatory. read the beginning of this 'for your information' section of this website. they are humans who have mental problems. actually, it seems to be a human, mixed with an animal. evil and greedy. you can't rationalize with it, just like you can't rationalize with some types of aggressive animals. they are panicking, trying to "ensure" their survival, and doing damage to the community. animalistic. protect the world from these creatures. the world should not live in fear, in this incarnation, or in future incarnations. it would be good to get the public on track with one public statement, made by a public official. don't let this problem sneak up on you later. don't underestimate evil. you have to fight, even if it would create some initial, or residual confusion. the good is better than the potential negative.

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data below is from 'the unification of physics' chapter (chapter 11). i attempted to write an essay, starting it in 2010 or 2011, continuing to work on it in 2013, using the paragraph at the bottom of the section immediately below, as an introduction, thinking that it would be a funny and interesting way to start an essay. i later realized that i had to include the beginning so that the reader didn't become confused. i tried to make the essay work, a meaning within the meaning, but i was stupidly harassed, so i threw it away. it would have been interesting to read, even if i couldn't have made it work. not a failure.

https://www.fisica.net/relatividade/stephen_hawking_a_brief_history_of_time.pdf


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But can there really be such a unified theory? Or are we perhaps just chasing a mirage? There seem to be three possibilities:

1. There really is a complete unified theory (or a collection of overlapping formulations), which we will someday discover if we are smart enough.

2. There is no ultimate theory of the universe, just an infinite sequence of theories that describe the universe more and more accurately.

3. There is no theory of the universe: events cannot be predicted beyond a certain extent but occur in a random and arbitrary manner.

Some would argue for the third possibility on the grounds that if there were a complete set of laws, that would infringe God’s freedom to change his mind and intervene in the world. It’s a bit like the old paradox: can God make a stone so heavy that he can’t lift it? But the idea that God might want to change his mind is an example of the fallacy, pointed out by St. Augustine, of imagining God as a being existing in time: time is a property only of the universe that God created. Presumably, he knew what he intended when he set it up!

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it seems as if people want to find out what i am going to do, but without respectfully engaging me in something social, civil, and interesting. what i honestly think is that it seems like you want to set me up for "failure", because it is more socially convenient for you that way. don't unnecessarily politicize me, and especially without giving me an opportunity to really be publicly known.

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i am not implying that i am the same. i thought that people would find this interesting. i am not engaged in any seditious act, and do not intend to be. i do not believe that i would ever be charged with a seditious act.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=sedition+jesus

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i thought that the etymology of the word republic was interesting.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Republic

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please note information in the 'volunteer work # 1' section, of the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website. 8 x 3, or 888, as 3 axis. i think that there is a correspondence. much of the numerology work in the bible corresponds to earth measurement, or space/time. 888, or 7.5, 7.5, 7.5. i hope that a scientist or person who studies esoteric aspects of the bible looks at this.

https://bible-menorah.jimdofree.com/english/888/

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figurative numbers. organization of universe?

https://www.encyclopedia.com/science/encyclopedias-almanacs-transcripts-and-maps/figurative-numbers#:~:text=Figurative%20numbers%20are%20numbers%20that%20can%20be%20represented,are%201%2C%203%2C%206%2C%2010%2C%20and%20so%20on.


https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=figurate+numbers%2C+number+theory
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don't expect me to change the world, unless you let all of the world know that i am here, just as predicted, at the exact time that it was predicted, backing it up with the courts, police and government, in one swift statement. you probably wouldn't do that, in part because you want to make it about religion and not science. it creates a social problem if you don't, including for the government(s).

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pyramid inch. sir Isaac newton. circle of enoch in Great pyramid = 365.2422 inches. unit of inch was the only discernable unit of measure for the entire pyramid. double the height (northern and southern hemisphere) / 481 feet x 2 = 962 feet, divided into the perimeter / 3024 feet = 3.14.

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrFavUDhDVjuq4ECQNXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA3NIeFJMSkVSVGdtaTNUZG1tNUdqT0EEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzEEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzIxBHF1ZXJ5A25hbWUlMjBlbm9jaCUyMG1lYW5zJTIwaW5jaAR0X3N0bXADMTY2NDQ1MTg2NQ--?p=name+enoch+means+inch&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0

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one of the 14 gematria numbers in the 'greatdreams' link, above in the 'for your information' section of this file = 3168 (lord jesus christ).

that can essentially be 36 (like 360) and 18 (like 180). space/time. longitude = 360. latitude = 180.

36 x 18 = 648 (with there being 864 or 86,400 seconds in one day) / that is not a typographical error / it is an example of numerology / the important issue is that it equals 9

36 + 18 = 54 (with 5400 being 90 (pole to equator) x 60 (minutes)

it is only one example of how the 14 numbers relate to scientific phenomena.

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i informed the military (DARPA) about my presence about 2 years ago (this post in 2023). they have my website. the military is not about making war, or about killing people. the military is about being able to prevent war, or to sustain peace.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DARPA

https://www.darpa.mil/

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hopefully not. why?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Religious_war

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i should have written in the message to whitehouse.gov that:

'i think that it is less confusing when everyone knows that everyone is in the loop.'

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don't people think that everyone in the world should know that i am here, precisely as predicted, and that it is really not that important? interesting, but not important. like the sun rising every 24 hours. wouldn't parents want their children to know about it, so that there is no unnecessary confusion when they are older, or in future generations? technology allows us to be able to do this. shouldn't christians, jews and muslims know about it, world wide, in order to find common ground, in order to avoid unnecessary, frivolous conflicts? skewed interpretation, instead of something more scientific. something more objective. there is a 2nd coming of jesus in the koran, also. what i am doing and saying all of the time is not that important.

who would want to create a problem? for children? for christmas? i doubt it. i don't want to create problems. i don't think that anyone would want to create a problem, especially since we have the bible. if people did create a problem, then we can work on that, for the advancement of law and society. please don't UNNECESSARILY politicize me.

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my sister. click on different images in 'gallery' section.

https://www.jillmaytorena.com/

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN....

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Halloween

november 1st, all saints day

https://bible.usccb.org/bible/readings/110122.cfm

november 2nd, all souls day

https://bible.usccb.org/bible/readings/110222.cfm

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washington d.c. / design

https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/exopolitica/esp_exopolitics_zb.htm#4%20%20The%20Orion%20Beltway

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for FEMA and government. thule.org put out some kind of information about greedy corporations and seed, which would go stale or something, not that thule.org was involved in that.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seed_bank

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this was the book which i remembered something about. library of congress. not 'intercept, but don't shoot'. thule.org gave me this information.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stranger_in_a_Strange_Land

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https://www.britannica.com/topic/Quetzalcoatl

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Temple_of_the_Feathered_Serpent,_Teotihuacan

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Conjunction

hebrew letter 'vav', has a gematria (geometry) value of 6. also concept of 60, as in hebrew letter 'samech', or cyclical nature. support. try to be open minded.

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrNZBS3DI1jYHM5iBBXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA2NTdHhtaWY1U2guTzBkT183X2syU0EEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzEEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzMwBHF1ZXJ5A2hlYnJldyUyMGxldHRlciUyMHZhdiUyQyUyMGNvbmp1bmN0aW9uBHRfc3RtcAMxNjcwMTg4MjQ3?p=hebrew+letter+vav%2C+conjunction&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4AyjKgz9tKg

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the 7 miracles which christ performed are allegorical. christ is the entire body of work.

https://www.biblehub.com/romans/12-5.htm#:~:text=%20Romans%2012%3A5%20so%20in%20Christ%20we%20who,body%2C%20and%20we%20all%20belong%20to%20each%20other.

rest in peace, sir missler.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYiuM43u0Q4

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HtRdQeGm_7Q

hebrew letter yud (10)

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/yud.htm

hebrew letter tet (9)

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/tet.htm

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my sea cruise to honduras, belize and cozumel, mexico was fun and interesting. i learned that 'cancun' is mayan for snake nest. 'can' is snake. 'cun' is nest. i bought some cool wooden masks. i visited the ancient mayan city of Tulum. descending God. venus. morning star.

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a feng shui master told me that my girlfriend and i are a good match. i don't know if there is ever such a thing as a "perfect" match in feng shui. the point is to be able to understand how to bridge elements, so that they function harmoniously. the feng shui master told me that it is better for a relationship when an element, and yin or yang of that element, is the same for both people. my girlfriend's and my heaven, earth, and human are all the same, yang water.

in a way, i don't care about feng shui. i care about issues which are easier to understand. my girlfriend and i are in love, and happy with one another. we are also blessed to have wonderful homes.

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good luck, and God bless you...

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Master_Christos_Collective

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when my dad was young, he worked as a hamburger cook and the manager of the hamburger place was giving my dad a stupid hard time, so my dad cooked up a last order of hamburgers, took a bite out of each one, wrapped them up, served them to the customers, and then told the manager that he quits.

lol. actually he is a humble worker. i thought that the reference work was impressive.

https://www.amazon.com/Pharmacology-Hydroxyethyl-Starch-Therapy-publications/dp/0192612395

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some number work which i did about 15 years ago. i would like to follow up with a math professor. i intend to take this, and other work on this website, to a math professor, to try to learn how to communicate with someone who knows 'number theory'. i was told by someone who i spoke with in the past that i should investigate 'number theory'. i did a little bit, but got discouraged when thinking that i don't know how to get help, or how to make an argument for what.

96, divided by 5 = 19.2
69, divided by 5 = 13.8

19.2 + 13.8 = 33.0 (or) 1.92 (a decimal harmonic of 19.2) - 1.38 (a decimal harmonic of 13.8) = 0.54

i think that the figure of 33 relates to a type of calendar. i know that it is related to pentagonal geometry. also, when considering the figure of 0.54, as it can relate to the measurement of the equator.

32 x 3 = 96 / 32 could also be conceived of as 63, as 1 + 2 + 3 = 6, and 1 + 2 = 3
23 x 3 = 69 / 23 could also be conceived of as 36, as 1 + 2 = 3, and 1 + 2 + 3 = 6

32 x 6 = 192
23 x 6 = 138

32 points on a compass. i think that it relates to trigonometry. take note of difference between 96/69 and 192/138, when multiplying by either 3 or 6. consider geometric progression of 3/6/3/6/3, etc. also 3 = 6, as 1 + 2 + 3 = 6. 3 can indicate a triangle or circle.

another observation with 192 and 138:

192        192
138        138 

the outer digits of 1 and 2 in 192 add to create the center digit of 3 in 138. the center digit of 9 in 192 is formed when adding the outer digits of 1 and 8 in 138.

another observation with 192 and 138:

192
138

231 (adding digits vertically until a single digit is derived for each column)

231 can be 6 (or 60), as 2 + 3 + 1 = 6. 231 is the triangle of 21. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4, etc. + 21 = 231. 21 is the triangle of 6. there are 231 ways of connecting or interrelating the 22 hebrew letters. think of the hebrew alphabet as having to do with physics, and not so much about scripture. i think that maybe there is a connection with the atomic weight of the element cesium (132.90545196).  cesium has a very stable rate of decay, and is how we conceive of the time unit of one second, or 60 seconds in one minute, or 60 minutes in one hour.  i am stating this, because i read that the figure 33 relates to a calendar.  the atomic number of cesium is 55.  55 is the triangle of 10.  in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4, etc. + 10 = 55.  the hebrew alphabet can be grouped into 11 pairs of 5.  1 + 22 (alef + tav) = 23, 2 + 3 = 5.  2 + 21 (beit + shin) = 23, 2 + 3 = 5.  3 + 20 (gimmel + reish) = 23, 2 + 3 = 5, etc.  you are taught that the 22 letters of the hebrew alphabet are 2 groups of 11. 1 through 11, and 12 through 22.  11 x 5 = 55.  i am proposing that maybe there is a relationship with the structure of the hebrew alphabet and time (or how time is measured).  each 5 which i demonstrated could be created could relate to the concept of the mashiach (messiah), as 5 (or 50).  a beginning and end, or beginning situated in an end.  think of christ, heaven, cycles.  

i totally understand if people would think "no, there is no connection between 231 and 132." i don't think that there is either, but i don't understand why some numbers have significance when they are reversed, or combined when inverted. for example 37/73, 144/441. i think that it relates to geometry. figurate. maybe there is a connection. i don't know. considering the concept of time, there is a past, present and future. would that help to explain reversing numbers, or figures? how space organizes itself? geometry? space?

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=33+year+calendar%2C+christ

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i wish that the police or FBI would come to my home, wanting everyone to know that they spoke in person with me, wanting me and others to know that they know about this unusual situation, which i know that others have complained about, or are worried about, and have made a public statement about it. i mean, even if they can't stop the unwanted aggression. the reality is that i am a public person, and that some people are weird and childish, socially lame, mean spirited, needy for attention, implying that they can get away with stalking me, harassing me, while also taunting the authorities. it is a form of anarchy. i am a public person, which makes me a target for unusual, incredibly weird, incredibly disturbing aggression from the public, just like any other public person. it really isn't difficult to understand. just because i am christ, doesn't mean that i am supposed to be ok with it, or people wanting to blatantly harm others, because not trying to stop it would mean that i didn't care about the health of the community. i do care about the health of the community.

many people would have the same type of "problem" that i have, if people knew that they didn't have locks on doors, or fire arms, or that they couldn't call the police.

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i don't think that i got my point across. everything but the "all guys, MF."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gAenGrKHKU

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if i was a mobster in new york city, my name would be 'joshy, "the jerusalem"'. or 'evan, "the easter bunny"'.

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i deleted material from this website early this morning (4/25/23) which i thought didn't fit. i find it interesting, as i believe that others do, but i am choosing to not include it on this website. sometimes i get information similar to what i had on this website, on the cable tv history channel, on the weekends. always just wanted peace and happiness for everyone.

sorry if i confused anyone. i just wanted to let people know everything that i knew about.

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something which i think about people who state that they worship christ, or worship God, is that they are sort of worshipping a fictional character. i mean, with the use of just the bible as a way of knowing christ, or God. there is very little of what christ supposedly stated in the bible. i would like to know what he really stated, and then what he stated after that, and then what he stated after that, and then what he stated after that, and also what he whispered in mary magdalene's ear after he had a few glasses of wine. another thing which people don't realize, having been unknowingly brainwashed, is that jesus is considered "popular", or is accepted, because rome politicized him 300 years after the he supposedly died. some people who lived during christ's time didn't even know who he was, or that he even existed at all, because of the difference in time period, and communication abilities.

please don't unnecessarily politicize me. we are always "waiting" on the messiah (mashiach). it is a concept which relates to the future, but that doesn't mean that we can't make the most of the now.

i am trying to make the most of what i can do, right now. i wish that i had more opportunity to create positive change. like returning kindness to someone in front of everyone, who is letting me know that they know who i am, and who is being kind to me. don't expect me to be able to comfort people, or really make positive change, unless you comfort and protect me a bit, publicly, engaging me, or really giving me an opportunity. people need to engage the world, and give the world more opportunity. don't make me a social person without actually socializing with me. it is not a fairly tale about one person being able to do everything on his own. that is why people congregate at churches. people who care about helping, and getting involved.

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mad tv

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XminlVhLma4

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Be ye of good courage, and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye that hope in the Lord.

Psalm 31:24

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The Mosaic Covenant is a significant covenant in both God’s redemptive history and in the history of the nation of Israel through whom God would sovereignly choose to bless the world with both His written Word and the Living Word, Jesus Christ.

https://www.gotquestions.org/Mosaic-covenant.html

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book of Enoch / 7 (or 70, or 700)

https://www.myjewishlearning.com/article/judaism-numbers/

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demiurge / creator God, in contrast to true God

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr2=p%3ads%2cv%3aomn%2cm%3asa%2cbrws%3achrome%2cpos%3a2&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=demiurge+meaning

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=true+God+in+contrast+to+demiurge

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=was+jesus+the+demiurge%3F

https://www.britannica.com/topic/Demiurge

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=is+the+demiurge+evil

i think that this (true God/creator God) relates to the concepts that heaven was created before earth, or that earth was created before heaven, or that heaven and earth were created simultaneously. there is a correspondence. like "on earth as it is in heaven". also like the freemason's symbol (divider and square). the divider corresponds to heaven, or spirit. the square relates to the earth.

https://www.biblehub.com/matthew/6-10.htm
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link added to the top of this section of this website, where other books are listed.

others books on torah and science.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=book+on+torah+and+science

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i ordered a personalized texas license plate (PNKTUAL). it is just a joke. don't take it too seriously. i was a bit of a punk in my teenage years, and my early twenties. overconfident. i am not implying that people should act like punks, or not be on time to work. i think that i am authorized to be in possession of the military license plate which i now have, but i am not sure, and feel better not displaying one which states 'u.s. army honorably discharged' because of being discharged early (pattern of minor misconduct/army regulation 635-200, chapter 14-12B) from the army. my discharge was characterized as 'general, under honorable conditions' (look at 5 types of military discharges below), which means that it is still considered honorable, and not characterized as 'other than honorable'. because my characterization of service was 'general, under honorable conditions', i was ineligible to receive my GI bill, or help with college tuition, which was the main reason that i enlisted in the army. i was also provided with a bus ticket from south carolina to houston, at the time of my out-processing from the army, instead of being provided with an airplane ticket from south carolina to houston. it was sort of like a college student getting kicked out of college because of partying too much. i liked to adventure overseas after work.  because my discharge was not classified as 'other than honorable', it seems to mean that it was with conditions not less than honorable. state of texas eligibility requirement for a specialty military license plate. i spoke with people at the texas department of motor vehicles, wanting to switch from one specialty military license plate (u.s. army honorably discharged) to a different one (national defense desert storm), and i don't know if they understand what they are stating, informing me that i am not authorized to be in possession of a military license plate. i thought about wanting to have a military license plate because my step father's brother, who i work for in la grange, texas, was in the navy, having a military legion of merit license plate. i enjoy working for him. i wanted to switch from the 'u.s. army honorably discharged' military license plate to 'national defense desert storm' license plate because i enlisted at the same time that desert storm was happening, plus i don't feel comfortable displaying the 'u.s. army honorably discharged' plate because i was booted out early for a pattern of minor misconduct. i mean, even if i am authorized to be in possession of it. i didn't think that i would have to go to iraq, but was willing to go if i was told to. i liked the 'u.s. honorably discharged' military license plate because of the army pentangle symbol. i have pride in my military service and experience, despite having been separated prior to my end term of service date. 4 years and 7 months active duty.  i never thought that i would get booted out of the military early when i first started.   i was very motivated at the beginning of my enlistment, working harder than most soldiers did.  very cool, unique experiences in korea and germany. or basic training, like the drill sergeant stating to the platoon when we first started to march "you guys have less rhythm than a couple of turds floating around a toilet bowl". the basic training Drill and Ceremony (D and C) platoon competitions are awesome.  i assumed that i was eligible to be in possession of a specialty military license plate. i was issued one, but am now going to change it. i am entitled to VA (Veteran's Administration) medical benefits, a non service connected disability pension, and other benefits, being that my characterization of service was 'general, under honorable conditions'.

5 types of military discharges:

- honorable
- general (under honorable conditions)
- other than honorable
- bad conduct
- dishonorable
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i believe that the police and/or FBI know about me and this unusual situation. i believe that they are aware that i have stated that i wish that they would come to my home and speak with me, in front of other people. i am frustrated with this situation, and know that the community is also. i believe that if they know about me and this situation, that they have a good reason to not do as i wish. i don't understand, but i think that they have thought it through. i am not angry with them. maybe they could change their minds.

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i deleted 42 youtube links, not in sequence, in the 'chuckle schmuck' section of this website. i am not going to add anymore.
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young people, 20s, teenagers, or younger, should get involved in sports or music or art, work and school, exercise, and not drugs. drugs can be interesting at first, with experimentation, curiosity, but people who choose that can, or i think usually do, go down a unnecessarily confusing, sad path. it can lead to jail, or institutions. don't use dope as a substitute for creating interesting, positive, peaceful feelings, which hard work, or having discipline, generate. make your parents and grandparents proud.
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i wish that about 5 or 10 people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with would go with me to 2 different professors of biology, at rice university (houston, texas), and at the university of texas (austin, texas). this, in order to demonstrate, or prove with a test, that the constant 24/7 activity between us, and also the 144,000 worldwide, exists. it should be officially and publicly documented and protected. people should think objectively, sun and stars, a type of central nervous system or consciousness, in order to prevent unnecessary potential future conflicts, caused by ignorance, or by a confused religious classification of existence. please don't sweep it under the rug. that would be doing yourself, and the world community, a great disservice. it is a social event, which eventually becomes a political event. it should be easily accepted and celebrated. put the community on the honor system. you would be surprised at what happens.

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https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=jesus+christ+political+messiah+or+spiritual+messiah+meaning

'the sword' is simply a reference to the number 7, or the 7th letter of the hebrew alphabet, letter 'zayin'. meaning: 'a weapon, a crown, a species, to nourish'. the 7th letter of the hebrew alphabet (zayin) looks like a sword. 7, or 28 as a perfect number, as 28 is the triangle of 7. something about physics in the universe.

https://biblehub.com/matthew/26-52.htm

https://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Aleph-Bet/Zayin/zayin.html
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i wonder if jesus christ was ever spanked as a child, or disciplined by his parents for acting up. this is not meant as a joke. what is the argument about him being perfect?

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5 charges on my criminal record :

- (1999)  DUI/possession of a controlled substance (meprobromate). i successfully completed 1 year of probation for the DUI. no conviction. dismissed. the possession of controlled substance charge was dismissed because it was given to me by a licensed physician. i was having trouble sleeping.

- (2002)  disorderly conduct/resisting arrest. i successfully completed 1 year of probation. no conviction. dismissed. my behavior was unusual due to my unique situation. i thought for some time that everyone was sensing me and it became overwhelming and confusing. i was acting weird by myself, talking out loud for hours, but was not disorderly with anyone in person. i think that the police knew what was going on and wanted to prevent any potential problems.  i was scared when the police started to apprehend me because i thought that they were going to kill me.  i wasn't told why i was being arrested.

- (2006) possession of a controlled substance (methamphetamine/less than 1 gram). i successfully completed 2 years of probation. no conviction. dismissed.

- (2012) injury to an elderly.  no conviction. dismissed.  my behavior was unusual due to my unique situation.  i hit my step father because i thought that he knew about who i was, which he doesn't, and that he was conspiring to harm me with others.  i thought that he wasn't being truthful with me, and also that he wanted to harm me.  we are currently on good terms.  i am glad that i went to jail, because i could have harmed someone else.  for 4 years (2008 - 2012) i thought that i was in constant 24/7 activity with everyone, and it caused me to be delusional.  i finally snapped out of believing that i was in constant 24/7 activity with everyone when they first transferred me from the harris county (houston, texas) jail, to rusk state hospital, to see if i was competent for trial.  i thought that i was never going to be let out of the harris county (houston, texas) jail.  if someone who knows who i am would have informed my family or my doctor at the houston veteran's hospital about my unique situation, and the fact that i was struggling, then none of this would have happened.

https://www.nealdavislaw.com/blog/criminal-defense/deferred-adjudication-texas

i am including a letter which i gave to my court appointed attorney in 2012, in reference to the injury to an elderly charge. it is located in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website.

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silly.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zsXMmF-ggvI

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scroll down to 'future' in link directly below. big picture.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Earth

https://www.sciencefocus.com/planet-earth/when-will-earth-become-uninhabitable

https://www.news.com.au/technology/environment/climate-change/humanity-doomed-because-earth-is-destined-to-become-lifeless-red-planet-just-like-mars-scientist-warns/news-story/6ad9410240770cf21ad31ef1b28af12c

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i wanted to state that i appreciate what the police force do for us, and that people shouldn't take the police force for granted. it would be chaos without them, and most people are not willing to subject themselves to the kind of difficult work which the police force perform. they act as a deterrent for crime, simply because people know that they exist, or because people know that they can be easily contacted. i do not agree with the violent riots which have occurred because of rare occurrences of problems when the police force attempt to make an arrest. if one were to obtain an arrest problem percentage rate, i know that it is very low. usually there is not a problem.

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(from link directly below)

What do the numbers 666 mean?

666 has had a bad reputation because of its biblical meaning as “the number of the beast,” but it's mostly unwarranted. The spiritual meaning of 666 is an encouragement to refocus. Seeing 666 tells you to pay closer attention to any fixation you currently have on earthly problems and details. Jun 29, 2023

https://www.google.com/search?q=is+666+really+a+bad+number&sca_esv=564016503&sxsrf=AB5stBghbJ6qJXMV9-4Iz0ILsSiRhAr10Q%3A1694280409860&source=hp&ei=2ar8ZMvoMbajqtsPpaiw4AI&iflsig=AD69kcEAAAAAZPy46XR3Ln1osWaAmJX1yMoA5pus1sv0&oq=&gs_lp=Egdnd3Mtd2l6IgAqAggAMgcQIxjqAhgnMgcQIxjqAhgnMg0QLhjHARivARjqAhgnMgcQIxjqAhgnMgcQIxjqAhgnMgcQIxjqAhgnMgcQLhjqAhgnMgcQIxjqAhgnMgcQIxjqAhgnMgcQIxjqAhgnSKIWUABYAHABeACQAQCYAQCgAQCqAQC4AQPIAQCoAgo&sclient=gws-wiz

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=solomon+666+talents+of+gold

there is also information about genesis 1:1 and 666, above in this section of this website.

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28 is the triangle of 7, or in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 = 28. 28 is a perfect number. there are different types of numbers. i don't understand it that well, but you can arrive at a perfect number by doubling numbers, starting with the number 1, until the sum of the numbers is prime (7), and then multiply the prime by the the last number in the doubling series. for example, 1, 2, 4 = 7, then multiply 7 x 4 to arrive at 28.

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i got the above graph information from a man who studied sacred geometry, whose name was vernon jenkins.

notice 3 groups of 6 in the corners. 777 overlapping for the border.

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144

https://vinesandbrambles.wordpress.com/sevens-from-sowers-parables-numbers/70-x-7-and-666-in-pascals-triangle/#:~:text=For%20instance%2C%20Revelation%E2%80%99s%20number%20of%20the%20beast%2C%20that,on%20the%20center%2070%20x%207%20triangle-within%20%28red%29.

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since there is no guarantee that people in the world would find out about me though communication, i am not required to bridge people's relationship with God. logic. people can have their own relationship with God. think of the difference between the components of a brain (electro whatever, chemicals, synapses, neuro transmitters), and how one would feel or think about the entire brain itself. objectivity, or the importance of a lack of objectivity. is spreading "the gospel" that important? what seems to be important is to stop people from creating unnecessary, confused social/political situations, because of christ, because of their own selfish, social/political interests.

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hallelujah

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J__T2dvaWww

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thanks very much to omniglot.com.  it helped.

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10 or 613 commandments / physics

https://inner.org/torah_and_science/mathematics/love_fear.php

https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/1556513/jewish/What-Is-the-Significance-of-the-Number-of-Gds-613-Commandments.htm

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cause and effect / miracles

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=miracles%2C+cause+and+effect%2C+action+and+reaction

action and reaction / miracles

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=action+and+reaction%2C+miracles

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oneness of God

http://iyyun.com/teachings/shema-oneness#:~:text=The%20Shema%20is%20the%20ultimate%20expression%20of%20Divine,and%20all%20that%20exists%20is%20included%20within%20God.

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is there such a thing as race in humans?

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr2=p%3ads%2cv%3aomn%2cm%3asa%2cbrws%3achrome%2cpos%3a3&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=is+there+such+a+thing+as+race+in+humans

several ways which you could think of race is that there was a common start point, which makes them all equal. also, there is no end to the race, so how could you determine who the winner of the race is?

what would be the point of having a race when there is no finish to the race? all inclusive.

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the bible begins with the letter B, which is 2, as A = 1, B = 2, C = 3, etc.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bereshit_(parashah)
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is christmas really a celebration of the sun and stars?

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=is+christmas+really+a+celebration+of+the+sun+and+stars%3F

when was jesus christ actually born?

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=when+was+jesus+christ+actually+born%3F

jesus christ born on september 29th, 4 BC

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=jesus+christ+born+on+september+29%2C+4+BC

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who do the 12 tribes of israel represent?

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrFNyS.gSRlHnoDPq5XNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA0RCQkt1eDVCU1Btb1poNkVYbmhtS0EEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzAEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzQxBHF1ZXJ5A3dobyUyMGRvJTIwdGhlJTIwMTIlMjB0cmliZXMlMjBvZiUyMGlzcmFlbCUyMHJlcHJlc2VudCUzRgR0X3N0bXADMTY5Njg5MTQyNQ--?p=who+do+the+12+tribes+of+israel+represent%3F&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0

are the 12 tribes of israel an allegory?

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=are+the+12+tribes+of+israel+an+allegory

do the 12 tribes of israel relate to astrology?

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=do+the+12+tribes+of+israel+relate+to+astrology

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freemasonry

regius poem / both original form and modern translation / Euclid was a mathematician / Euclidean geometry

https://montgomerylodge.com/regius-poem/

(excerpt)

Many years after, the good clerk Euclid
Taught the craft of geometry full wonder wide,
So he did that other time also,
Of divers crafts many more.
Through high grace of Christ in heaven,
He commenced in the sciences seven;
Grammar is the first science I know,
Dialect the second, so I have bliss,
Rhetoric the third without doubt,
Music the fourth, as I you say,
Astronomy is the fifth, by my snout,
Arithmetic the sixth, without doubt,
Geometry the seventh maketh an end,
For he is both meek and courteous,
Grammar forsooth is the root,
Whoever will learn on the book;
But art passeth in his degree,
As the fruit doth the root of the tree;
Rhetoric measureth with ornate speech among,
And music it is a sweet song;
Astronomy numbereth, my dear brother,
Arithmetic sheweth one thing that is another,
Geometry the seventh science is,
That can separate falsehood from truth, I know
These be sciences seven,
Who useth them well he may have heaven.
– Regius Manuscript poem, A.D. 13902
(British Museum / London)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Euclid

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Masonic_manuscripts

https://maa.org/press/periodicals/convergence/mathematical-treasure-god-the-supreme-geometer

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Great_Architect_of_the_Universe

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Conceptions_of_God

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i sometimes participate in a kabbalah zoom class. american friends of Gal Einai institute. yesterday the lesson was about the spiritual significance of water. it was taught that water relates to the concept of transition. with this in mind, i am thinking of chapter 13 of the book of revelations (bible), corresponding to the 13th letter of the hebrew alphabet ('mem'). 22 chapters of revelations corresponds to the 22 Hebrew letters. chapter 13 is well known for 666. chapter 14 proceeds chapter 13. i posted at least one link above about how 666 also relates to the 1st first of the bible, which would be a type of transition. i don't understand how i do or don't relate to 666. i am composed of water, just like other humans are. there is also 777. there is also 888 (numerical value of world 'jesus'). i wish that i knew what the point was. lol. one issue is that 8 can be thought of as a marriage of 6 (male) and 7 (female), but i'm not sure if it is applicable to 666, 777 and 888. i am guessing that it is applicable.


https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/137085/jewish/Mem.htm
look at meaning. 'mashiach' means messiah in hebrew

https://inner.org/hebleter/mem.htm
Divinity:
The closed mem – the arrival of the Mashiach.


all 22 hebrew letters. click on each letter to read. you can compare to the book of revelations/22 chapters (bible).

https://inner.org/hebleter/default

'mayim' is the hebrew word for water. it is spelled MYM, or Mem, Yud, Mem, with no vowels. the 2 letters of  Mem correspond to an upper water and a lower water, separated by a letter Yud.

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrhedPlkkJlwNMQ1WNXNyoA;_ylu=Y29sbwNiZjEEcG9zAzEEdnRpZANMT0NVSTExM1RfMQRzZWMDcGFnaW5hdGlvbg--?p=what+does+mayim+mean+in+hebrew&type=E211US1485G0&fr=mcafee&fr2=p%3Ads%2Cv%3Aomn%2Cm%3Asa%2Cbrws%3Achrome%2Cpos%3A2&b=8&pz=7&bct=0&xargs=0

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https://www.explainingspace.com/what-is-the-33-year-cycle/

https://www.britannica.com/science/golden-number

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i created a new section on this website called 'brainstorm / science work'. i moved work to that section.

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is the new testament propaganda of the early church?

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=is+the+new+testament+propaganda+of+the+early+church

greek isopsephy (gematria) in new testament

https://beholdthestone.com/archives/1093

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=isopsephy

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exegesis

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this is a malware URL which my computer keeps blocking, for about 3 or 4 weeks now. today is 1/22/2024. i am not worried about it. can someone investigate or help me out?

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From Watergate we learned what generations before us have known: our Constitution works. And during the Watergate years it was interpreted again so as to reaffirm that no one--absolutely no one--is above the law.

Leon Jaworski

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officer - 4.  a person appointed or elected to some position of responsibility or authority in the government, a corporation, a society, etc.

office - 5.  the staff or designated part of a staff at a commercial or industrial organization.  6.  a position of duty, trust, or authority, esp. in the government, a corporation, a society, or the like.  7.  employment or position as an official.  8.  the duty, function, or part of a particular person or agency.  9.  a service or task to be performed; assignment; chore.

constitution - the way in which a thing is composed or made up; make up; composition.  2.  the physical character of the body as to strength, health, etc.  3.  character or condition of mind; disposition; temperament.  4.  the act or process of constituting; establishment.  5.  the state of being constituted; formation.  6.  any established arrangement or custom.  7.  see Constitution of the United States.  8.  the system of fundamental principles according to which a nation, state, corporation, or the like, is governed.  9.  the document embodying these principles.

constitute - 1.  to compose; form.  2.  to appoint to an office or function; make or create.  3.  to set up or establish (laws, an institution, etc.).  4.  to give legal form to (an assembly, court, etc.).  5.  to create or be tantamount to.  6.  Archaic.  to set or place.  

Webster's Encyclopedic Unabridged Dictionary of the English Language
Copyright 1989 by dilithium Press, Ltd.

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my mom has this funny book.

The Pig Poets: An Anthology of Porcine Poesy

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/2573730

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calendar objective, nicene council 325 AD.

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where is nicaea located

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calendar objective, nicaea, easter

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/144,000

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i think that it would be good for the entire nation if school through 12th grade, or through 8th grade were organized into 4 day work weeks. i think that it would be good for kid's morale and grades, family life, social life. sense of love or compassion.

https://www.thoughtco.com/pros-cons-four-day-school-week-4046198#:~:text=Moving%20to%20a%20four-day%20school%20week%20boosts%20student,were%20also%20able%20to%20get%20some%20extra%20rest.

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i added 'art work* (2) / downloadable' to this website. i am trying to photoshop out some of the legs which are underneath the longhorn in front. i think that there are 2 longhorns behind the longhorn in front, even though it seems as if you can only view 2.

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today at my parent's church, sunday (2/4/2924), it was a recognition of the feast of the presentation of the lord (2/2/2024). each person in the entire congregation lit a candle before the last hymn, at the end of the service. the feast of the presentation of the lord is a recognition of the end of the christmas season.

https://bible.usccb.org/bible/readings/020224.cfm

https://www.ncregister.com/cna/the-presentation-of-the-lord-a-symbol-of-the-messiah-s-embrace

https://ewtn.co.uk/chpop-what-is-candlemas-the-beautiful-biblical-celebration-explained/

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i am trying to add a little bit of good detail to 'art work* (7) / downloadable'. i will leave the version presently there. i will have more than one version available to download.

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this is a poem which i wrote one morning before college, at the original House of Pies on kirby drive (houston, texas). i thought that maybe it needed a fourth part. i can think about it.


Grains of sand,
Which form a land,
The best way that the elements can.

Times' tale is washed ashore,
And over time, more and more,
Soft white dunes my feet adore.

Crashing waves to let me know,
That magic on this earth is so.
The Designer chuckling to and fro.

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i think that it helps to think about what the universe is, generally thinking. big bang, formation of solar systems, formation of planets, asteroids smashing into each other. it couldn't be anything other than what it is. what is key is concept of future, or how the future can be affected. rectification, reformation.

how is sin conceived of? intelligent beings have the faculty of reason, or choice.

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if someone is not able to be able to think of doing good, or to execute good deeds, does that make them a sinner? is it sin, or is it a function of hypostasis?

i was thinking of what i was conceiving as a difference between a physical reaction, or process, and an intellectual reaction, or process. it seems as if the physical reaction, or process doesn't have a choice as to what it does, or how it operates. it seems as if the intellectual reaction, or process, does have a choice as to what it does, or how it operates. the more that i think about it, a choice which an intellectual being make is inevitable, or limited to the individual's particular mind, even though it may take time for the choice to occur. in this sense, there is no choice, with action and reaction being compared to only a physical process. the brain is physical matter. there is, however, a documented philosophical differentiation between matter and principle, or matter and form.

moving particles, as physical matter?
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food for thought.

https://www.wordhippo.com/what-is/another-word-for/change_for_the_better.html

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as opposed to mortal sin.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=what+does+venial+mean

venial sin.

https://www.britannica.com/topic/venial-sin

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i wish that the government and/or scientists could study the brains of the black man and mexican girl who i refer to in the 'important 1' section of this website. they both live somewhere in america, and could be identified. it seems as if they have a different type of mind than humans, or as if there is something missing from their brain structure. maybe it relates to brain stem evolution. this is nothing prejudicial toward blacks and mexicans as a whole.

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catholic church cardinal calls for permanent dialogue with freemasons.

why don't they have a permanent dialogue with me? another way to accomplish work. or they could do both.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=report%3A+cardinal+calls+for+%27permanent%27+dialouge+with+freemasons

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one of my old army buddies told me something about an expression or something which i think goes "you got change for 50 cents?". i thought about the following on my own.

50 cents:

2 quarter dollars
5 dimes
10 nickels
50 pennies

2 + 5 + 10 + 50 = 67

this doesn't mean that i have an american flag in front of my house. i am not using this a way of asking for monetary donations. just triva.
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i don't know if i am a goat, a fish, a lamb or a lion.

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official - 1. a person appointed or elected to an office or charged with certain duties, esp. in the government.  2.  of or pertaining to an office or position of duty, trust, or authority.  3.  authorized or issued authoritatively.  4.  holding office.  5. appointed or authorized to act in a designated capacity.  6.  (of an activity or event) intended for the notice of the public and performed or held on behalf of officials or of an organization; formal.

Webster's Encyclopedic Unabridged Dictionary of the English Language
Copyright 1989 by dilithium Press, Ltd.

etymology of word 'official'.

https://www.etymonline.com/word/official#:~:text=official%20%28n.%29%20early%2014c.%2C%20%22minor%20ecclesiastical%20court%20officer%22,to%20duty%2C%20service%2C%20or%20office%22%20%28see%20official%20%28adj.%29%29.

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love funk.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jj5nH0O8lmg

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cabal/kabbalah. i think that it relates to some type of structure.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cabal

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i am not a psychopath. i am a psychosidewalk or psychotrail.

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easter trivia.

https://www.learnreligions.com/easter-egg-history-1807594

https://www.history.com/topics/holidays/easter-symbols

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torah. musical notes. no punctuation.

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https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=no+punctuation+in+original+torah

no chapters in original bible.

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a think for a stink?

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this seems to be a type of neurological system. myself, the 144,000, and everyone. related to sun and stars. i wish that scientists would be given the authority to officially, publicly study it. it seems as if humans, or all animals, are a type of receptor, similar to plants, with a function similar to photosynthesis.

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greek letter 'THETA' related to etymology of the english words 'TH eology', 'TH eatre', etc. i don't know if it is the 8th or 9th letter of the greek alphabet. 9 seems to make more sense. i think that the ancient symbol was a circle with an X shape in the center. i think that mariners who worked during the time period after christ, or on behalf of christ, invented pirate skull and crossbones idea.

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golgotha

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young people, 20s, teenagers, or younger, should get involved in sports or music or art, work and school, exercise, and not drugs. drugs can be interesting at first, with experimentation, curiosity, but people who choose that can, or i think usually do, go down a unnecessarily confusing, sad path. it can lead to jail, or institutions. don't use dope as a substitute for creating interesting, positive, peaceful feelings, which hard work, or having discipline generate. keep your parents and grandparents proud.

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i saw 2 young black girls walking home from school earlier today, and i don't wish them any harm at all. i don't wish any harm on innocent kids.

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scripture as an analogy.

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https://www.oxfordlearnersdictionaries.com/definition/english/blimey

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjq1bm2Hx6k
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i bet the people during the time of jesus thought that it was a weird, stupid social catastrophe. i bet he did, too. i guess we'll have to figure it out next time.

https://www.learnreligions.com/when-was-the-bible-assembled-363293#:~:text=We%20can%20say%20with%20some%20certainty%20that%20the,the%20New%20Testament%20in%20the%20same%20language%3A%20Latin.

some government agency or the catholic church could compile or organize work from the internet. different languages? some of the work from my website could be used. it could be taught formally in schools, now or after the next ice age (glacial period). a new organization could be a formally commissioned. don't take it for granted.

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physical DNA, spiritual DNA replication

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i thought that this song could be made into a christmas carol.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1jCwBC1TKIM

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i am concerned that a faction of the u.s. government which conceivably has access to high tech aerial weaponry is going to attack the u.s government, or the furthermore the world, wanting to create "a story" about how aliens did it, when it wouldn't be aliens doing it.

i wish that the u.s. government would restructure or reconsolidate itself. strong business companies do it all of the time, with good results. the u.s government could change it from 50 states or territories to 10. eventually martial law, or a more consolidated government will be instituted for management purposes. there will be changes which will bring this about, whether people want to think about it or not. like an emergency situation, which will need management from the federal government. they might as well restructure or reconsolidate now, while they can do it more easily, and while they have more time to be able to think it through. not rushed or confused. it would help if there was a more unified command structure.   i also think that less politicians in washington d.c. or the country would make governing more efficient. there is a problem with our political system. doesn't work as well in practice, as in theory. inefficient or difficult to manage. too many people involved. truthfully, the people are typically not smart or experienced enough to be able to manage the country, as with the concept of democracy. it can still be a democracy, but with less people involved. maybe model the american government more like a european country. there are many types of government, and america should not let ridiculous apple pie pride get in the way of making practical changes for the benefit of efficient future management.

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i was thinking about the term 'illuminati' and had some thoughts. i think that everyone could be considered as being illuminati, as everyone is a function of the sun. or simply knowledge of the sun. enlightenment. or people with knowledge of christ, as christ is a function of the sun. in a basic sense, people have knowledge of the sun. it rises and sets consistently. the death or setting of the sun means that it is reborn. many people think that the illuminati or freemasons are something bad, but i don't think that they are.

you can buy books about freemasonry. also videos on youtube.

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i don't think that schools should be required to have the 10 commandments in classrooms. why would you want to do that, when many people obviously or blatantly disobey the commandments? too confusing of a subject for young people. it would cause them to think that you really can't take it seriously. also, if they want to place the 10 commandments in classrooms, being "serious" or "religious" about it, then it would mean that they would be required to put all 613 commandments in each classroom.

are they sure that they want to get into something which they probably don't understand? 365 negative commandments. 248 positive commandments. are they going to teach this?

https://www.chabad.org/kabbalah/article_cdo/aid/2280386/jewish/Whole-Hearted.htm

https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/1556513/jewish/What-Is-the-Significance-of-the-Number-of-Gds-613-Commandments.htm

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=10+commandments%2C+gematria

another thing is that people don't need the 10 commandments to know right and wrong, or what is good and bad. kids don't like to be talked down to.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=are+the+613+commandments+also+in+the+bible%3F

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some of my own work.

a 3 digit number can generate 2, two digit numbers.  add the 2 digits to the left of the 3 digit number until a single digit is derived, leave the digit to the right.  leave the digit to the left, add the 2 digits to the right of the 3 digit until a single digit is derived.

     613          613
      7                4

37 x 64 = 2368

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also, thinking of 613, 6 + 1 + 3 = 10

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"Non rompermi i coglioni."

which literally means "Don't break my balls." but is used when somebody is mad at someone else to signal him to stop doing whatever he is doing that annoys him.

Does anybody know something about any connection between the two expressions?

https://english.stackexchange.com/questions/356846/what-is-the-origin-of-breaking-ones-balls

coglione (pl. coglioni) [koʎˈʎoːne]: a vulgar version of testicle; when referring to a person, it usually means idiot, berk, twit, fool. In addition, it can be used in several phrases, such as: avere i coglioni (literally, "to have testicles" that is, to be very courageous); "avere i coglioni girati" (literally, "to have twisted testicles"), which means to be angry/in a bad mood; or "essere coglione" ("to be a jerk or fool"). Note that when said to a close friend ("ma quanto sei coglione"), the word is not really offensive.[citation needed] coglione was also featured in worldwide news when used by ex Italian Prime Minister Silvio Berlusconi, referring to those who would not vote for him during the 2006 Italian election campaign.[21] It derives from Latin coleo (pl. coleones), and is thus cognate to the Spanish cojones and Portuguese colhões.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Italian_profanity

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what about 'wonkywhiteboy.com'?

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always part of america.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XF1bHxoG-tA

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the greek hermes is the same as the egyptian thoth  research it.   the 'book of Enoch' file in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website is a little confusing.  they are not all one being.  typhon is the greek name for the egyptian set.  thoth was a civilizer.  set was (or is) evil and destructive.

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i added a bit more information about 10 commandments or 613 commandments a few posts above.

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the Egyptian Set was (or is) evil.  Thoth / Horus / Enoch / Hermes is something positive.  they are not all one, as in the thule.org 'book of Enoch' file, in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website.  it is confusing because of how they are joined.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=enoch%2C+hermes%2C+thoth

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weird horrible being (egyptian Set).  rape.  constantly, intentionally violating people, including black people.  black man and mexican girl have my vision in their left eye.  i do not mean that all blacks and mexicans are evil.

https://villains.fandom.com/wiki/Set_(mythology)

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22 hebrew letters / alef (1) - beit (2) / (alpha - bet) / upper right to upper left (hebrew is read right to left) / 1 + 2 = 3

https://inner.org/hebleter/default


reish / 20th hebrew letter / gematria (200 [or 2])
hebrew word 'aryeh' (etymologically similar to 'aryan') / (first paragraph of link directly below)

idea is to illustrate that it is a broad concept, not white supremacy.

https://inner.org/hebleter/reish.htm

A = 1
H = 5
Y = 10
R = 200

1 + 5 + 10 + 200 = 216

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/216_(number)

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https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=aryeh%2C+216

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https://www.google.com/search?q=aryeh%2C+216&sca_esv=9aab8662baee94c4&sxsrf=ADLYWILLs5sekLW3yB9ljkZqpJS6n6sh4A%3A1721784635800&source=hp&ei=O1mgZsD-Lpitur8PtuWj2AY&iflsig=AL9hbdgAAAAAZqBnS7IuoTVVHcXsHFWi0rO617gznMmu&ved=0ahUKEwiAiOHMw76HAxWYlu4BHbbyCGsQ4dUDCBc&uact=5&oq=aryeh%2C+216&gs_lp=Egdnd3Mtd2l6IgphcnllaCwgMjE2MgUQIRigATIFECEYoAFIuCJQAFjjG3AAeACQAQCYAakBoAHiCqoBAzEuObgBA8gBAPgBAZgCCqAClwvCAhAQLhiABBjHARgnGIoFGK8BwgIEECMYJ8ICChAuGIAEGCcYigXCAhEQLhiABBixAxjRAxiDARjHAcICCxAuGIAEGLEDGIMBwgILEAAYgAQYsQMYgwHCAgsQLhiABBjRAxjHAcICDhAuGIAEGLEDGNEDGMcBwgIIEC4YgAQYsQPCAgUQLhiABMICCBAAGIAEGLEDwgIFEAAYgATCAgoQABiABBixAxgKwgIGEAAYFhgewgIIEAAYgAQYogSYAwCSBwMxLjmgB6WAAQ&sclient=gws-wiz
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(sweet female voice)
"It takes 2 to make a thing go right.  It takes 2 to make it out of sight."

Rob Base & D.J. E-Z Rock - It Takes Two
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excerpt from link below

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On page 253 of Star Names Allen says the Syrians called Leo Aryo; the Jews, Arye; meaning a Lion. Ari or Aryeh, is the Hebrew for “lion”, cognate with Akkadian aria, Aramaic arya. Aryeh in Sanskrit (a PIE, Proto-Indo-European, language) means “noble” and in Hebrew means “lion”. Ari was used in Hebrew as an honorific for an important man. The Hebrew name Ari-el translates to “lion of God” []. The word Aryan is a synonym for Indo-European (people and language). The original word in Vedic Language for Lion is ‘Hari‘ [10] which is phonically similar to ari. Linguists say that the Indo-European languages are not related to Hebrew and might deny a link in this case, but they are unsure of some words and they term the Hebrew words that have strayed into these languages “borrowings”. The term “Arya” derived from the Proto-Indo-European, generally carries the meaning of “noble” or “free”, is cognate with the Greek-derived word “aristocrat” [11].

https://www.constellationsofwords.com/leo/

sphinx?  10,450 BC?  pyramids at Gizeh?

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all of this is good, but if i don't know the gematria of tony the tiger, the deal is off.
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216 is 1/2 of 432 (square root of the speed of light).
432 is 1/2 of 864 (86,400 seconds in one day)

one example of numerology is to create two, two digit numbers from a 3 digit number. add 2 digits to left of number until a single digit id derived, leave the digit to the right.  leave the digit to the left, add the two digits to the right until a single digit is derived.

216 becomes 3, 6 and 2, 7 (360, 270)
432 becomes 7, 2 and 4, 5 (270, 45 [or 54 as in 540 / equator]
864 becomes 5, 4 and 8, 1 (45 [or 54 as in 540 / equator], 180)

216 can also create 1 and 8 (180).  add the outer 2 digits of 2 and 6, leave the center digit of 1.

216
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Plato%27s_number#:~:text=Most%20interpreters%20argue%20that%20the%20value%20of%20Plato%27s,5%29%3A%2033%20%2B%2043%20%2B%2053%20%3D%2063.

216
https://inner.org/sefirot/sefgevur.htm

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of interest.
only the article, not the comments.

https://www.chabad.org/kabbalah/article_cdo/aid/2922351/jewish/Iran-and-its-Jewish-Connection.htm

also.  no offense to anyone.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr2=p%3ads%2cv%3aomn%2cm%3asa%2cbrws%3achrome%2cpos%3a2&fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=confusion+about+the+word+aryan+meaning

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i ordered a new personalized license plate.

G WH1ZZ
peace.

i am a little surprised that someone didn't fire a pistol at my car 2 times while we were driving down the road.  lol.  i mean, with PUNK2AL.  actually, i think that someone who knew who i was honked at me, being silly, showing some love, implying that they were trying to get me somewhere on time.

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the lion king.  Osiris/Horus vs. Set in egypt
good story for kids, or for anyone.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=the+lion+king%2C+egyptian+Horus+and+Set

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goofus maximus.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kfLjhXA70Og

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i had written about 613 commandments in the 'for your information' section of this website.  613 can create 73 (or 37) and 64 (or 46), as explained above.  37 x 64 = 2368, or the greek value for lord jesus christ.  it creates a cube geometrically.  2368 units can be arranged into a perfect cube.  space/time?

something related to 2368 which i think is important is an analysis of the figure 1234.  you can refer to a file in the 'for your information' section of this website 'kabbalah and string theory'.  something about 10 dimensions, of the number 10.

1 + 2 + 3 + 4 = 10

looking at 1234, or any 4 digit number, there are 3 ways to pair 2 digits of a 4 digit number.

- outer digits, inner digits / (1,4) (2,3)
- 1st 2 digits, last 2 digits / (1,2) (3,4)
- 1st digit with 3rd digit, 2nd digit with 4th digit / (1,3) (2,4) 

pairs added together would be:

- 5,5 (5 + 5 = 10)
- 3,7 (3 + 7 = 10)
- 4,6 (4 + 6 = 10)

each pair added together = 10

as was generated from the number 613, related to 613 commandments, you have 37 and 64.  
37 x 64 = 2368.
2368 / 2 + 3 + 6 + 8 = 19, 1 + 9 = 10, 1 + 0 = 1
2368 forms a cube.  i think some way of understanding space/time.  don't understand the boundary in space.

https://sites.google.com/site/themathematicalstandard/the-jesus-cube

thinking of the figure 613, 6 + 1 + 3 = 10, 1 + 0 = 1

the i think that 10 commandments are a type of allegory or analogy, with consideration given to concept of 10 dimensions, or physical structure.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=gematria+of+10+commandments

in reference to link directly above, thinking of of 620, 6 + 2 + 0 = 8.  8 transcends 7, as 50 transcends 49.  difference of 7 between 620 and 613.  620 could also be 26, or the zodiac, or YHWH. 
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Pythagoras considered numbers as the essence of principle of all things, and attributed to them a real and distinct existence; so that, in his view, they were the elements out of which the universe was constructed.  How he conceived this process has never been satisfactory explained.  He traced the various forms and phenomenon of the world to numbers as their basis and essence.  The "Monad" or unit he regarded as the source of all numbers.  The number Two was imperfect, and the cause for increase and division.  Three was called the number of the whole because it had a beginning, middle and an end.  Four, representing the square, is in the highest degree perfect, and Ten as it contains the sum of the four prime numbers, comprehends all musical and arithmetical proportions, and denotes the system of the world. 

Bulfinch's Mythology
Copyright 1979 by Crown Publishers, Inc.

i like the increase, rather than the division.

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(sweet female voice)
"It takes 2 to make a thing go right.  It takes 2 to make it out of sight."

Rob Base & D.J. E-Z Rock - It Takes Two

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i think that numbers may not actually mean as much as people think.  i think that they are a way which we try to understand something, used to help support theoretical analysis.   no boundary?  imaginary numbers remain imaginary?  

magic mushroom milkshakes?

maybe there is more known about life and numbers than most people understand.  alien knowledge?

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i believe that christ return is related to 6,480 years, or 1/4 of the zodiac.  related to divine intent, or a shift of elements of zodiac.  actually, a shift of circuits (4 cardinal, or 4 fixed, or 4 mutable signs).  similar to 144 x 42 = 6,048 years, or 144 x 41.67 = 6000.48 years.  difference between 6,480 and 6,048 or 6000.48 were not typographical errors.  there are 86,400 seconds in 1 day.  compare numbers.  i think that it is 1/4 of the zodiac, but still related somehow to 6000 years + 1000 years, or 7 God days.  refer to work in the 'brainstorm / science' section of this website. if this theory is correct, it might be a more practical manner of understanding christ, and how to predict future change.  it would be good to able to understand how this christ phenomenon consistently works.  

https://astrostyle.com/astrology/cardinal-mutable-fixed-signs/

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God can not be revealed in his entirety all at the same time.  He is a being existing in time.  process, or continual process.  think astrology or the dynamics of the universe, in general.

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i'll keep working on this part later.

the yugas are of interest to me.  we are now in the kali yuga.  it has something to do with the lower part of a body.  it can be known as the age of ignorance.  i wonder if we go from kali yuga, with 1200 divine years, to the krita yuga, with 4800 divine years, or back to the davpara yuga with 2400 divine years.  

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Finally, returning to India, let us note the content of the sacred scriptures known as the Puranas.  These speak of four 'ages of the earth', called Yugas, which together area said to extend to 12,000 'divine years'  The respective durations of these epochs, in 'divine years', are the Krita Yuga = 4800; Treta Yuga = 3600; Davpara Yuga = 2400; Kali Yuga = 1200.  The Puranas also tell us that 'one year of the mortals is equal to one day of the gods'.  Furthermore, and exactly as in the Osiris myth. we discover that the number of days in  

from fingerprints of the gods, graham hancock.   

12 + 24 + 36 + 48 = 120

1 + 2 + 3 + 4

3 [12, 1 + 2 = 3] / 6 [2 + 4 = 6] / 9 [3 + 6 = 9] / 12 [1 + 2 = 3
3 + 6 + 9 + 12 = 30
12 = 30

48 constellations.  ptolemy.  
48 is first number with 10 divisors.  
10 = 1 + 2 + 3 + 4
10 dimensions

i wonder if the following observation has ever been made.

144 is the 12th term in the fibonnaci numerical series.  fibonnaci numerical series is related to golden ratio.  

144 (12) + 288 [144 x 2] (24) + 432 [144 x 3] (36) + 576 [144 x 4] (48) = 1,440, 

1,440 minutes = # number of minutes in one day. 

3 / 6 / 9 / 3

3 x 144 = 432
6 x 144 = 864
9 x 144 = 1296
3 x 144 = 432

=>

432 + 864 + 1296 + 432 = 3,024
3,024 feet is the perimeter of the great pyramid of gizeh in feet. 3,024 are essential digits of 432, square root of speed of light.

756 (length of one side) x 4 = 3,024

756 can create 36 and 72.  add two digits to left until a single digit is derived, leave digit to right.  leave digit to left, add two digits to right until a single digit is derived 36 and 72 relate to pentagonal geometry. also related to golden ratio. 

481 feet (height of great pyramid in feet) x 2 (northern and southern hemisphere) = 962
3024, divided by 962 = 3.14

144 hours = 6 days

therefore:

1 (12 / 1200) x 6 = 6
2 (24 / 2400) x 6 = 12
3 (36 / 3600) x 6 = 18
4 (48 / 4800) x 6 = 24

6 + 12 + 18 + 24 = 60

6 x 12 x 18 x 24 = 31,104
31,104, divided by 360 = 86.4 (with there being 86,400 seconds in one day) 

144 in fibonacci sequence, 144 = 12 raised to a higher power.

https://math.stackexchange.com/questions/299671/fibonacci-numbers-that-are-powers
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'zeit+geist' could be a cool name of a pub.

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/zeitgeist 

'hexen+meister' could also a be cool name of a pub. 

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i understand if some people would think, "well, what is the point?", in reference to anything biblical related which i have posted information about.  there really isn't a point or conclusion.  i don't think that people should expect one, realistically.  i wanted to give people information which supports why this is happening now, and also other information which can cause them to be more open minded, i think enabling them to understand how there is an association of information which could be considered unrelated.  chapter 31 (the osiris numbers) of the book 'fingeprints of the gods', by graham hancock, helped me with this.  same numbers in different cultures or regions of the world.
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i am wondering what the difference between the biblical Enoch or or the biblical Aaron is, both being able to be considered the first high priest of israel, as it relates to the land of canaan.  noah stated something about canaan to his sons, ham, shem and japheth, when he was drunk and naked, stating that it be cursed.  i don't know much at all about the bible, but i think that it is important.  i remember learning that aaron is related to canaan somehow. 

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jesus of nazareth was one version of christ, and it is different each time, depending on the astrological specifics. the bible, or more specifically the new testament, is just one way of how it was documented.  there will be others in the future.  i am wondering, with respect to the understanding of gematria, or what gematria can illustrate, if the new testament illustrates what "occurs" every time christ is "present", no matter which christ it is.  physics?  a blue print?  a cube?  space/time?

this doesn't mean that i think that i can do whatever i want to do. 

separate from the new testament, the torah can be understood as a blue print.  is it the same?

i think that the concept of a blue print relates to the concept of change, or how the universe can also be conceived of as changeless.  think of studying a wave graph with a computer system.  it remains the same, infinite, and balanced it its' entirety, but when you analyze only a section of the wave, change is observable.  part of a whole, fractions.  i think that another example of a blue print would be the image of the golden ratio spiral.  it is what it is.  it doesn't change, but there is change within it.  probably also the I-Ching.

universalphilosophy.  a.  a general term or concept or the generic nature that such a term signifies; a Platonic or Artistotelian form.  b.  a metaphysical entity that is repeatable and remains unchanged in character in a series of changes or changing relations.  c.  Hegelianism.  see concrete universal.

https://www.britannica.com/topic/Hegelianism

https://www.philosophybasics.com/movements_hegelianism.html

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it important for me to state that i was able to give people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000), who are situated in places all around the world, who speak different languages, an opportunity to locate my website on the internet.  i translated my full name, as my full name would enable someone to locate my website, into the numbers corresponding to each letter of my full name, as the place values of each letter in the Latin alphabet.  i explained many times by speaking out loud, and with body language, what i was doing, so i think that it worked.  i used google translate, with audio function when it was available, typing numbers spaced with commas, as the numbers corresponded to the place value of the letters of my full name, using the Latin alphabet.  for example, a = 1, b = 2.  when the google translate audio function was not available for some languages, i was able to give people the information myself, verbally, using information from omniglot as a reference, and method of performing the conversion into numbers myself.  in other words, when i speak out loud, it is sensed by others who i am in constant 24/7 activity with.  interesting work.  God bless you...


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i corresponded with houston, texas channel 2 news television (NBC) investigates.  investigation ideas.  i made an online submission.  today is 8/11/24.
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hebrew letter 'shin'.  21st letter of hebrew alphabet.  gematria 300.  there are a total of 22 letters in the hebrew alphabet.  example of how hebrew words, or the bible in its' entirety, are constructed using concepts. 

take note of how word 'shalom' begins with letter 'shin' (fire/heaven), and concludes with 'mem (water/earth). 

https://hebrewtoday.com/alphabet/the-letter-shin-%D7%A9/ 

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gematria of word 'amen'.  i believe that it is the last word of the book of revelations.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=gematria+of+word+amen

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guys.  i've got it.  i've got great marketing skills.
i can form a business merger between the companies 'goof off' and goo gone'. 
the new name would be 'goof off gone goo'.

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interesting information i got from a vietnamese feng shui dude is that my home is orientated fundamentally correct, with the entrance being situated on an east-west axis.  the very basic principle is that the entrance is toward the east.  it is a wonderful home, no matter what direction it would have been.  he also told me that i would reap the benefit, because metal creates water, because my home is located on the west side of the city of houston.  this is good for the entire world.  

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i created a new facebook account (joshua evan mishler), only to be used for messaging. 

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“Christian brotherhood is not an ideal which we must realize; it is rather a reality created by God in Christ in which we may participate."

― Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Life Together: The Classic Exploration of Christian Community

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i want to create a public figure facebook account (joshua evan mishler) with messaging function.  i don't want to have any friends listed on facebook.  that doesn't mean that i am not friendly. smile.

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Help in Troubles

But the salvation of the righteous is of the Lord:  he is their strength in the time of trouble.
Psalm 37:39

The Lord openeth the eyes of the blind:  the Lord raiseth them that are bowed down:  the Lord loveth the righteous:...
Psalm 146:8

The Lord is good, a stronghold in the day of trouble; and he knoweth them that trust in him.
Nahum 1:7

Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down:  for the Lord upholdeth him with his hand.
Psalm 37:24

Thou art my hiding place; thou shalt preserve me from trouble; thou shalt compass me about with songs of deliverance.
Psalm 32:7

Thou, which hast shewed me great and sore troubles, shalt quicken me again, and shalt bring me up again from the depths of the earth.
Psalm 71:20

Why art thou cast down, O my soul?  and why art thou disquieted within me?  hope thou in God:  for I shall yet praise him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God.
Psalm 42:11

My flesh and my heart faileth:  but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever.
Psalm 73:26

There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling.  For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways.
Psalm 91:10,11

They that sow in tears shall reap in joy.  He that goeth forth and weepeth, bearing precious seed, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him.
Psalm 126:5,6

O love the Lord, all ye his saints:  for the Lord preserveth the faithful, and plentifully rewardeth the proud doer.
Psalm 31:23

Though ye have lien among the pots, yet shall ye be as the wings of a dove covered with silver, and her feathers with yellow gold.
Psalm 68:13

The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in him, and I am helped:  therefore my heart greatly rejoiceth; and with my song will I praise him.
Psalm 28:7

Behold, the Lord God will help me; who is he that shall condemn me?  lo, they all shall wax old as a garment; the moth shall eat them up.
Isaiah 50:9

For he hath not despised nor abhorred the affliction of the afflicted; neither hath he hid his face from him; but when he cried unto him, he heard.
Psalm 22:24

The Lord also will be refuge for the oppressed, a refuge in time of trouble.
Psalm 9:9

Though I walk in the midst of trouble, thou wilt revive me; thou shalt stretch forth thine hand against the wrath of mine enemies, and thy right hand shall save me.
Psalm 138:7

For thou wilt light my candle:  the Lord my God will englighten my darkness.
Psalm 34:19

For the Lord will not cast off forever:
But though he cause grief, yet will he have compassion according to the multitude of his mercies.
For he doth not afflict willingly nor grieve the children of men.
Lamentations 3:31-33

The Lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower.
Psalm 18:2

Rejoice not against me, O mine enemy:  when I fall, I shall arise; when I sit in darkness, the Lord shall be a light unto me.
I will bear the indignation of the Lord, because I have sinned against him, until he plead my cause, and execute judgment for me:  he will bring me forth to the light, and I shall behold his righteousness.
Micah 7:8,9

These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace.  In the world ye shall have tribulation:  but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.
John 16:33

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The Bible Promise Book / King James Version / 1990 by Barbour Publishing, Inc.

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i am water rat in chinese astrology.  water creates wood, with wood being the first element in the feng shui cycle.  water is the last element in the cycle.  wood creates fire.  fire creates earth.  earth creates metal.  metal creates water.  the last 18 days of each of four 90 day periods of the year (for a 360 day year) is designated for the earth element.  18 x 4 = 72.  or it could be 9 (1 + 8) x 4 = 36.  72 + 36 = 108. all angles in pentagonal geometry.  12 creatures of chinese zodiac.  it represents the 12 year cycle of the planet jupiter around the sun.  5 elements, so 12 x 5 = 60.  if an element skips the element which it creates, it destroys the next element in the cycle.  if the element water was to skip the element wood, it destroys the element fire.  

water is the last of the element cycle.  rat is the first of the 12 year cycle. 

houston, texas is yin land.  flat.  no mountains.  yin is female.  my girlfriend and i would do better in yang land.  hills, mountains.  we are both yang.  i am not moving anywhere.  i love my home.

for your information.  left side of brain is yin.  right side is yang.  yin created yang (time/space) 
4 (time) / 6 (space) (10 = 4 + 6)?
6 (male) / 7 (female) (6 + 7 = 13, 13 = 40, or 4, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 = 10) 

no offense to women, but i was told by the feng shui dude that women have more karma, and that this is not good for them.  it is because women have babies.  not necessarily negative.


https://www.hoshyoga.org/what-side-of-the-body-is-yin-energy/#:~:text=The%20right%20hemisphere%20is%20often%20associated%20with%20feminine,intelligence%2C%20and%20connects%20us%20to%20our%20inner%20world.

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i added to the information about yuga time periods above.  not finished yet.  i think that i will copy it into 'brainstorm/science' section of this website.  i wonder if it is an observation which has not been previously discovered.

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holy koran.  jesus's name in the koran.
  
25 + 48 + 35 = 108  

108 relates to pentagonal geometry.  golden ratio. fibonnaci numerical series.  pyramids.  see information above.  i think that it relates to the 5 daily muslim prayers.  astonomy.  

i don't think that it is a coincidence that 7 (25 / 2 + 5 = 7) x 3 (48 / 4 + 8 = 12, 1 + 2 = 3) x 8 (35 / 3 + 5 = 8) = 168, with 168 being the # of hours in one week.  

i don't think that it is a coincidence that 25 x 48 x 35 = 42,000.

https://believersportal.com/how-many-times-is-jesus-mentioned-in-the-quran/#:~:text=Jesus%20is%20the%20most%20mentioned%20person%20in%20the,times%2C%20and%20the%20rest%20as%20titles%20and%20attributes.

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overall gematria structure of koran.  arabic is a sister language of hebrew.  the letter 'nun' can be recognized as 14 (hebrew) or 25 (arabic).

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=overall+gematria+structure+of+koran

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golden ratio in koran numerical structure.  design of gizeh pyramids.  

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=golden+ratio+in+koran+numerical+structure

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the word "Islam" is translated "peace" or "submission".  not violence.  not greed.  the majority of muslims are peaceful, community loving people.  

https://legacy.quran.com/2/190

https://islamicstudies.info/tafheem.php?sura=2&verse=190&to=193

https://www.qiratulquran.com/quran-verses-about-love/

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hook, line and stinker.

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mexicans know that i am a humble, honest worker.

exactamente.  it is like the movie 'bruce almighty', and instead of a little monkey coming out of a rude mexican guy's butt, it is a giant gorilla coming out of a rude mexican girl's butt.

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In God we put our trust. (In God we trust / u.s. currency)

Psalm 56:3
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introduction to gematria.
 
stay with it for about 30 minutes.  the last half is good.  i studied numbers for a few years, and it does indicate that there is synchronization or harmony in the universe.  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eYEYecBBxn4

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basic lesson in numerology / umi speaks

each 90 degrees of the zodiac can be understood as 3 / 6 / 9.  see my work above.  
God bless You.  Good luck.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEF58FXiJKw

you can try to research history of arabic numerals 6 and 9 original design.  i think that i learned that scribes would write them, and then rotate in 90 degree segments to be read.  most people would take the original design of the numerals for granted.

6 x 9 or 9 x 6 = 54 (like 5400)

3960 (or just 396) miles, in comparison to 369, is the radius of the earth.  

each 90 degrees is 369

3 / 1 + 2 + 3 = 6
6 / 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 = 21
9 / 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 + 9 = 45

6 + 2145 = 72

72 x 4, for 360 degrees = 288.  288 is gematria number listed in 'code of carl munck' (see link above).  

6, 21 and 45 could also be 639, if you add the digits of 21 and 45 until you have a single digit.

you could multiply 3 x 6 x 9, to arrive at 162.  162 x 4 ( for 360 degrees) = 648, with 86,400 seconds being one day.

http://www.resurrectisis.org/Number6.htm

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(sweet female voice)
"It takes 2 to make a thing go right.  It takes 2 to make it out of sight."

Rob Base & D.J. E-Z Rock - It Takes Two

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chesed = lovingkindness (72).  i think related, the hebrew alphabet has 22 letters, 5 of which take on a final form, for a total of 27.  27 is the inverse of 72.  i think that you can can think of the hebrew alphabet, tanakh, or bible, as a body.  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z88hIRdKPjo&list=PLYztuC2svlI79z35qiVUqlqT2Jis6PwhE&index=7

https://www.christianity.com/wiki/bible/what-is-the-true-meaning-and-power-of-the-hebrew-word-chesed.html

in reference to 'the concept of reward and punishment, within the context of the physical realm (alef beit concept of hebrew word 'gimmel'/gal einai institute), when considering the center point of a triangle (3), it would be difficult to be able to discern what would constitute a reward or a punishment.  

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Triangulation

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Triangulation_(surveying)

https://hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Aleph-Bet/Gimmel/gimmel.html

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i didn't read the entire article.  good stuff.  i think that 'metatron' is another name for, or associated with  the biblical 'enoch'.   the great pyramid, or pyramids at gizeh, are a type of physical manifestation.  

it was telekinesis.  i got some help with that information (thule.org).  
higher manifestation or emanation, like russian nesting dolls, i think.

https://jewsforjesus.org/learn/jesus-and-the-mysteries-of-kabbalah
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"Jesus was architect, previous to his career as a prophet."

- jesus built my hot rod
- ministry 
- psalm 69 album

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psalm_69:_The_Way_to_Succeed_and_the_Way_to_Suck_Eggs

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information about fool tarot card.
peace.

http://www.halexandria.org/dward012.htm

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i added a few miscellaneous art images in 'artwork* (7)'.  i will use this section for miscellaneous art.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9FTft5kxjsE

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i added a few links beneath the koran information above.  سلام

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Ssqts1peUs

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gematria of jesus christ.

7920 miles (like 792 (hebrew gematria of name lord jesus christ/youtube video [first link]) is the diameter of the earth.  4 (creating a square of diameters/related to base of great pyramid) x 792 = 3168.  3168 is one value of jesus which i am familiar with (see 'code of carl munck' (gematria) link above).  3168 is related to 378 (center 2 digits of 3168, added together).  see my work above.  another value for lord jesus christ which i am familiar with is the greek value of 2368 (888 [jesus] + 1480 [christ], or 37 x 64).  756 feet is the length of one base side of great pyramid.  756, divided by 2, for center point = 378. 

3168 can also generate 99 (1st and 3rd digits of 3168 added, 2nd and 4th digits of 3168).  99 is the hexadecimal conversion of the number 153.  153 feet is the length of grand gallery in great pyramid.  also catch of 153 fish.  153 can generate both 63 or 36, and 18 or 81, by creating two 2 digit number from a 3 digit number.  see my previous work.  63 or 36 and 18 or 81 are the essential digits of 3168.

3168 can also generate 45 or 54 (adding the 2 digits to the left of 3168 until a single digit is derived/adding the 2 digits to the right of 3168 until a single digit is derived).

3168 can also generate 27 or 72 (adding the outer digits of 3168 until a single digit is derived/adding the inner 2 digits of 3168 until a single digit is derived).

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oQMterS-Uhw&t=106s

miscellaneous gematria of jesus christ links (youtube).

https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=gematria+of+Jesus+Christ

2368 (other known value for jesus christ), divided by 432 (square root of speed of light) = 5.481481481. focused on remainder of 481481481, 481 feet is the height of the great pyramid.  5 is 5, or 6, as 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 = 6.

2368 jesus cube.  
molecules?

i'm not sure if jesus christ was actually his real name.  christ is derived from another word or concept, chistos.  i know that he was or is also referred to as jesus of nazareth, but still, i think that the name jesus is related to yeshua, or some other derivative.  not sure.

a point with numerical harmony in the universe is that it is a connected or cohesive body.

For we, being many, are one bread and one body, for we are all partakers of that one Bread.  

1 Corinthians 10:17

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https://biblehub.com/john/14-6.htm

"the truth, the light and the way" can start with the great pyramid at gizeh, as it corresponds to the dimensions of planet earth, the sun and stars. backwards in time.
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i understand a reasoning that people should not fear the Lord.  but imagine what the reaction would be if you walked for days through the mid east about 10 thousand years ago, and came upon the pyramids.  it could also generate a sense of love.  an example of a savior, still related to the dimensions of the earth, the sun and stars.  back in time.  i am not stating that people should fear me.

i have had, and still have great fear or nervousness in me, survival instinct, but it is out of respect for God and because of my responsibility.  i also love God because i know that he loves me.

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i added some more under the umi speaks 3/6/9 youtube video above.  peace.

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virgin birth.  related to yin.

https://elpidio.org/2012/12/20/the-virgin-birth-of-the-egyptian-messiah-horus-the-pattern-for-the-christian-nativity-scene/

https://egyptmythology.com/the-tale-of-isis-the-goddess-of-magic-motherhood-and-healing/

virgin birth of horus.  good article about osiris.  number 7.  lion. 

https://egyptianwisdomcenter.org/osiris-2/

osiris and orion

https://mysteriumacademy.com/is-osiris-orion/#:~:text=When%20Osiris%2C%20the%20spiritual%20founder%20and%20first%20Pharaoh,to%20Orion%20like%20Osiris%20had%20done%20before%20them.

there is something in one of these links about the egyptian nephthys being empathetic, or something like that.  she isn't, and i doubt that she every will be.  she is evil.  pure evil.  she probably didn't continue to try to get away with something evil, disguising herself as something which she isn't, in her past life because she didn't think that she had as much opportunity as she does now because of electronic communication, or things which she thinks that she can gossip about.  she betrays people, including her own family.  weird personality disorder.  very very mean.  related to Set, or Sa-tan.  

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i added 2 more links to the 216 (AHYR) info above.  peace.  unity.

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lol.   town of byblos is cool.  books.  bible.  i think that the fish and the phallus relates to hebrew letter 'nun'.  'nun' means fish in aramaic.  14 pieces of osiris's body which egyptian Set dismembered.  i think that i also read 16 pieces one time.  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O5dXz1Tq_Yg&ab_channel=TED-Ed

https://www.restingonhisword.com/hebrew-alphabet/hebrew-letter-nun#:~:text=In%20Aramaic%20%28the%20language%20of%20the%20Talmud%29%2C%20the,means%20%E2%80%9Cfish%E2%80%9D%2C%20a%20symbol%20of%20activity%20and%20life.

i had forgotten that there are 42 generations from abraham to christ.
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added important information about the amount of times jesus is mentioned in the koran.  see above.  42,000 (42).  i believe that it relates to 6 x 7.  6000 x 7000.  days of week.  hours per week.  42 could just be 6 (4 + 2).  like 24.  24 hours in a day.

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my hope is to to get help from scientists, so that there can be a hypothesis about how christ's continual returns work.

i have also thought that there might be more than one christ at more than one time, on different planets in the universe.  nervous system.

i have done some more work about 7000 years per 90 degrees, instead of 6,480 years per 90 degrees.  it might relate to a difference in latitude of the earth.  the last time i searched, there was no clear understanding of when we entered, or when we would enter the age of aqaurius.  there were differences in hundreds of years.  the age of the zodiac is designated by the spring or vernal equinox.  there are then 3 other points of the year and zodiac to consider.

7000 years x 4 parts (360 degrees) = 28,000 (instead of 25,920 years).  28 is the triangle of 7, or 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 = 28.  28,000 - 25,920 years = 2,080, which could be viewed as 28 (2 digits to left added, 2 digits to right added).  28,000 (years), divided by 360 (degrees) = 77.7777777
 years per degree.  77 - 72 = 5.  77 - 71.6 = 5.4, with 540 related to the formula for rate of precession of equinoxes (540 x 800 = 432,000).  432 is the square root of the speed of light.

i also tried 7777 years per 90 degrees.  zeroes as place holders or repeating decimal?  7777 x 4 parts (360 degrees) = 31,108 years.  31,108 years, divided by 360 (degrees) = 86.41111.  very close to 86.4.  864,00 is number of seconds in one day.  i was already familiar with 31,104 years, or 86.4 years per degree.  i used to talk about this to people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with all of the time from 2002 to 2006, but they wouldn't have been able to follow it without reading it.  i did a lot of study in the past. i hope that it can be put to good use somehow.  my thought is about how i think that there are different rates of precession through the zodiac, depending on what latitude you are at.  i think that the rate at the equator (widest spot) is 72 years per degree.  more distance, less time.  less distance, more time.  i think.  not sure.    

this is more of a brainstorm than anything else.  it is difficult to understand which one is correct because of the way numbers work.
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esoteric information is interesting at first, but it is not the most important thing in life.  feeling can be more important than intellect.  you will never understand everything. neither will i.  i want to get people started, connecting some dots, but i don't think that it is really important that you study all of the time.  walk your dog.  pet your cat.  have a good meal with family.

i do wish, however, that there would be an official government sponsored commission of global study, documentation and synthesis, as it would be related to this present situation.  the idea to create a unified global message.  this will help global government in the future.  global government won't benefit otherwise.  there will be new leaders in 100 or 200 years.  this should not be classified as religion.  it should be a science.  religion initially split into different groups in the past because of the lack of a unified, substantiated message.  also because of a lack of technology.  a printing press or books, for example.  or electronic communication ability.  it is about controlling gossip so that there is less debate, or potential debate.  gossip can be good.  good luck.

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50 cattle.  the trick is that it isn't a trick.  divine providence, thinking generally.  good things happen when you try or make effort.

https://mysteriumacademy.com/hermes-personality-of-the-greek-god/

https://mysteriumacademy.com/why-did-hermes-carry-a-caduceus/

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108 in buddhism. 72 + 36 = 108.  pentagonal geometry.  108 is pole to pole (180 degrees x 60 minutes).  goldent ratio.  pyramids.  constellation of orion.

there is some philosophy is buddhism which views numbers as unimportant.  i read something about the concept of 0, instead of 1. 

 Amituofo

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwriiFThN99mMQQAVwBXNyoA;_ylu=Y29sbwNiZjEEcG9zAzIEdnRpZAMEc2VjA3JlbC1lYXN0?type=E210US1485G0&p=108+meaning+in+buddhism&fr2=p%3As%2Cv%3Aw%2Cm%3Aat-e%2Cct%3Auni&fr=mcafee

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108 in hinduism.  72 + 36 = 108.  pentagonal geometry.  108 is pole to pole (180 degrees x 60 minutes).  golden ratio.  pyramids.  constellation of orion.

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwriiFThN99mMQQAVgBXNyoA;_ylu=Y29sbwNiZjEEcG9zAzEEdnRpZAMEc2VjA3JlbC1lYXN0?type=E210US1485G0&p=108+importance+in+hinduism&fr2=p%3As%2Cv%3Aw%2Cm%3Aat-e%2Cct%3Auni&fr=mcafee

namaste'.
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i put some information above under 42,000 (# of names of jesus in koran).  different rates of zodiac.  trying to figure out christ return system.

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islam.  peace be upon him.  

jesus did not die on cross.  it is one of the major theological differences between islam and christianity.  google it on your smart phone, too.  there is other standard information which is generated by default.  i am reasonably certain that jesus went to france after supposed crucifixion.  arab 144 dudes during the time of jesus in the past would have known that he didn't die on cross.  144 people all over the world would have known that he didn't die on the cross.  they didn't even know who the heck he was or what was going on in the past.  no scripture or translations then.  many people were illiterate.  no schools.  no electronic communication.  no transportation.  no internet.  no pens.  no pencils.  no paper.  no calculators.   

oui oui.  the gematria of creme brulee is 52.

https://www.google.com/search?q=islam+did+jesus+die+on+the+cross&sca_esv=63bae64319b805ad&sxsrf=ADLYWIK3qG5BtmPTTYuRMCRmCp621GTZEw%3A1725931671544&ei=l6DfZpP2IPzJwN4PoZSLiAE&ved=0ahUKEwjTncHBnLeIAxX8JNAFHSHKAhEQ4dUDCBA&uact=5&oq=islam+did+jesus+die+on+the+cross&gs_lp=Egxnd3Mtd2l6LXNlcnAiIGlzbGFtIGRpZCBqZXN1cyBkaWUgb24gdGhlIGNyb3NzMgoQABiwAxjWBBhHMgoQABiwAxjWBBhHMgoQABiwAxjWBBhHMgoQABiwAxjWBBhHMgoQABiwAxjWBBhHMgoQABiwAxjWBBhHMgoQABiwAxjWBBhHMgoQABiwAxjWBBhHSJIJUABYAHABeAGQAQCYAQCgAQCqAQC4AQPIAQCYAgGgAguYAwCIBgGQBgiSBwExoAcA&sclient=gws-wiz-serp

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=islam%2C+did+jesus+die+on+cross

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=islam%2C+jesus+death+was+faked

i read recently that the romans rushed his "execution" because of the passover that year.  pilgrimage.  i also read that pontius pilate's wife was important, i think more important that people understand, maybe also something in scripture about it.

muhammad's name appears 4 times.  probably important, 4 (muhammad) x 108 (jesus) = 432.  432 is the square root of the speed of light.  4 x 9 (because 1 + 0 + 8 = 9) = 36 (like 360).  108, divided by 4 = 27.  27 in the inverse of 72, or like 270, and also structure of hebrew alphabet.  hebrew and arabic are sister languages.  

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Muhammad_in_the_Quran

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i don't understand this, but i know that it is important.  

it was stated to me by a rabbi's assistant that if it were not for the sin of the golden calf, that the pentateuch + the book of joshua would be enough, for a total of 6 books.  because of the sin of the golden calf, an additional 18 books were created, to constitute the tanakh, or hebrew bible. 

my thought.  

the hebrew bible (24 books) is related to catholic (73 books) and protestant (66 books).  each of these is what constitutes the old testament. 

there is a numerical or mathematical reason for the structure of scripture.  

the extension of the 6 (penteuch + book of joshua) to 24, or just the numbers themselves, illustrates something else, or has other meanings about creation or physics, time.  24 (or 42) = 6, as 2 + 4 or 4 + 2 = 6.  

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Golden_calf

new testament.  27 books.
https://overviewbible.com/new-testament-books/
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"nine to the front and six to the rear, that's the way we do it here." (marching)

https://www.part-time-commander.com/top-10-army-marching-cadences/

issue about conflict with islamic invaders.  peace be upon him.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Military_order_(religious_society)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Masonic_bodies 

ancient rome close to ancient egypt, or egyptian wisdom.
  
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Structural_history_of_the_Roman_military

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=%5BV%5DItalus+king

heavenly host.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr2=p%3ads%2cv%3aomn%2cm%3asa%2cbrws%3achrome%2cpos%3a1&fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=heavenly+host+military+organization

u.s. army drill team rifle toss. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=svs99MYWaUE&ab_channel=SarahHayman1986

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bible

Job 38

God asks job a total of 50 questions.  you can research it, or the significance.  look at information at bottom of link about hebrew letter 'nun' below.   

4 “Where were you when I laid the earth’s foundation?
    Tell me, if you understand.
5 Who marked off its dimensions? Surely you know!
    Who stretched a measuring line across it?
6 On what were its footings set,
    or who laid its cornerstone—
7 while the morning stars sang together
    and all the angels[a] shouted for joy?


31 “Can you bind the chains[b] of the Pleiades?
    Can you loosen Orion’s belt?

32 Can you bring forth the constellations in their seasons[c]
    or lead out the Bear[d] with its cubs?
33 Do you know the laws of the heavens?
    Can you set up God’s[e] dominion over the earth?

binding and loosing.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Binding_and_loosing

pope.  excerpt below link.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pope

From a Catholic viewpoint, the primacy of the bishop of Rome is largely derived from his role as the apostolic successor to Saint Peter, to whom primacy was conferred by Jesus, who gave Peter the Keys of Heaven and the powers of "binding and loosing", naming him as the "rock" upon which the Church would be built.

very good article.  job and the great pyramid.  rock steady.
https://armstronginstitute.org/709-job-and-the-great-pyramid


50 can refer to an entire kingdom.  496 is a perfect number, as is 6, 28, and 8128. 
look to bottom of information.  50 and job.
https://inner.org/hebleter/nun.htm

"Leviathan" equals in gematria malchut, ("kingdom," 496). In Kabbalah, malchut, in the world of Divine Emanation, is represented by the sea, whose tides are controlled by the power of the moon, the symbol of King David (upon seeing the new moon we say, "David the king of Israel is alive forever"). When malchut descends to enliven the lower worlds it is symbolized by the earth. Thus, the leviathan is the symbol of the Divine Source of "kingdom." In Hebrew, nun means "kingdom," and in particular, the "heir to the throne."

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interesting article about great pyramid.  cornerstone.  chief cornerstone. 
alpha draconis.  thuban.   satan.  scroll down to read it.

https://www.blueletterbible.org/study/larkin/dt/32.cfm


alpha draconis.  constellation of draco.  draconian.  egyptian set (sat-an).  alpha draconis is called thuban (serpent) in arabic.

https://www.quora.com/What-is-the-mythology-behind-the-star-Thuban-Tell-me-everything-you-know

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thuban, head of the serpent, or large snake.  alpha draconis, look to our northern hemisphere.

binary star system.

historically represented the north pole, from the 4th to the 2nd millennium BCE.

in arabic, it represents the dragon.

in egypt thuban was very significant in the original alignment of the pyramids and stars before the earth's tilt and magnetic realignment.  pharoah kufu believed he would join the sun and thuban in death.

in sumerian and mesopotamiam lore, it was called tiamat.  tiamat the sea serpent, that existed even before the sky and sea had divided from each other.   a dragon of chaos that had to be tamed before brining in a new order.

in greek mythology hercules, jason and cadmus are all tasked by gods, to kill a dragon for different reasons, eventually placing a dragon in the sky to represent a trophy of cadmus.

habab is where satan get's connected to draco threw pagan arabic, muslim cultures, the light barer, bringing of morning, the morning star.

jujitsu comes from thuban, and was given to his half son oda nobunaga, as a gift to help conquer and unite japan.

the archons are a war bread race, hive minded, cybernetic, genetically modified constructs, that have become self aware are an now have the ability to war with higher dimensional forces by causing havoc in the system like a virus.  the fallen.

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type in bold.

this is what i have been communicating about.  i have read something else about a hive mind from another source.  something about orion dragon queen.  i am guessing thuban, as it relates to alignment of the great pyramid, one of the 3 pyramids corresponding to the constellation or orion.  i read the term messeh, from which comes our term messiah or mashiach.  something about crocodile/reptilian.  i am reasonably certain that i, or a positive force, is to keep this entity at bay, cycle after cycle.  they seem to be more of an annoyance, rather than a real threat.  maybe the annoyance is a real threat.  they try to use deception and psychological warfare as a method of dominating, or survival.  criminally insane.  very strong survival instinct, but irrational or confused thinking, like an animal which is trapped, attempting to break free.

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it is just like they teach in church, that satan tries to stop you from being more, or as much as you can be in life.  i want you to be as much as you can be.  good luck and God bless you.  love.  

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Archon_(Gnosticism)

7 lower or animalistic sefirot, in contrast to 3 higher or intellectual sefirot.  humans are still animals.  

malchut or malkhut is kingdom.  it is a channel within the 10 sefirot.  look at the diagram of 10 sefirot.   

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sefirot

https://inner.org/hebleter/nun.htm
excerpt is from link directly above.

"Leviathan" equals in gematria malchut, ("kingdom," 496). In Kabbalah, malchut, in the world of Divine Emanation, is represented by the sea, whose tides are controlled by the power of the moon, the symbol of King David (upon seeing the new moon we say, "David the king of Israel is alive forever"). When malchut descends to enliven the lower worlds it is symbolized by the earth. Thus, the leviathan is the symbol of the Divine Source of "kingdom." In Hebrew, nun means "kingdom," and in particular, the "heir to the throne."

also from link directly above.

This is like the experience of a hidden tzadik when forced from Above to reveal himself for the good of Israel and the world.

in reference to the above link about hebrew letter 'nun'.  hidden and concealed refers to earth, or the material realm.  legal and revealed refers to something else.

"fish out of water?"  marco!  polo!  marco!  polo!

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tzadik = 18 (ordinal or positional value in hebrew alphabet) or 90 (absolute value).  90 degrees.  right angle.  

performing something 3 times.  it is related to a natural function of God.  space/time.  value of 30.  30 degrees is 1/12th of zodiac.  30 / 60 / 90.  3 + 6 + 9 = 18 = 90.  90 degrees.  right angles.  construction.  algebra.  6,480 years = 90 degrees of zodiac.  86,400 seconds in one day.  christ return.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SjqYTb9thj8&ab_channel=RabbiAaronL.Raskin%7C%D7%94%D7%A8%D7%91%D7%90%D7%94%D7%A8%D7%9F%D7%A8%D7%90%D7%A1%D7%A7%D7%99%D7%9F

tzadik.  288 is double light, kingdom of heaven.  144 x 2.  in ancient egypt there was the concept of a "ka" (double).  288 is gematria number listed in 'code of carl munck - ancient gematria numbers' (link is above).  144 x 3 = 432, with 432 being square root of speed of light.  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GFAeP8SrrNk&t=12s&ab_channel=shivimpanim

tzadik.  kabbalistic concepts used in new testament.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SG7RIw9IJsc&ab_channel=thelivingword

he mentions the hebrew letter 'lamed'. still related to above 30 / 60 / 90.  hebrew letter 'lamed' is 12th letter of hebrew alphabet.  12 = 30.  12 parts of zodiac.  30 degrees each.  12 / 1 + 2 = 3.  30 / 3 + 0 = 30. 30 / 60 / 90, which is a side.  christ return.  30 + 60 + 80 = 180, which is "another" side.  1.5 (6) + 3 + 4.5 (9) = 9, or 18.  this is also a "side".  1.5 = 6, 3 = 3, 4.5 = 9.  this is another side.  it is actually a spiral.  golden ratio.  quadradic equations, which are related to pentagonal geometry.  spiraling galaxies.  something about energy displacement or something.  hebrew letter 'lamed' (12 or 30, as in 30, 60, 90) is only hebrew letter which ascends above the line.  hebrew letter 'tzadik' is the only letter which descends below the line.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ws-1nWJQrOI&ab_channel=EricBurton

gal einai institute.  alef - beit significance of hebrew letter tzadik.
 
https://inner.org/alefbeit/sigtzadi

18 is considered a lucky number in judaism or to jewish folk.  it also means "life".

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50 or 49.  related to the hebrew letter nun, as part of the hebrew letter tzadik.

https://livekabbalah.org/the-counting-of-the-omer/#:~:text=The%20counting%20of%20The%20Omer%2C%20the%2049%20days%2C,are%3B%20Hesed%2C%20Gevura%2C%20Tiferet%2C%20Netsah%2C%20Hod%2C%20Yesod%2C%20Malkhut.

good luck and God bless you.
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in reference to my arrest in 2002 for disorderly conduct, or resisting arrest, or both (i am not sure what the charge was).  i had been using methamphetamine.  i studied at home and got confused, thinking that something was more important that it was, also thinking that maybe i was in constant 24/7 activity with everyone.  i had to drive somewhere and was so confused that i couldn't keep track of where i was going because i had so much on my mind, also confused thinking that maybe i was in constant 24/7 activity with everyone.  i ran out of gas on interstate 10 because i was so confused that i couldn't pay attention to how much gas was in the car.  it was close to beaumont, texas.  i stayed in the car for for about 3 hours and finally calmed down.  i walked from my car to a gas station along interstate 10 in order to buy a gas can and gas.  i was calm and polite to the people in the gas station, wanting to get my business taken care of and get home.  they didn't sell gas cans.  i tried to get a wrecker truck, thinking that they would have gas can, and then the lady who worked there told me that i could call the police if i wanted to.  i went to the pay phone and called the police.  the police showed up and i was calm and polite, acting that way because i really wanted to get my business done and drive home.  i think that they knew or suspected that i had been using drugs, even though i was being calm and respectful.  i probably looked high on dope and stressed.  i politely asked for my id back from the police.  a few moments later, the officer tackled me suddenly and unexpectedly.  i was scared, thinking that they were going to take me somewhere and kill me, thinking that they knew who i was, and that they had official orders to kill me, so i resisted for a few minutes.  when i was in the back of the police car being taken away, i asked the officer if my car was going to be towed, and he shouted at me "what car?!  i don't know anything about a car!"  i think that they knew that i was high on dope, and didn't want me to operate a vehicle on the road.  maybe someone who i am in constant 24/7 activity with called the police and wanted them to try to teach me a lesson.  this is not a complaint about the police.  i think that they cared about keeping the community safe.  

i think that i stated that the police didn't tell me why i was being arrested, way above in this section of this  website, where i list my criminal history, but i was not being rude or unruly with the police or anyone else.  i thought that someone thought that if i was truly being disorderly, that the police wouldn't need to tell me why i was being arrested. 

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lawrence gardner.  you can search his name to find everything which he has written.  king arthur funk.  rest in peace.

https://www.amazon.com/Bloodline-Holy-Grail-Lineage-Revealed/dp/1931412928

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material realm related to archons.  i used to joke about burying 50 bibles in a cave somewhere.  or it could be 200 bibles.

https://www.livescience.com/61087-jesus-forbidden-gnostic-text-discovered.html

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form and matter or principle and matter.  thanx university of st. thomas.  Descartes was the last philosopher who was studied, who combined the concept of form and matter or principle and matter, deducing that mind and body are related, or that mind is dependent on body.  still golden ratio or spiraling galaxies.  i think related to light and it's properties.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=form+and+matter%2C+principle+and+matter

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hippos need love too.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nEjPDS8Jp1E&ab_channel=ilusiondeayer

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i feel like it is your social thing and not mine, which makes me feel spiritually and emotionally empty, or confused.  how could i do good work when i am spiritually or emotionally confused, or if i think that other people are spiritually and emotionally confused, knowing that no one who publicly indicates that they know who i am speaks to me, publicly, with everyone else aware of that?  we are social beings.  just like a flock of birds, school of fish or pack of dogs.  i know without a doubt that that people all over america, and in some other parts of the world are communicating about the knowledge of me to one another, i think with something positive and interesting to communicate about.  sense of love.  that makes me happy.  no one who knows who i am has ever come up to me in person, stating something kind or supportive in front of others, with confidence, as moral support, as a type of example for others, in general.  i am not socializing right now.  this internet stuff doesn't mean that i am socializing, or not  like you are with others, happy face to face.  i wish that i could socialize about God or whatever like you are, or like you can.

i am a positive person by nature, but feel as if it really isn't being supported with up and close, happy healthy face to face socialization.  a hand shake or hug.  money will help, if you are thinking of donating to GoFundMe, and i appreciate it, but i think that it will make me confused also.  like all dressed up and nowhere to go. maybe for the community also.  there is something more important than money.  money doesn't solve everyone's problems.  i sometimes feel awkward or confused publicly, wanting to be able to join in with everyone else about what is going on.  i have to wake up to this weirdness every day.  i don't want to make you feel awkward.  i feel like i am being discriminated against.  i am concerned that it could create division in the community in the long term, maybe in washington d.c.

i'm not a robot with no feelings, programmed to make you happy and peaceful.  people have this idea that christ is supposed to be a really peaceful person all of the time, no matter what.  sure, when he is dead. or when a christ carved out of wood or whatever is hanging from a cross in a church.   when is alive and on earth he has feelings, just like other people do.

good luck and God bless you.

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it is not impossible to go to light speed.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gRvu0yHoHy8&ab_channel=BobbyDeerfield

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per information above (youtube videos).
  
hebrew letter 'tzadik. related to hebrew letter 'nun' (messiah). the hebrew letter 'nun' (messiah) is incorporated into hebrew letter 'tzadik'.

tzadik = 18 = 90.  90 degrees of zodiac.  related to 90 degrees of one day, or 360 minutes.
4 points of zodiac, 90 degrees apart. 
90 = 9 because 9 + 0 = 9.

in youtube video above, in description of hebrew letter 'tzadik', the hebrew letter 'tet' in mentioned. 
the 2 letters are related, because hebrew letter 'tzadik' = 90, and because hebrew letter 'tet' = 9.

each direction can be understood as 9:

east / 90, 9 + 0 = 9
south / 180, 1 + 8 + 0 = 9  
west / 270, 2 + 7 + 0 = 9
north / 360, 3 + 6 + 0 = 9

each 90 degrees is also designated as 3 / 6 / 9 , (30, 60, 90).  see work above.

4 archangels.  divine intent.  4 directions.  one archangel per 90 degrees.  90 = 9.
astrology:

-     cardinal [4 signs, 90 degrees apart], 
-     fixed [4 signs, 90 degrees apart]
-     mutable [4 signs, 90 degrees apart]

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hebrew letter 'tet' (9).  9 = 90.  birth. archangels.  four archangels.  1 + 2 + 3 + 4 = 10, or 1, as 1 + 0 = 1.

it makes sense that michael, another name for christ, leader of the archangles (lol) archangels, would correspond to the vernal equinox (spring equinox).  3 other points.  1 + 3.  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IziUdpP_dD8&ab_channel=shivimpanim

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DmR48H3Vvh8&ab_channel=EricBurton

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g_cmVuxle00&ab_channel=thelivingword

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FtdvwiqK4gg&ab_channel=RabbiAaronL.Raskin%7C%D7%94%D7%A8%D7%91%D7%90%D7%94%D7%A8%D7%9F%D7%A8%D7%90%D7%A1%D7%A7%D7%99%D7%9F



90 degrees is related to christ return, also related in terms of, or consistent with 6000 years + 1000 years. i'm working on this.  
90 degrees of zodiac = 6,480 years.  see work above.

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jesus_in_Islam

the issue or difference between sunni muslims and shite muslims relates to the concept of succession from muhammad.  i am guessing that there is a mathematical reason.  i think that i read one (or) three successors in the dictionary some time ago.  i am not stating that i am the successor.  i don't understand it.  muhammad came after jesus.  jesus was preceded by john.  i know that holy scripture, thought of as an entire body or work, regardless of which book it is, is important, or the real message, or underlying revelation.  people can easily debate the details, without a different, broader type of substantiation, or underlying theme.

surah ('chapter' in arabic) 19 is important, with regard to jesus.  surah 19 is maryam (mary).  19 (or 91) is important for mathematical reason, in relation to physics or time.  114 surahs in holy koran.  i learned from the gal einai institute (jewish) that the mathematic value 114 relates to science.  there is another mathematical value for art.  

114 / 24, 2 + 4 = 6
114 / 15, 1 + 5 = 6

24 x 15 = 360

114, divided by 6 = 19.
114 x 6 = 684, with there being 86,400 seconds in one day.

90 degrees of zodiac = 6,480 years.
peace be upon him.

i don't know if the 2 different caliphates, corresponding to the 2 different sects, shite and sunite, are actual historical phenomenon, or it they represent a concept related to mathematics.  they both seem to involve the number 4.  90 degrees x 4?

shite - islam.  a member of one of the two great religious divisions of islam, regarding Ali, the son-in-law of muhammad, as the legitimate successor of muhammad, and disregarding the 3 caliphs who actually did succeed him.

sunnite - islam.  a member of one of the two great religious divisions of islam, regarding the first 4 caliphs as legitimate successors of muhammad and stressing the importance of sunna as a basis for law.

caliph - the title for the religious and civil head of a muslim state.
caliphate - the rank, jurisdiction or government of a caliph. 

i am not stating that i am the caliph.  i am stating that i am a worker who wants to share what i study with others.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=udT9MbC179s&ab_channel=WyvernTheTerrible
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pope (with all due respect).  catholic, spelled with lower case letter c, is translated as 'universal'.  vicarius filii dei, 666. i could use his help, civil law, validation of holy scripture, as an entire body of work.  substantiation.  nothing wrong with 666, or 777, or 888, or 999.  you can understand it as a way of measuring time, or understanding spiritual transition, in general.  90 degrees, as 6 + 6 + 6 = 18, 18 = 90, as in 90 degrees.  physics.  'in the beginning God created the heavens and the earth'.  an equilateral triangle.

36 (like 360) is the triangle of 8, as 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 = 36.  this can be 90 degrees. (360 minutes).

8 is a marriage of 6 (male) and 7 (female).  the hebrew name for God, YWHW = 26 (26,000 year cycle of zodiac), or just 8, as 2 + 6 (26) = 8.  

8 transcends 7, as 50 transcends 49.  

666 is the triangle of 36, as 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 + 9 + 10 + 11 + 12 + 13 + 14 + 15 + 16 + 17 + 18 + 19 + 20 + 21 + 22 + 23 + 24 + 25 + 26 + 27 + 28 + 29 + 30 + 31 + 32 + 33 + 34 + 35 + 36 = 666.

666 is 18, as 6 + 6 + 6 = 18.
18 = 90, like 90 degrees.
90 = 9

6 x 6 x 6 = 216
216 = 1/2 of 432, with 432 being the square root of the speed of light.

216 can generate two, two digit numbers.  add two digits to left of 216 until a single digit is derived, leave digit to the right.  leave digit to the left, add two digits to the right of 216 until a single digit is derived.

=>

216 / 36
216 / 27 

21 + 16 = 37
12 + 61 (inverses of 21 and 16) = 73

37 x 73 = 2701, or is equivalent to the value of the first verse of the bible.  an equilateral triangle.

21 x 16 = 336
12 x 61 (inverses of 21 and 16) = 12 x 61 = 732

36 and 72 relate to pentagonal geometry.  36 + 72 = 108.  golden ratio. pyramids a gizeh.  relationship.  latitude, pole to pole = 10800.

doing something 3 times, 666, 777, 888.
https://www.betemunah.org/three.html

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time to move on.  reinvent or rewrite the church.  be bold.  don't allow it to scatter about or seem weak.  i'd like to have a beer with the pope.  refer to constantine, historical context of establishment of christianity, also taking into consideration that there was a lack of technology or books at that time.  fake crucifixion was probably intended to protect the people of jerusalem at that time.  christ did suffer.  it would still be considered a type of sacrifice, in general, and with every incarnation.  the cross is still an important symbol.  egyptian ankh.  female above, male below (vertical), children in-between (horizontal).  i believe that rome actually wanted to honor jesus christ with the "crucifixtion".  scripture came hundreds of years later.  they didn't understand what was going on during jesus's time.  nothing in writing like we have now.   no churches.  lack of electronic communication and transportation.  nothing had been documented like it is at our present time.  we take it for granted.  they had none of that .  no one is to blame for whatever situation.  the church is basically good,  it is a civil institution.  it is meant to keep order.

it was a difficult situation to manage because of the lack of books and technology in the past.  it is still was still what god wanted to create at the time.  he can only do so much.     

https://thenumerologyhandbook.com/angel-numbers/angel-number-666/
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making some type of an argument.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P7h-Rw4QCko&ab_channel=DiogykKygoid

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Argumentum_a_fortiori

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3 pyramids at gizeh in egypt.  golden ratio.  spiral.  pentagonal geometry.  3 stars of orion.  pyramids of khufu and khafre are in straight line.  pyramid of menkaure deviates in line slightly, coordinated with pyramids of khufu and khafre, in order to create or project golden ratio.  1.618.

khufu / khafe = 36 + 36 = 72
menkaure = 36

72 / 36 =108.  pentagonal geometry.  

36 (9) + 36 (9) = 72, 7 + 2 = (9)
36 (9)

2/3 - 1/3 ratio.

in arabic, these 3 stars of orion are known as alnilam, alnitak, and mintaka.

someone else built the pyramids.  telekinesis.  pharaohs or whoever else would claim them.  they would change names on structures.
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Ash-shukrulillah

https://www.learnreligions.com/islam-which-angels-carry-gods-throne-124067#:~:text=Muslim%20tradition%20says%20that%20there%20are%20four%20different,that%20they%20reflect%3A%20providence%2C%20benevolence%2C%20mercy%2C%20and%20justice.

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9/14/2024

i think that i should try to write a book.  it is the least which i can do.  synthesis.  i need to brainstorm, organize the brainstorm.  information is scattered about.  i need to organize it.  it lacks argument.  needs intro, work, and conclusion.  hopefully it could be translated into different languages.  some people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000), who know my name and website location, located in different parts of the world, don't have access to YouTube, or can't understand english. 

9/15/2004

i don't have to write a book in order to be liked or accepted.  i think that a mishmosh website is a better way to have a more desirable effect.  people have already written about subject matter which interests me.  i can share that with you, and do some of my own dot connecting.  a great deal of information on the web, and on youtube.  people just need to know that it exists.  like me?  i will write things down from time to time, but i'm not under any undue pressure to write a book.  

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hebrew letter 'reish'.  head. in the beginning.  the bible begins with the letter B, or 2.
200 or 20 or 2.  you can search youtube for more video about hebrew letter 'reish'.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9d6M8Latfp4&ab_channel=shivimpanim

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of interest.  honey bee waggle dance.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2CMMEaWP7Y0&ab_channel=Bee-TechKashmir

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i uploaded a few more files to the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website.
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hebrew letter 'lamed'.  12 or 30.  3.  each 12th of the zodiac is allocated 30 degrees.  30 / 30 / 30 = 90.
something important about every 30 or 3.

1 + 2 + 36.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uRp8BGVAt8k&ab_channel=shivimpanim

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dig in.  help yourself.

https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=gematria+of+lord+jesus+christ%2C+golden+ratio

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VjZuwROooZE&ab_channel=A.C.F.

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good information about genesis 1:1.  youtube link below.

related to 888 (jesus) + 1480 (chirst).  person and concept.  888 + 1480 = 2,368.  a cube.  2,368 = 37 x 64. 

2368 (value for jesus chirst) - 3168 (another gematria value for jesus chirst) = 800, or 8.  36 (like 360) is the triangle of 8.  36 = 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8.  i have written more about 3168 above.  3168 is a gematria number in 'code of carl munck - ancient gematria numbers' file above.  also youtube video about 3168.  

i don't understand the difference between the 2 values, but i know that they are related.
both 3168 and 2368 end with a 68.

31 - 23 = 8
31 + 23 = 54

8 x 54 = 432.  432 = square root of speed of light.
800 x 540 (equator/latitude) = 432,000.  formula for precession of equinoxes.

8 transcends 7, as 50 transcends 49
7 x 54 = 378   
378 can generated 18 and 36.  like 180 and 360.  18 and 36 are essential digits of 3168.  refer to work above.  378 feet is center of great pyramid (base).

54 can also = 9, as 5 + 4 = 9
8 x 9 (instead of 54) = 72
7 x 9 (instead of 54) = 63

72 + 36 = 108.  pentagonal geometry.  golden ratio.  3 pyramids at gizeh.  
108 can also be latitude.  90 x 60 = 108,00.

thinking of 54 or 45, i thinking that the 4 relates to quadratic equations, 5 with pentagonal geometry. pentagonal geometry is use to solve quadratic equations, or visa versa.  again, golden ratio.  PHI.  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=huEEknmjtkQ&ab_channel=JohnElias

i'm going to upload a file 'judging by appearances' to the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website today (9/16/24).

i think that, basically, all energy relates to golden ratio.  christ, and/or christ as concept. holy scripture as an entire body or work.  work in progress.  laws of nature. coexistence.  the universe.  refinement.  do the right thing.  go with the flow.

you wouldn't want to wear a full length mink coat to a barbeque on a hot summer day.

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from 'fingerpints of the gods', by graham hancock.  thanx sir!
chapter 31.  the osiris numbers.

These, Sellers believes, constitute the basic ingredients of a precessional code which appears again and again, with eerie persistence, in ancient myths and sacred architecture. In common with much esoteric numerology, it is a code in which it is permissible to shift decimal points to left or right at will and to make use of almost any conceivable combinations, permutations, multiplications, divisions and fractions of the essential numbers (all of which relate precisely to the rate of precession of the equinoxes).

please read.  scan down to chapter 31. the osiris numbers.  thanx sir!  cause and effect.

https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/egipto/fingerprintgods/fingerprintgods08.htm

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Who then is it?
Those above their braziers-it is.
The image of the Eye of Re, together
With the image of the Eye of Horus
From Chapter 17, The Egyptian Book of the Dead

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Archaeo-astronomer Jane B. Sellers, who studied Egyptology at the University of Chicago’s Oriental Institute.

https://www.amazon.com/Death-God-Ancient-Egypt-Egyptian/dp/0140153071

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morph like murph.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GLUNypEfrFQ&ab_channel=mjrossit

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i added a few more files to the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website.

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21,600 seconds = 90 degrees, or 1/4th of a day.
90 degrees of 1 day = 360 minutes.
compare to 90 degrees of zodiac.  6,480 years.
1 day = 86,400 seconds.

difference between 6,480 and 86,400 is not a typographical error.  example of coexistence, or harmony in universe.

648 can generate 18 and 63, essential digits of 3168.
648 can generate 18 and 63, essential digits of 3168.
 
refer to above work in this section of this website.

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he loved lois.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TjgsnWtBQm0&t=14s&ab_channel=BattleOfShadows

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9/18/24
i'm going to give it a rest for 30 days.
god bless you.

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i created a 'criminal history documents' section and a 'personal financial documents' section in this website.  i moved information from the 'miscellaneous files' section to these new sections.

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acting in accordance with with nature.  cycles.  natural law.  coexistence.  connection with or differentiation with God, or "God", and nature, or natural law.  5 prayers a day.  shabbat on friday evenings.  church once week on sundays, or on saturday evenings.  cycles.  in the past people would observe the movement of the heavens, working in cycles, and meet together in groups when they could, where they could, because they really didn't have anything else to do.  community.  socialization.  love.  they would communicate with the help of the use of writing, in the best way which they could, at the time.  the laws of nature could be related to religious law, but they don't have to be.  not necessarily.  obviously it wouldn't have to be. logic.  it is confused.  religious law is really about the notion of acting in accordance with, or mimicking, nature, or natural law.  numbers and patterns.  physics.  broad concept.  macrocosm or microcosm.  idea is to act in accordance with nature.

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10/6/24
i felt like the last few posts were important.  

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i don't want to make joke posts anymore, after this one.  
i like this one, because casket fits can be like dimensions of everyone, or everything, energy, golden ratio, or "Justice".

https://youtube.com/shorts/IxSOksCzb4Y?si=oyNWVHv_YL5GJ_33

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1. ​https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FrwwhkBU4YA​​​

2.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4mJEF5emuXQ

3.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_4jrMwvZ2A

4.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6iHN8y3d4Og

5.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WjM26GWWoGk

6.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kttVCbTrDLw

7.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bYKGNNmL6oM&t=3s

8.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGh0x_WLJFo

9.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_XoifYo9JCM&t=14s 

10.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=owvpRNzoaVU

11.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i3XgD6tjK50

12. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=goKRpR4XNg8

13. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YI3NoBeNwfk

14. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qE5Y8QSXEsI

15. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bIahXVJrvT0

16. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CA3pxVj4F7M

17. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=85cL1HisrNc

18. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pY_Oex-Zk3c

19. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6-INx6A9Ipk 

20.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MiTsMEpjkfI  

21.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qNVU23knqZw 

22. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jtd6H56PJBc

23.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cJlIMtEUkDE 

24. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jw_F8gJOH5k

25. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=foghWSflbIA

26. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iw-ZzO8SpWQ

27. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=abmULTYJJEg

28. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T3Qehtte0bQ

29. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xrUEjpHbUMM

30. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snqs566G_Zg

31. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OhUlXS09lM0

32. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E-jlQS-Wuc0

33. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zupH7RfOli0

34. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=778AtelA43Y

35. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zvuHkDLwf6U

37. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5K4rz34EbvE

38. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lKtl_Q-kcWM

39. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TNkvLDF7JOY

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45. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RHTSaQyNSpU

46. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_xHw_zAJRDk
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47. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cH_nhvO8stg

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50. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u-z5139CW1I

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54. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IF2RYhNhBdw

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87. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WZ3W4lbGp4M

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97. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6EXQ2rIpM6E

98. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dmvf3b6GvEA

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For those people who have not already been made aware of this, independently of this website, I am in a constant 24/7 activity with a small group of people (144,000) who are situated all over the world. I don't understand it exactly, but it is related to the design and creation of the great pyramid of Gizeh. Look at link (144,000) in the 'for your information' section of this website. In other words, our central nervous systems are somehow fused. They can sense that i am typing at this moment, even though they are situated in different places all over the world. They could also sense that I was drinking a cup of coffee, if I was doing that right now. I am not currently in activity with 144,000 people. Some have died from old age. Some I am not in activity with yet. Apparently, some of these people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with were sensing me as a fetus, when i was still in my mother's womb. I think that i am joined with these other people because of something relating to the sun, other stars (most notably the constellation of Orion), the design of the great pyramid, and electromagnetism. It means that what is happening in our minds, or central nervous systems, also exists somewhere else, in order for the fusion to be taking place in the manner which it is. I believe that the water in our systems acts as a conductor. I believe that the same was true of Jesus of Nazareth; meaning, that this same connectivity with others is what actually distinguished him from other people. Read in the 'for your information' section about 144 and 72, or the story of Jesus and the 72 in the book of Luke. Also the story of Horus battling Set (Sat-an) and 72 conspirators in Egyptian mythos. I am not stating that Jesus of Nazareth and the Egyptian Set (Sat-an) are the same being. 72 is 1/2 of 144, with there being 1440 minutes in one day. The story of Jesus of Nazareth in the bible is mostly allegorical, although he was a real person in real history. The constant 24/7 activity can be, at times, maddening, for both me and the people who are sensing me. I believe that the 144,000 is some type of star seed. Constellation of Orion, astrology, 12 x 12 x 1000. Look at links below. Star seed is not necessarily "positive". I was 24 years old (1997), when it first became evident to me that I was, or am, in this unique, constant 24/7 activity with people. I am not schizophrenic. Then, in February of 1998, I started to sense an intelligent being communicating to me, with the use of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which meant that this being began to sense me first. It is a form of non verbal communication. This happened, in a way, exactly as it was predicted by something known as the Ussher chronology. Beginning of 1000 years (6000 years = 4004 BC to 1996 AD). Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. It also means that other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with can sense, or were also sensing this intelligent being. It was extremely confusing at first. Madness. Isolation from the community. Hopelessness mixed with confused faith. 13 years later, in May of 2011, I started to sense another intelligent being communicating with me, with the same type of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue. It was, and still is, easily differentiated by me, and also the entire worldwide group who are sensing it, from the communication from the first intelligent being. It was, or is, fainter and more frequent. A totally different person, with a totally different personality. Non verbal communication. Both of these beings wanted, or want, to make it apparent to me, and anyone else who they thought was sensing me, because of the type and timing of the physical contraction communication which they can generate, that they had my vision, or that they could see what i could see. It was, or is, sensed as a person who is sort of child like, who is in a type of shock, or stupor, and finding it fascinating. Like they are children watching cartoons on television. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the first intelligent being which myself and the rest of the group began sensing was, or is, male. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the second intelligent being which myself and the group began to sense was, or is, female. They are human, just like I am human. I know without a doubt that the female is Hispanic, now (in the year 2022) about 30 years old, probably still living in Houston, Texas. I have seen her about 6 times in different places in the Houston area, because she wanted me and the rest of the group to know that it was her, wanting me to talk about her, or that she was responsible for creating the sensations, in a way childishly showing off. She used to have a white SUV and restricted phone number in the year 2011. Height is probably about 5 feet or 4 feet 10 inches. Medium size breasts. Full figured. She had long brown or light brown hair. I believe that she lives inside of the Houston 610 loop area, or that her parents live inside of the Houston 610 loop area. I believe that this is true, because she was able to get to locations within the Houston 610 loop area, where I was, quickly, already knowing that I would be at the same location. She has an unusual issue with her left eye, which I have seen, which I believe is the eye which acquired my vision, being at the beginning of the fusion of our central nervous systems, right around the last week of may of 2011. I believe that she has a brother who owns, or who used to own a Dodge Charger. I saw this car when I dropped off paperwork at the downtown Houston police station, wanting to be respectful of her, trying to establish rights for both of us. I also saw the person who I think is her brother together with her at the Houston Veteran's Administration hospital, when I went there one time. She wanted me and other people to know that it was her. I know without a doubt that she is lying about this situation to her family. I can reasonably assume that the male being who can also create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other members of the group (144,000) can sense, who also indicated that he has my vision, also has an unusual issue with his left eye. Meaning, the eye which acquired my vision in February of 1998. It took me 13 years (1998 - 2011) to be able to understand that this male being is an African American, and also that he is ignorant, not possessing extraordinary knowledge concerning me, or this situation, which I thought that he had prior to 2011.

I think that the black man who I am referring to might live in New Jersey.  He likes to be a stupid smart ass, thinking that I won't understand what he is communicating, or wanting to think about how he thinks that he is slick, when he really isn't.

I believe that these 2 people were characterized, or defined, as Set (Sat-an) and Nephthys in Egyptian mythos, in the past. I believe that I was characterized, or defined, as Horus (Christ) in Egyptian mythos, in the past. Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. I also believe that the male was characterized as Beelzebub during the time of Jesus of Nazareth.  My old bible study teacher told me that Beelzebub was just another name for Satan.

After having enough experience, having been situated together with these 2 people for some time already, as stated, I can list some of their characteristics.

They are like people who are a type of mentally retarded. Constant stupor. Psychopathic. Sociopathic. Narcissistic. Childish. Evil. It flaunts being evil, seeming to try to recruit evil people. Hate. Anger. Envy. Jealousy. Greed. Problem with ego, or perhaps super ego. Negative. Angry. Sadistic. Nervous. Insecure. Creepy. It flaunts thinking that it is creepy. Attempts to intimidate. Vicious. Insane. Predatorial. Deceit. Perverted.

Even evil people wouldn't want anything to do with these beings. They have a mental problem.

Because they are naturally, or understandably, insecure about what people think about them, namely because of their unusual issue with their left eye, they embarrass and anger easily, ultimately having betrayed the community, desperately trying to make it seem like I was evil, or that people should think of me as evil, when I am not evil, and when they knew, or know, that I am not evil. They also childishly and sloppily imply that they have some authority which they don't think that they have, wanting to make a mockery of what would actually be considered responsible behavior, it seems because of panic, or greed, or not understanding how they should fit in with society. They seemed to want to try and associate in a cooperative way, when the activity with them first started. As time went on, they seemed confused about how to survive, socially, and long term, thinking that they had embarrassed themselves by having been unnecessarily aggressive.

They both seem to want ignorant people to believe, acting out in a childish, blatantly fake, confused, ignorant manner, that the eye above the pyramid on the dollar bill represents them, or that they have authority which they actually don't have. It is related, but the eye on the dollar bill seems to be the opposite of what they are. God is a loving God. They are not loving, and not only that, they are trying to make people think that God is not a loving God. They are also trying to fool people into thinking that i am not loving.

I have tried to help them. They should communicate to the public, or me, with actual words and conclusive statements, instead of trying to stupidly and wrongfully hustle their way into happiness, social success, power, or survival. There would be a commitment to cooperation which they would benefit from. They wanted, or want, to show off and play childish games. It got, or gets them intro social trouble. It seems like their minds never develop properly, in any incarnation of theirs, because they have my vision, and are constantly distracted by, or interested in what I am doing. They are not doing work like other people ordinarily do work, by not communicating with intelligent statements, which are easily understandable and conclusive. It got them into social trouble, or didn't, or doesn't, allow them to make a type of normal social progression. They seem to be implying that they are supposed to get unusual special treatment, or be worshipped because they are unusual, but they are lazy, childish and are constantly attempt to deceive, like someone who is criminally insane. They are disabled, and are trying to obtain something for themselves in an unethical, rude, bully style way. They seem to live in a fantasy world, fanaticizing about having happiness and power, but are unwilling to try to do work like people ordinarily do work, communicating using intelligent, conclusive, easily understandable statements, in order to achieve this happiness. They have a confused identity problem, seeming to want to settle for being different, and a foe, not wanting to try to make a more normal social progression on earth.

They seem to have an unusual need to feel loved, or respected, or accepted, or recognized. They have an unusual psychological problem, just as a few other people who i am constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with have proven themselves to have. These 2 people are trying to secure something for themselves, using their ability to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other people in the group (144,000) can sense, as a type of weapon. It is an attempt to subdue or incapacitate me, and other people, so that these 2 beings do not have to work as hard, or compete with others, as people ordinarily have to compete, or cooperate, with others. It seems as if they are doing this, really for the future incarnations which they think that they will have, not wanting me, or others worldwide, to achieve the potential in this life, because they think that it will make it better for themselves if I was considered unpopular. I think an attempt to have me murdered, in this life, or in future lives. They want to create frivolous gossip which they think will benefit them in making me seem unpopular. It seems as if they are both confused and angry, trying to create gossip which they think will help their chances of survival. They have a strange pride problem, or ego problem, like someone who feels special, but inferior, and is in a type of panic, then doing something irrational for attention. It is an angry, childish attitude, like "oh yeah, well i am somebody too!", or, "oh yeah, well i am going to show you who i am!" They think that i am special, or unique, so they have a confused desire to feel special, or unique, too.

i think that these creatures might have been a problem during Jesus Christ's time here on earth, or a distraction for him, but that it was not so bad that people communicated at length about it. I have thought that the biblical character Beelzebub was, or is, a way to refer to them, or at least the male. There were more opportunities for problems to arise in this incarnation of ours because of technology.

I have told both of them that it is better if we work together, and that they are creating a lose-lose situation for themselves and the community. It seems as if they both want, unrealistically, to be thought of as like stars, or celebrities. As I stated, they have a unusual ego problem. I have told them they they would have love and happiness in their lives if they didn't try to unnecessarily overshadow me, or other people as well. As time goes on, it doesn't seem as if they care about being loved anymore. They are confused about what people think about them.

I think that these 2 beings have something to do with the moon. I have read that scientists think that there used to be 2 moons. They have mental problems. It seems like their ability to create the contractions in my muscle and soft tissue relates to an electric charge, or a positive/negative charge, or electromagnetism. We don't feel electric shock, though. I have thought that maybe it has something to do with the moon (grey aliens?/I read that they don't have a soul), or reptilian entities which I have read about, or something about Alpha Draconis (constellation of Draco/Draconian/star corresponding to northern side of great pyramid).

I wish that scientists and other people would be informed about what is going on by people who who i am in constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with, who could prove that the constant 24/7 activity is real. They would have to include me and perform a test, publicly certified with television cameras and the police. They could put us in different rooms of a building, say something to me, with me being in one room of the building, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know what it was. Someone could touch me somewhere on my body not inappropriate, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know where on my body it was. Give me something to eat, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know what it was. It could be certified by the police. Television cameras were invented only 70 years ago. The eye (like a camera) connects everything, or allows for information to be gathered and processed. You could use it as an important tool like a microscope. For example, people who don't live in Egypt wouldn't know what the pyramids looked like, unless there were photographs of them. They couldn't understand it, or begin to understand it, or conceptualize it, or appreciate it. The use of a television camera to observe myself connected to the 144,000 would be like looking at a cell, through a powerful microscope. Objectivity. Science, and not religion. I think that it would be good for scientists, politicians, and future politicians to understand, because this constant 24/7 activity which I am in with others applies to people all over the world, not racially or territorially discriminatory. World mind. World consciousness. I think that it will get spiritually messy in the future, or in everyone's future incarnations, if you don't make a story about me now, while you can, in the way that you could. Don't take our current peace or social order for granted. I have a few ideas about how to secure it. One is that if it were acknowledged by the government, it would be respected, but also as a way of making it seem unimportant. I could do something unusual every morning when i get out of bed, which only people who i am in activity would know about. There is a chance of an information leak, I think for people who would try to get social security disability money, when they are not mentally sick, or disabled, or in constant 24/7 activity with me. Another thought is that there would be an agreement that the 144,000, after being officially recognized, do not speak about me, or themselves, in public. If someone who wasn't a person who i am in activity with would try to convince people that they were a person who i was in activity with, no one would believe them, or pay attention to what they had to communicate.

I think that at a minimum, the police, or FBI, who i believe already know about this public situation, should come to my home, stating to me (in front of everyone) that they know about it, and have made a public statement about it. There needs to be more social order, or more confidence vested in what is happening. apparently, It happens all of the time, or in cycles.

God bless, and Peace be with you.

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some of the above information seems like i am dragging it on, or becoming too emotional about it, but that is because i am confused and sick, wanting the 2 beings who are acting aggressively to be real and cooperative.

also, i usually write in all lower case, or am informal. i also like the uniform aspect of all lower case.

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i am being made intentionally sick and confused by this creature (i am referring to it as one thing, but it is 2 different people) all day long, every day. it has compounded. it has been going on for years. my mind can not function properly. i feel constantly threatened, publicly. nobody's mind could function OR DEVELOP properly. it is weird, childish sadism. they are also evil or criminally insane. please help if you can. try to help. i am not crazy. part of the reason that it is doing this to me is to make it seem like i am crazy, trying to cover up the fact that people know that they are the problem. another reason is that it wants to make me seem weird and unlikeable. it is because it thinks that people think that it is weird and unlikeable. it thinks that it can't survive. it is so different than what people normally are, like an animal or completely different species, so that it doesn't try to work with people, as people ordinarily work with one another.


interesting article about great pyramid. cornerstone. chief cornerstone.
scroll down to part about alpha draconis.  thuban.  satan.  

https://www.blueletterbible.org/study/larkin/dt/32.cfm

alpha draconis.  constellation of draco.  draconian.  egyptian set (sat-an).  alpha draconis is called thuban (serpent) in arabic.

https://www.quora.com/What-is-the-mythology-behind-the-star-Thuban-Tell-me-everything-you-know

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thuban, head of the serpent, or large snake.  alpha draconis, look to our northern hemisphere.

binary star system.

historically represented the north pole, from the 4th to the 2nd millennium BCE.

in arabic, it represents the dragon.

in egypt thuban was very significant in the original alignment of the pyramids and stars before the earth's tilt and magnetic realignment.  pharoah kufu believed he would join the sun and thuban in death.

in sumerian and mesopotamiam lore, it was called tiamat.  tiamat the sea serpent, that existed even before the sky and sea had divided from each other.   a dragon of chaos that had to be tamed before brining in a new order.

in greek mythology hercules, jason and cadmus are all tasked by gods, to kill a dragon for different reasons, eventually placing a dragon in the sky to represent a trophy of cadmus.

habab is where satan get's connected to draco threw pagan arabic, muslim cultures, the light barer, bringing of morning, the morning star.

jujitsu comes from thuban, and was given to his half son oda nobunaga, as a gift to help conquer and unite japan.

the archons are a war bread race, hive minded, cybernetic, genetically modified constructs, that have become self aware are an now have the ability to war with higher dimensional forces by causing havoc in the system like a virus.  the fallen.

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this is what i have been communicating about.  i have read something else about a hive mind from another source.  something about orion dragon queen.  i am guessing thuban, as it relates to alignment of the great pyramid, one of the 3 pyramids corresponding to the constellation or orion.  i read the term messeh, from which comes our term messiah or mashiach.  something about crocodile/reptilian.  i am reasonably certain that i, or a positive force, is to keep this entity at bay, cycle after cycle.  they seem to be more of an annoyance, rather than a real threat.  maybe the annoyance is a real threat.  they try to use deception and psychological warfare as a method of dominating, or survival.  criminally insane.  very strong survival instinct, but irrational or confused thinking, like an animal which is trapped, attempting to break free.

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it is just like they teach in church, that satan tries to stop you from being more, or as much as you can be in life.  i want you to be as much as you can be.  good luck and God bless you.  love.  

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Archon_(Gnosticism)


basically, i am saying "take this job and shove it." don't expect me to do something positive for the public when you don't act like you care about at least trying to protect me from weirdos who are out there. they are childish and sadistic.  they want people to know that they get a creepy thrill from stalking me and everyone else, including the police and government.

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here is a houston,texas police report which i created on 12/01/2016.
the incident number is: 1528227-16
the officer's name: E. Estep
unit #: 20G52N

i would like to create another report, or add to the existing report. i think that people could think that they have a better chance of getting away with murdering me if there is already an existing report. go figure. the report is filed under some mental health category which shouldn't be filed under mental health.  i would like for houston media and national media to be involved with this.  i know that you know about this situation.  i want to communicate with a media investigation person here in houston.
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i have already deleted negative tone information about half a dozen times in the past 2 or 3 years from my website, trying to fight, then not liking what i think that it is doing to the community, trying to fight, then not liking what i think that it is doing to the community, etc. the issue is that i am defenseless, trying to defend myself and others, and that there are weird, childish, very mean people out there. some people feel humiliated by their own personal situations, so they want to humiliate me. they should stop. i have been confused about what to do. i want to stop bad things from spreading, but i don't want a negative, confusing tone or confusing thoughts to dominate the community. a few people who are are really not nice or honest, who caused a social problem for themselves, didn't anticipate in the past that i would ever be communicating online, defending myself and the community. then they started to harass me so badly, weird, evil, childish cruelty, in order to try to get me to defend myself and the community even more online, in order to try and make it seem like i am a weird, uptight jerk, or a liar, when i am actually not. my computer work worked against them, publicly, so they tried to make it work against me, publicly. they are evil. it will be difficult to not fight back if they continue to do what they have been doing, since i lack privacy in the way which i do, since it affects my feelings, publicly. very difficult or actually impossible to ignore. they probably will continue. it is completely natural to feel the need to fight back against this type of aggression, since it affects your feelings, publicly, and permanently. you fight back to try to bring a feeling of dignity and peace into your life, like someone who is being raped or violated. they understand this, so they think that they have an opportunity to make me look weird, crazy or evil on the internet, with them also trying to cover up the fact that they are the problem. or trying to fabricate a reason to be harming me, obstructing my life and the lives of others. the people who are being unnecessarily aggressive are weird, childish, evil psychopaths/sociopaths.  anti social personality disorders.  it shouldn't come as a surprise that a person in my situation is being stalked, harassed, violated, in public.

i don't have to like everyone because i am christ.  i don't like mean, dishonest people.  if they want to be that way on their own, then fine, but when they act aggressively toward me, and people who i love and am trying to protect, intentionally disrupting our lives, then there is a problem.

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i really don't feel like there is a need to communicate anything more about george h. w. bush, northern trust bank, paris hilton, or thule.org.  one reason is that i have already honestly communicated about these issues, more than once.  the other reason is that i am not evil, with people knowing that.  i am not mean, either.  i'll probably be harmed and mocked even more if i do communicate about these issues again.   it gives childish, evil, fake, mean spirited, socially lame people something to lie about, and to try to spread hate about.  they do it because they got themselves into social trouble.  they want ignorant people to think that because i seem defensive about something, that it means that i am guilty of something, or that there is something more interesting or more important about it than there is.  no.  it is like cheesy, fake, lame tabloid shit.  it isn't important.  
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george h. w. bush stated "1000 points of light", which was unusual and is related to christ. it confused me back in the past when i thought that everything had some special meaning, like a child would think, making me think that maybe i was going to have some official public support if i accomplished something significant for scientists.  i also thought that bush living in houston was some type of sign for me.  my lack of privacy confused me. the thought about doing something good for scientists or the public was despite me having a drug problem at the same time. i thought that what i was going to figure out for scientists was so important that it didn't matter if i was using speed. i had a weird mental problem because of my unique situation, combined with a weird drug problem. i was addicted to methamphetamine, with it making me think that the future could be unrealistically positive or happy for me and everyone else.  i didn't want to think that God would put me here to create something weird and confusing for the community, knowing that i lacked privacy. this was when i was younger and had less confidence, or when i was more confused after i first started out. i also thought that skull and bones was more important than it is, or was, like a part of a network of people all over the world who knew that i was going to create something positive, also because of experiences which i had, and was still having with the supernatural, mostly this black man acting aggressively toward me. i didn't believe that God would use me as a way of creating something bad or confused for the community, so my mind wanted to believe in something which was unrealistically positive, like an inexperienced child would. in 2002, i was nervous and confused, feeling isolated, hoping that i could do something good and be happy, and i thought that i would write a letter to george h. w. bush, to try to figure out if i was thinking the correct thing, that i was supposed to work on something related to the weather, and also if he seemed like he was acting supportive. the letter was brief, and would have seemed like i wasn't really making a real point. i remember mentioning "1000 points of light", and also something about geomagnetism, thinking that geomagnetic reversals were important, mostly because of a book "fingerprints of the gods", by graham hancock. i became nervous or awkward while i was working on the letter, thinking that maybe i shouldn't be writing the letter to bush while i was high on methamphetamine, thinking that it was disrespectful or inappropriate. at that moment, the black man gave me what felt like, and i think that other people who sensed it would agree with me, a loving, comforting nudge, like "everything is ok", like he was wanting me and the people who he knew were sensing it to think that everything was ok, and that i was not doing something bad in the letter. i didn't know that it was an ignorant black man who was acting aggressively, thinking that he was someone who had special knowledge about the future and who worked for some kind of super government, i thought that maybe george h. w. bush had connections with people everywhere, and that there was a special prophesized understanding of me doing something positive for the community, because my mind couldn't rationalize the situation any other way. i thought that it meant that i was correct for thinking that everything that i was thinking about working a type of miracle was accurate, and that it was prophesized. i didn't want to think that i was supposed to create a mess, with me feeling confused, sad and isolated all of the time, with me knowing that i lacked privacy. i would have stayed way, way, far away from george h. w. bush if this black guy had not have acted aggressively in the way which he did at that moment. i would have been scared of george h. w. bush, thinking that some supposed, imaginary government faction was working in opposition to me. it seemed like the black guy was telling everyone that it was ok, and that there was nothing bad in my letter to bush, since i became nervous or felt awkward in the way which i did. i used to think that maybe i was supposed to unite 2 opposing factions in government, like some "scorpion king" did back in egypt (i don't mean the movie), uniting upper (southern) and lower (northern) egypt. i believed or wanted to believe that i was going to figure out something important for scientists, and that i would have support, or love, or happiness in my life. i didn't want to think that God was cruel. i was young and naive, and also confused, nervous, and i had a very weird drug problem. amphetamine is used to treat sadness or depression. it caused me to have unrealistic, positive hopes and thoughts about the world's future, everyone, with an interest in geomagnetism or the weather, thinking that i was, or that maybe i was supposed to work a miracle, not thinking that God would want to use me as a way of creating something weird and confusing for everyone. the situation was also confused with me thinking that maybe i really didn't have any responsibility, or that what i was doing really didn't matter, because i was not officially together with anyone who was indicating that they knew about me. i wouldn't expect me to accomplish anything really good for the community, if no one who was indicating that they knew who i was, socialized with me, being friendly, publicly, giving me or other people an opportunity to shine. don't be surprised if you create a weird confused freak. i thought that george h. w. bush was part of some kind of imaginary hocus pocus, abracadabra world organization, which was about "prophecy", which knew something about me, which was about benevolence or charity, even though i had a drug problem. pat of the issue was that i knew that i had a problem, and that i was trying to justify my use of speed. i am sure that many people have thought all kinds of crazy, untrue crap about the bush family, and skull and bones, and that the bush family would agree with me. i thought that the fact that bush lived in houston was a sign, because i also live in houston. i was young and naive, like a child. i apologize to the bush family about any confusion this may cause them. people who know me well probably thought that my old drug problem was weird, funny and sad.

as far as northern trust bank goes, i wasn't interested in banks or banking, not at all, and i did nothing unethical. i didn't drive to a bank. i wasn't thinking of a bank or banks. i saw a sign for northern trust bank in the elevator at george h. w. bush' office. i drove to george h. w. bush's office in 2005 to drop off some sentimental items, i think mostly because i just wanted to see what his office looked like, but also because i felt awkward in public, wanting to feel secure, knowing that i had a weird drug problem, wanting to feel as if i could be liked or accepted, probably also protected, even though i knew that people knew that i had a weird drug problem, thinking that maybe i was a part of some kind of network of people who did unique work for the world. i used to think about being able to have a cool job, being able to help everyone in a unique way. i wanted to think that i wouldn't always be isolated, confused and sad, and that i could be around people at a job. weird mental problem because of what this black guy had been doing to me for years, being aggressive in a weird way, plus other experiences, combined with a weird drug problem, methamphetamine. i used to feel and think that i could not do anything without speed. i still have meth using fantasies, but i would definitely never use again. it would make me feel awkward and uncomfortable in public. i did some studying for several years. in 2006, when i was in a car as a passenger, going to get vietnamese food, just happening to be driving by a northern trust bank location on bering drive in houston, texas, this black man's reaction (aggression toward me) to the driver (nothing unethical) stating something about northern trust bank and a minimum investment of 5 million dollars caused me to react to the black man's reaction. i think that the black man was wanting me to understand some point about 50 (messiah) or 5 (5 + 0), or me not having a special involvement with george h. w. bush, but i misunderstood what he meant by it. i thought that i was being told by this black man, who i didn't know was an ignorant black man, that northern trust bank was something good for the world, for everyone, and that i was supposed to be involved in it. i became excited about it, but didn't understand exactly how it would work, thinking at the time that i should just keep it to myself and have faith. he knew immediately that he confused me, and then made a sick, childish, disrespectful joke about it, with me not understanding what he was doing at the time, like he just gave up on himself. after he knew that i thought that it meant that northern trust bank was something special for everyone, and antarctica, he referred to the south, or antarctica, after he knew that he confused me, wanting to intentionally confuse me even more. he was being an irresponsible smart ass about how the south or antarctica was the opposite direction of george bush's office in the north, knowing that i wouldn't understand. now i do understand. i didn't understand that he was an ignorant black man. i thought that he was something with special knowledge about me and the future. i am glad that i communicated about northern trust bank eventually, because it was causing me to act weird, publicly, with me thinking that i had to keep it to myself, stuck in an awkward situation. i didn't want to communicate it at first, because i didn't think that i was supposed to, and also because i didn't have all of the answers. people would have probably gone "so what is this?! and what is that?! what are you?! and who is that?!" there is absolutely no need for panic. i know what i am communicating about, when i communicate about this person who i now know is an ignorant black man, i have 26 years experience. i thought that the meaning was that many wealthy people were going to invest at northern trust bank, which would generate money or interest or whatever you would call it, so that all banks, or so that all people would benefit. i believed, or wanted to believe, that antarctica, because i was young and naive, and because of what this black man did to me, was going to be a good place to be, something which would bridge this period of development with the next period of development, because of an ice age. then i tried to protect people from the bank a few years later after i thought that something about it didn't seem right. there is proof with a black woman who used to work at a northern trust bank location on kirby drive, houston, texas (beginning of 2011). i took her a letter which i had typed and mailed to the northern trust legal department in chicago in 2010 or 2011. i explained in the letter that private information was made public, thinking that my house had been broken into. i don't think anymore that my house was broken into. i am glad that i communicated about northern trust eventually. i was feeling weird about it for 3 years (2006 to 2009). northern trust bank is not involved in anything shady, there is no reason for alarm. it was just a misunderstanding. it wasn't my initial thought or idea; meaning, i had no interest in banks, banking or business. this black man knew that he had confused me, and didn't or doesn't want to take responsibility for it, lying with black women about my character because they have embarrassed themselves. i thought that everything which i was doing had some special meaning which it didn't. i had started to write a screenplay, and i thought that i was supposed to share information about northern trust bank with johnny depp, thinking that it was my duty. i have not been interested in writing a screenplay since 2013. i shredded all of the work. i sent 84 pages of work to the viper room in 2010. it was a start, and i was going to go back over the dialogue. i was happy with the scene by scene structure, being one scene away from the first 1/3rd of the movie. i didn't communicate in the letter to johnny depp that i received unusual communication from this black man, or anything about antarctica. i just stated that i saw a sign for northern trust bank in the elevator at george h. w. bush's office when i went there in 2005, which is true. me seeing the sign for northern trust bank in the elevator is what the black man was referring to in 2006 when we drove by a northern trust bank location because he has my vision in his left eye. he mixed the bank with george h. w. bush's office, which confused me. i was implying to johnny depp that maybe it was a reputable or good bank, but i thought that people had to determine that on their own. i stated "i am not intentionally steering you in that direction, but you might want to check it out" or "i am not trying to intentionally steer you in that direction, but you might want to check it out". i don't think that johnny depp ever got my mail, because i sent it to the viper room, not knowing that he didn't work there anymore. people talk stupid crap about me, lying, stating that i did something unethical when i didn't do anything unethical. they insult me, trying to make it seem like i was trying to hustle my way into hollywood when i i wasn't doing that at all. my writing work was a completely separate issue. again, i thought that it was my duty to communicate something about northern trust bank to johnny depp, and that it was part of a bigger God plan for the world. i had the best of intentions and the black man was part of the issue. the black man confused me, but it doesn't matter, because i am not evil. this black man lies, stating that i reacted to the information about northern trust and 5 million dollars before he did. i didn't. he reacted to it, which caused me to react to him. i know that he lies because he has attacked me and people who he knows will defend me like a weird, crazy, insecure, evil, sadistic pig, wanting us to know that he was lying about the situation, making a smart ass, ugly, sick joke of it. he did or does this in order to try to humiliate people who rightfully criticize him. he is an insecure black man.

i wasn't wanting paris hilton to give me money. i liked, and still like to earn my own money. i got stuck in an unusual, awkward, confusing public situation in a grocery store in 2008, thinking that a white woman who was standing behind me in the checkout line one night was giving me a dumb look, wanting to insult me and hilton, wanting to take away my pride, so i reacted to this in a defensive, confused way, and did nothing wrong, with people knowing that i did nothing wrong. i had pride in my own work and own money which i was earning. now i think that the white woman was only flirting a little bit with me. i just misunderstood what was happening all around me at the time. i reacted to the look she had on her face, and then needed to take change out of the change dish in the grocery store, needing to pull the change toward me, thinking of my own jobs, my own money, my own pride, but mixed with a thought about hilton and i having worth or value together, since i thought that the woman was insulting us, and it got all confused. i pulled the change out of the metal change dish slightly more aggressively than normal, but you wouldn't have known that unless you were sensing it. it was confused for 1 or 2 seconds, because the more i thought that i wasn't a problem with money, the more it would seem as if there was a problem, when there wasn't, so my mind reacted by being more aggressive, not wanting to take it out slowly, as if there was a problem or as if i had been thinking of doing something wrong. it confused me because i am not a money problem, so i talked about it when i got back to my apartment about 10 minutes later. then the next day this weird, childish, creepy, fake, evil, sadistic, stupid, ugly attitude black women who i am in activity with assaulted me, non verbal/verbal communication, at the same store, knowing that i did nothing wrong, knowing that other people knew that i did nothing wrong, wanting to try to separate me from being loved and earning money. she wanted to humiliate me, weird cruelty in public, knowing that i did nothing wrong, and that it was just an unusual situation. i called her a name. she deserved to be called a name. i was trying to be funny about it. i also apologized to innocent black women, with me thinking that they got their feelings hurt. then unfortunately, a bunch of black women turned fake, childish, mean and evil, pretending as if they thought that i was the problem because they were confused, or because that one black woman had embarrassed them. they should move on with their lives. the irony is that i have had so much trouble with trouble with females, since 2008, because i was wanting to lift the spirit of a female, hilton, being loving, having written to her when she was in jail in 2007. i felt sorry for her, seeing a photograph of her crying in the back of a police car.

paris hilton should not have been playing unnecessary, childish, cryptic games with me, or other people, having sent me several things back through the mail, cryptic junk, wanting to toy with me in public, wanting attention, knowing that i lack privacy in the way which i do. also, weird, childish, cryptic phone calls from her, toying with me and everyone else, with her wanting attention. she didn't conclude it in a respectful, civil way, acting as if she cared about trying to create long term order for the community. she was more interested in childishly, greedily entertaining herself (and probably her sister). it seems like she wanted to harm my reputation if i was not promoting her, like she has trouble promoting herself. she preyed on me, publicly. she wanted to see if she could use me, and so she tried to, and she thought that it started to work, but then it didn't work for her, because she was only playing cheesy, childish games in public, and not communicating anything substantial or conclusive with the use of words. she has done so much unnecessary harm to so many people, all over the world, creating so much unnecessary confusion and tension, like the way i feel at this moment typing this, playing childish, disrespectful, rich kid games. i wasn't a fan of hers, i was neutral.

as far as thule.org goes, i didn't have an interest in, nor was i, or am i, an advocate of white supremacy. i don't believe in it and i never would believe in it. in fact, i tried to protect black people in 1997, when i inadvertently learned something about antarctica and the third reich, back in 1997, thinking that i was going to be murdered, right before i was checked into the psychiatric ward at the houston michael debakey va hospital for the first time. i have knowingly tried to help black or colored people at other times, too. the person who shared information with me, an internet file about antarctica and the third reich, wasn't looking for something about white supremacy, either. i think that you can find the same file by searching 'omega file' on the internet. i haven't read all of it, and i am not telling other people that they should read all of it. people knew about this information back around 2002 or 2003, but some of them will probably now play dumb, lying about my heart or character. thule can simply be the name of a hyperborea. planet earth would be a thule. so would another inhabitable planet somewhere else. i shared information about thule.org to the public, in the past, and anyone could have contacted the person there. i was, and am still not hiding anything. all i wanted to do was to try to help people, everyone, so i thought that maybe i was supposed to be involved in, or know about something (thule) which would enable me to be able to do this. people knew this, but after they embarrassed themselves, starting in 2008, they went back into my past, being fake and socially lame, trying to make it seem like i didn't have a good heart or that i was a mean white supremacist when i am definitely not. i believe that the guy who i used to email at thule.org was trying to help people, but i didn't know him that well. the person who shared information with me about antarctica and the third reich was actually looking for information about the ark of the covenant. also, antarctica is not a german project anymore. it is an american project, as with operation high jump (1947). i communicated about this many times in the past. it was my hope and thought that it was, or is, diverse. i believe that it is. the irony is that i thought that i was being told that i was involved with antarctica, or that maybe that i was involved is something in antarctica, which i believed or wanted to believe was something positive and diverse, by a black man who i have communicated about, who was trying to motivate me to do something, who i didn't know was an ignorant black man. now i do know that he is an ignorant black man. i also know now that he is an evil, weird, childish, insecure back stabber. they now have documentaries on television about antarctica and the third reich. i wanted to help people, everyone, and i knowingly had a dream about love and diversity, wanting to think that God was a loving God, thinking that it was what america and i were all about, thinking that it was the only thing which made sense, and people knew this because i spoke out loud about it many, many times, trying to understand and explain my situation. i have never communicated with anyone about hating jews or blacks or any type of person who wasn't white, and i wouldn't communicate with anyone who was wanting to communicate with me about doing this. there is good in all races or religions.

i had also given paris hilton my old email address and password, hoping that she would help me print the messages which i had saved from thule.org, thinking that i wanted to try to work some of them into the screenplay which i was working on. i sent her $20 for her time. i never got any printed work, and i never got $20 back. i wasn't doing anything shady or oppressive toward anyone. i would have been willing to share my email with everyone. i was excited about working on the screenplay and i was also wanting to establish trust and openness with everyone, since i lack privacy. i didn't think about how it could put put paris hilton in an awkward situation, and i apologize to her for that. i didn't think that it mattered, since i lack privacy all of the time, and since people know what i am doing all of the time, and since people know that i am not evil. i didn't have a computer which was online, or a printer, at the time that i asked hilton to help me. i didn't get into computers and smart phones like everyone else did when they came out. i hardly get any email. i really don't have anyone who i associate with, except now for my girlfriend. i thought that hilton wanted to be closer to me than she did in the past, because of the way which she communicated cryptic, childish crud. i was not telling her to hate blacks or jews or anyone else.

refer to the post above about northern trust bank. it is the part after george h. w. bush.

i have already honestly communicated about it, more than once, but i am mocked by a few evil people who got themselves into social trouble by playing games. when i was driving by the northern trust bank in 2006, as a passenger, when the driver of the car mentioned something about northern trust bank, and a minimum deposit of 5 million dollars, the black guy referred to the right, or east side of my body, which i thought meant something about God, or sun, or the world. something positive. i also thought that it had something to do with the shriner's recognition test, which i don't think anymore. the bank was on the left, or west side of the street. he was just telling me to get out of bush's office, or to get away and forget about george h. w. bush, since the sign for northern trust bank was in bush's office. what the black guy did was stupid and irresponsible though, since he knew that he (the black guy) was the main reason why i was in george h. w. bush's office, in 2005, because of the letter which i wrote to bush in 2002, and also that i just wanted to help people, being TRUSTworthy, and that i was just confused, with a bad, really weird drug problem. this black guy made my drug problem worse and worse. he knew that. actually, he thought that it was interesting for me to get him high. the black guy thought that he had created a problem for himself, playing unnecessary games, so he immediately tried to put it off on me. that is what he does. he is a very childish, very insecure black man, with a serious attitude problem. the black guy mixed the bank and george h. w. bush's office together, because there was a sign for northern trust bank in the elevator of george h. w. bush's old office. after he created a mess which he didn't know that he was going to create, causing me to write about northern trust bank to california, he lied and stated that i was thinking something about california, or the west, and that it was the reason he stimulated me on the right side of my body, or the east. he is lying, saying that i was the one who reacted to the driver's statement about a minimum investment of 5 million dollars, when it was his reaction to what the driver stated. it is obvious that he lies, and tells people to lie for him, because of the way which he has attacked me and other people, referring to the west or east. he thinks that he can get away with being evil and fake, because he thinks that he can make up any story he wants to, because he is not communicating with the use of conclusive statements, using words. he implies that he doesn't have to work (communicate), just like other people do, and that he deserves special treatment, like he is some kind of God or something. he is an ignorant, incompetent, weird human. he is not a God.
 
i don't think that it should matter that i communicate anything more about this really old crap. i think that people get all excited because it involves famous people, or a bank. it isn't important and it isn't exciting because i am not evil. full stop. it is boring because i am a guy who must tell the truth all of the time, because he lacks privacy in the way which he does. i have been telling the truth, not wanting to do anything else but tell the truth, since i started to communicate out loud in 2002. i have also never lied when communicating on the internet. i have gone way, way out of my way to always tell the truth, about everything in my life, and people mock me for it. all of this crap isn't important, because i am not evil or dishonest. it can become a way for people to gossip about something, wanting others to think that they are more important or interesting than they are.

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i am very sorry if this information confuses you. it is an unusual situation, so please grant me some latitude.  i know that everyone is tired of my internet work. i am tired of it, too. sorry that people have to be stuck in the middle of it. i wouldn't have felt the need to communicate about it if a few people were not obviously, blatantly lying about it, trying to create division in the community.

here is a houston, texas police report which i created on 12/01/2016.
the incident number is: 1528227-16
the officer's name: E. Estep
unit #: 20G52N

i would like to create another report, or add to the existing report. i think that people could think that they have a better chance of getting away with murdering me if there is already an existing report. go figure. the report is filed under some mental health category which shouldn't be filed under mental health.  i would like for both local houston media and national media to get involved in this.  i know that you know about this situation.  i am wanting to communicate with a media investigation person here in houston.

this black man and mexican girl who people know about are desperately trying to fool people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, trying to make them think that i did something really wrong in the past when i didn't. they have the bad heart. they have the evil intent. they mix stupid, unimportant things together in order to try to make people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, think that something is important, or that i have an attitude problem, when it isn't important, and when i i don't have an attitude problem. they are nervous about their current life and future lives. they also want people to know that they are evil, because they are trying to make people defend me, so that they can say that the people who defend me are evil or fake.

i feel like i am stuck with evil druggies in the dope scene, even if the people who are betraying me and the community aren't actually using drugs. that is what these people make me feel like. it is like they are shady people who fuck people over for dope, or money so that they can get dope, in order to try to make themselves feel better, or so that they can be around people who they can get something from. it is a few of the 144,000 who have personal problems or identity problems. they want people to think that they are interesting or special, but are confused about how they do or don't relate to me, or what people think about them when compared to me. they want to have fun but have trouble. they shouldn't interfere with my ability to have fun. i feel for them, but it doesn't give them an excuse to blatantly lie or harm others. i hope that it works out for them. maybe it will. i hope it does.

this black man and mexican girl who i refer to in the beginning of this section of this website are trying to bully the government. it has a weird ego problem. sort of like an animal. i think negative alien. i wish that the government and/or police would issue an official public statement about this situation, or the situation which i know that they know about. this creature (singular, even though it is definitely 2 different people) assumes that i will never get official government protection. it assumes that nobody will have official government protection. it thinks like a criminal. actually, it is criminally insane. scary. weird.  please help. the government needs to protect itself. the government needs to protect the community.  i have read about negative aliens, and this seems to match. psychopathic. it lacks empathy. predatorial.

i have been trying to defend myself and the community when i am defenseless. that is why it looked weird, excessive and obnoxious.  it creates the impression that i am not as confident as i am.  ignorant people can't imagine how evil, childish, perverted and sadistic the people who are acting aggressive are.  they want others to know that they think that it is fun to irritate a unique person in public.  i don't think that i will ever really be happy again, even though i am a cheerful person by nature.  i am not stating this because i am a weak or negative person, but because the very few people who are being unnecessarily aggressive have demonstrated that they have weird mental problems, or anti social personality disorders.

i wish that the police or government would make an official public statement about this situation, or the fact that people have testified that i am being stalked and harassed.  i believe that a statement would act as a deterrent.  the very few people who are being unnecessarily aggressive believe that no one will ever make an official public statement about me, acting as if they are showing me some respect, or as if they trying to protect me.  ignorant people don't understand how weird and cruel this is for me and others.  i believe that if an official public statement was made about situation, that the people who are stalking me and the community would lose interest in continuing to do the same thing. like children who need to be disciplined.  

agaln, i begin to look weird and obnoxious, because i am trying to defend myself from creepy, evil, very very mean weirdos when i am defenseless.  i have been trying to defend myself and others.  do you understand? ignorant people don't understand how weird and cruel this is for me and others.

don't expect me to really be able to lead, when you don't officially, publicly acknowledge or recognize what is actually happening, or that i am actually here.  i want to lead, or to work as an assistant.  are you implying that i have to do it with one arm tied behind my back?  or two arms tied behind my back?  do i have to prove something?  what would you want me to do, when people really don't give me a chance to do much at all?

what do i mean? no official, public statement about me.  

sometimes i feel like a child who the parents didn't want, who was placed in a garbage dumpster to die.  it seems like no one wants the responsibility, or that people are afraid of responsibility, or that they are insecure.  for God's sake, why?!  what happened to Hallelujah? 

you are also not giving other people a chance to do much at all.  no public pressure to coordinate, documenting and studying this phenomenon.  no accountability, not for me either, which would benefit the community as a whole.  

1.  documentation
2.  science
3.  law 

i think that it would be good if people put faith in me, the community, and God.
put people on the honor system.

i believe that christ return is related to 6,480 years, or 1/4 of the zodiac.  related to divine intent, or a shift of elements of zodiac.  actually, a shift of circuits (4 cardinal, or 4 fixed, or 4 mutable signs).  similar to 144 x 42 = 6,048 years, or 144 x 41.67 = 6000.48 years.  difference between 6,480 and 6,048 or 6000.48 were not typographical errors.  still related somehow to 6000 years + 1000 years, or 7 God days.  refer to work in the 'brainstorm / science' section of this website. if this theory is correct, it might be a more practical manner of understanding christ, and how to predict future change.  it would be good to able to understand how this christ phenomenon consistently works.  

https://astrostyle.com/astrology/cardinal-mutable-fixed-signs/

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please go to the 'important 3' section of this website. click on photographs and read comments.

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i also went to george h. w. bush's office in 2011, not high on drugs, confused, scared, listening for his voice, imagining that he was trying to make some type of arrangement at the united nations for my protection.  ignorant people would believe how weird this situation has been, mostly because of how their was evidence that i was in constant 24/7 activity with people, and also because of the unusual physical contraction communication which i receive, or can receive, with me earlier not understanding who was delivering it, or why.  i had been sober from illicit drugs for 4 years, since 2007, prior to going to george h. w. bush's office in 2011.  i continued to abstain from illicit drugs for another 8 and 1/2 years.  i broke down and used methamphetamine on one occasion at the very end of 2020, and then another time, on one occasion, a few months later in the beginning of 2021.  i cried after using both times.  i have not used since then and i know that i never would again.  i told my family and girlfriend about what i did, so as to make it impossible for me to do it again.  it wouldn't make me happy anyway.  it would just make me feel stupid and uncomfortable, publicly.  i also scared the middleman guy who i used to get it from off, after the last time that i used.  someone who i am in constant 24/7 activity with sent me a warning about how it was a problem, and i told the middleman guy about that in 2021 after the second time that i used, and i know for sure that he doesn't want to have anything to do with me.  i definitely wouldn't do it again because i am under the impression that people want to help me financially.  please don't judge me too much because i have used drugs in my past.  i did it because i felt sad and fed up of really weird crap, but i am doing much better now that i have worked since the fall of 2021, have worked on art and taken some good photographs, and am in a happy relationship with my girlfriend and family.  back to george h. w. bush's office in 2011.  i was and still am going through something very weird, with some people inflicting blatant harm on me.  i was taken to the houston VA hospital psychiatric ward from george h. w. bush's office by the houston police, and interviewed at the hospital by the secret service a few days later.  i have been interviewed by the secret service 3 times in my life.  the first time in 2011 after i went crazy, having left panic voice messages with the offices of john mccain and hillary clinton, scared, after i my blood had been intentionally infected when i was at a care facility.  i thought at that time that everyone knew about it, thinking that i was in activity with everyone, and that no one cared, and that something really evil was occurring within government and everywhere else. i hated the police, because of what happened to me in la grange, texas, thinking that i was being mocked and ignored by all police and all government.  i don't hate the police anymore.  the first interview with secret service was at my old home on tabor street conducted by a female agent named frohliche and male.  frohliche and a different male interviewed me at the houston VA hospital psych ward after the george h. w. bush 2011 office incident.  i was interviewed in 2014 by 2 different secret service agents, a male and a female, at my current home, who were associated with then texas governor rick perry's office, when i sent correspondence to i think 13 different government offices, with the use of the regular mail system, explaining the insanity of this world situation, trying to be euthanized at a hospital.  i wanted to be shown official respect in public before i was killed.  i also assumed that people who i am in activity with were also corresponding to offices, trying to make my death happen, because they knew that i was working on writing the correspondence.  i spoke i think 2 more times after the interview at my home with that female agent.  she seemed to be trying to figure out if i was a problem, but there was nothing more after that.  she gave me her name and number, but i don't think that i have it anymore.  i don't want to be put to sleep anymore.  my life is difficult, but i have made some progress.  i still wish that an official public statement was made about me, because i think that it would act as a deterrent against a few socially lame childish sadistic stalkers.  they stalk everyone.  they want people to know that it excites them to harm people emotionally.  it can be typical in public situations.  in a way i was more confused then, thinking that i was in constant 24/7 activity with everyone.  i thought that i was in constant 24/7 activity with everyone from 2008 to 2012.  before that i wasn't sure how many people it was.  i wasn't able to focus in on concept of 144,000 until later.  in the beginning, the thought of being in constant 24/7 activity with just a few people was confusing, because i didn't understand how we would work together, or how they would work with others, or what the social or work goal was.  the thought of it being everyone made more sense in my mind, for a while, because i felt like a more meaningful or understandable purpose or task was being fulfilled.  i began to think that it was everyone when i was betrayed and assaulted by the black woman who i am in constant 24/7 activity with at the grocery store in 2008.  i couldn't imagine that one of my own people would intentionally betray, harm me and the community in that way, so i began to think that i was in constant 24/7 activity with everyone, and that there was both good and bad people.  i stopped thinking that i was in constant 24/7 activity with everyone, after thinking it for 4 years, when i was being released from the harris county jail in 2012, after thinking that the government was never going to let me out of jail, realizing that most of what i had been thinking about my situation for years was delusional.  in other words, what i experienced mentally for the 4 months that i was in the harris county jail was so bizarre that i was finally able to snap out delusional thinking.  one of the offices i sent correspondence to in 2014, trying to be officially euthanized, was the white house, with president barack obama being there.  i get the feeling that my mail would have been stolen by black women who work in mail, because they had stolen it before, and because they would have wanted me to feel as if i was being ignored in the event that obama would have corresponded, with black women wanting to provoke my anger, wanting to make an unnecessary racial issue of it, trying to make me unpopular publicly.  this is the same reason that they infected my blood with something which targeted my digestive system; to confuse me and provoke my anger, publicly.  you would assume that i would have been corresponded with, officially from the white house, about suicide prevention.  i am not upset with the obamas.  i have great respect for them.  i was very very angry with them for some time in the past, when i was thinking that i was in constant 24/7 activity with everyone, including them, thinking that everyone was knowing that something absolutely absolutely horrifying was happening to me, and that no one cared.  i was eventually corresponded with about suicide prevention, after i started to send correspond electronically to the white house, after i correspondence which i sent with the use of the regular mail system.  another issue is that what good is it for me to have talked with someone about suicide prevention, when they either don't know about my real situation because no one who knows about my real situation has told them, or when they would know about my real situation, but act like they don't care.  i honestly have no desire anymore to die before my natural time, even when or if my life is extremely confusing.  i told people yesterday that i accomplished the mission, or the met the objective, but am still stuck in what could be compared to a war zone.

that information is very important for the public, including government.

i didn't want to confuse the spirit of the olympics closing ceremony, but we still had, or maybe have, some issues to work through.  the olympics wasn't or wouldn't be the only thing on my mind.  i didn't even think of the olympics yesterday when i worked.   

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i fine tuned comments in different files in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website. 

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i am going to try to coordinate with houston, texas channel 2 (NBC) news investigators, sending them an email after i type this.  i want to let people know what i am doing. I should not be wrongfully discriminated against, nor should anyone else in the community.  people should be able to feel as if they can communicate openly and candidly about what they know about me and this situation.  this is not an unusual situation.  apparently i am here all of the time, or frequently.  a blink of an eye to God.  not just 2 christs.  

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it important for me to state that i was able to give people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000), who are situated in places all around the world, who speak different languages, an opportunity to locate my website on the internet.  i translated my full name, as my full name would enable someone to locate my website, into the numbers corresponding to each letter of my full name, as the place values of each letter in the latin alphabet.  i explained many times by speaking out loud, and with body language, what i was doing, so i think that it worked.  i used google translate, with audio function when it was available, typing numbers spaced with commas, as the numbers corresponded to the place value of the letters of my full name, using the latin alphabet.  for example, a = 1, b = 2.  when the google translate audio function was not available for some languages, i was able to give people the information myself, verbally, using information from omniglot as a reference, and method of performing the conversion into numbers myself.  in other words, when i speak out loud, it is sensed by others who i am in constant 24/7 activity with.  interesting work.  God bless you...\

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i corresponded with houston, texas channel 2 television (NBC) investigates.  investigation ideas.  i made an online submission.  today is 8/11/24.

i am not implying that channel 2 must do something.
but some kind of response would put me at ease, thanx.

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when i went to george h. w. bush's office in 2011, it was late at night.  i did not go into the office building and talk with anyone.  the building was locked.  i thought that bush was inside of the building and that something weird was going on with different government security agencies, listening for voices. i stood outside the building, trying to understand what was going on, when nothing was going on inside of the building.  apparently the real building security called the houston police.  they took me to the houston VA hospital psychiatric people. 
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i sent this message to whitehouse.gov on 8/31/24.  sent to both president joe biden and vice president kamala harris, same message sent to each office, both president and vice president offices.


Mr. President.  I think that you know who I am, and something about the unique situation which I am in.  It is very difficult when I don't have any official public support.  People all over the world are being intentionally made sick every day by a few evil, childish, socially lame people, in order to try to make something about Christ seem unpopular.  The people who are being unnecessarily aggressive think that they can't survive if Christ, or people who are Christ like, are popular, because they think that people think that they don't have anything in common with Christ, or people who are Christ like, positive, honest, loving people.  They are thugs who think that they can bully the community with blatant, unintelligent ugliness, including bullying the government, assuming that the government will never try to protect the people or itself.  This isn't church, whereby typically the people who attend already have a humble, submissive, loving attitude toward God, and toward each other as a community.  The people who are being unnecessarily aggressive are childish, evil, socially lame losers, who don't have honest goals.  Sort of like homeless crazy people who need to be defended against.  They are like people who assault people with assault weapons at socials events which most people want to be happy events, wanting the people who are harmed emotionally to know that it excited them to do harm.  Please help get this on track for the world.  The people who are being unnecessarily aggressive are like obnoxious children who need order to be enforced.  It wouldn't take much.  I am not in any trouble with the law.  There should be a unified global understanding of my presence.  Otherwise, when i die, it will leave a void, or a vacuum, which I fear will be an international public security issue.  

My website is:  joshuaevanmishler-pinnacle1.com.

People who I am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000) know that i am sending this message.  Please try to help.  Thanx.

VP Harris.  I think that you know who I am, and something about the unique situation which I am in.  It is very difficult when I don't have any official public support.  People all over the world are being intentionally made sick every day by a few evil, childish, socially lame people, in order to try to make something about Christ seem unpopular.  The people who are being unnecessarily aggressive think that they can't survive if Christ, or people who are Christ like, are popular, because they think that people think that they don't have anything in common with Christ, or people who are Christ like, positive, honest, loving people.  They are thugs who think that they can bully the community with blatant, unintelligent ugliness, including bullying the government, assuming that the government will never try to protect the people or itself.  This isn't church, whereby typically the people who attend already have a humble, submissive, loving attitude toward God, and toward each other as a community.  The people who are being unnecessarily aggressive are childish, evil, socially lame losers, who don't have honest goals.  Sort of like homeless crazy people who need to be defended against.  They are like people who assault people with assault weapons at socials events which most people want to be happy events, wanting the people who are harmed emotionally to know that it excited them to do harm.  Please help get this on track for the world.  The people who are being unnecessarily aggressive are like obnoxious children who need order to be enforced.  It wouldn't take much.  I am not in any trouble with the law.  There should be a unified global understanding of my presence.  Otherwise, when i die, it will leave a void, or a vacuum, which I fear will be an international public security issue.  

My website is:  joshuaevanmishler-pinnacle1.com.

People who I am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000) know that i am sending this message.  Please try to help.  Thanx.

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the message above which i sent to the president and vice president of the united states doesn't mean that i am stuck up.  people don't have to go to church if they don't want to, figuratively communicating, but they should not get in the way of people who do want to go to church, figuratively communicating.

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No one could be blatantly, childishly, strangely stalked and bullied, like i have been and still am, and remain calm, given the situation.  not the pope.  not mother theresa.  no one.  in fact, it makes a person who is loving and caring even more angry than a person who isn't loving and caring.  some people are playing stupid because they don't want any real responsibility.
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a few (not all) black women are still trying to cover up the fact that they have been blatantly cruel and fake.  they didn't think in the past that i would eventually defend myself and the community online.  they try to cover it up, or pretend as if they are covering up their cruelty and fakeness, while actually at the same time intentionally wanting to be thought of as cruel and fake, trying to recruit.  they will be the blind (stupid) leading the blind (stupid).  they really don't care about their image and it is a real shame.  these few (not all) black women who do this don't care about being real and responsible, publicly.  they are lazy.  simple.  i state this not to insult, or to harm, or to hate, but to love, trying to get people to be real, trying to inspire.  don't waste your lives.  just because i had a love dream and they didn't, doesn't mean that i didn't.

why is northern trust bank, george h. w. bush's office, antarctica, thule.org, or paris hilton important?  honest, real, loving black people, or anyone else who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, know that none of it is important at all because i am not evil and because i wanted to help everyone.  everyone.  end of discussion.  

these few cheesy weird sadistic people including black guy and mexican girl keep assaulting me.  they want people to know that they know that i am innocent, and that it excites them to harm an innocent, defenseless unique white person, publicly, implying that they can get away with it.  it is absolutely sick.  i mean, what they are doing to me and other innocent people all over the entire world. 

just because i called a creepy obnoxious, weird, angry, childish, evil, sadistic black women a name in 2008 doesn't mean that i am a white supremacist.  she assaulted me knowing that i was innocent.  angry because i was more confident than her.  just because i don't like a few fake childish mean black women or maybe a few black people in general doesn't mean that i am a white supremacist, either.

just because i had a love dream, and they didn't, or couldn't, doesn't mean that i didn't.  get real.  leave me and other people alone.

i mentioned the year of the horse in 2 years, and how rats don't get along with horses, and then thought that some of these black women might try to use it as an opportunity to murder me, trying to fabricate some nonsense divine meaning.  i think that there is a good chance that i will be murdered sometime, anyway.  the people who would do it would want to imply that they humiliated me before they did it, when they wouldn't have.

I WISH THAT THE POLICE OR GOVERNMENT WOULD LET ME KNOW THAT THEY PUT OUT AN OFFICIAL, PUBLIC STATEMENT ABOUT THIS UNIQUE SITUATION; AN ATTEMPT TO CREATE A DETERRENT.  THERE IS EVIDENCE WITH TESTIMONY THAT I AM BEING HARASSED AND STALKED SINCE 2008.  IT IS EXTREMELY DAMAGING TO MY SPIRIT AND THE SPIRIT OF OTHER INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO ARE SITUATED WORLDWIDE.  SOCIALLY LAME, EVIL, CRUEL, PSYCHOPATHIC PEOPLE DO IT WHEN THEY THINK THAT THEY CAN GET AWAY WITH IT.  A FORM OF CHILDISH, WEIRD ANARCHY.  THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD SHOULD NOT FEEL ABANDONED BY GOVERNMENT.  IT PROJECTS WEAKNESS OF THE GOVERNMENT.  PLEASE TRY TO HELP.

WHY CAN'T PEOPLE FEEL AS IF THEY ARE ALLOWED TO PUBLICLY, SECURELY COMMUNICATE ABOUT A REAL PROBLEM WHICH MOST PEOPLE IN AMERICA KNOW EXISTS?  MANY PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORD ARE SUFFERING, AND THIS HAS THE POTENTIAL TO CREATE GOSSIP WHICH CAN ADVERSELY AFFECT WORLD, AND FUTURE WORLD SECURITY..

just because these fake cruel people are intentionally causing me to have to struggle horribly doesn't mean that they are the winners, or that God is on their side.  i am an innocent defenseless man who is basically being tortured every day by lame childish psychopathic people who want to try to humiliate me because i can be happy in a special way which they can't be, publicly.  why don't the police try to help me and other innocent people out?  the people who tell blatant lies about me, pretending as if they have a reason to assault me every day, are pretending as if i haven't already defended myself.  i have.  i have a confused past, but none of it matters at all because i am not evil, and because my intent was to help everyone.  they try to make me look defenseless because they think that they are defenseless for what they are publicly known to have done.  a few fake cruel black women (yes black women, i can state that you have been something negative for the community, and because you are, if you choose to continue to be.) and this black guy and mexican girl who i communicate about in the beginning of this section of this website.  ignorant people couldn't possible imagine how ugly their attitude is.  they hate being what they are, but pretend as if they like being what they are.

why would it be a problem to state, publicly, that some black women are very very mean, fake and childish, when that is obviously what they want to be known for?  seriously.  that is the image they want.  in america?  it is not the image i want or have.  they choose to play dumb and be lazy, and they shouldn't.  a few socially lame, thug like, low class black girls are trying to bully other black girls, or black people in general.  they have detestable, cheesy thug like, low class attitudes.  a few black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, WHO DON'T WORK, who have mental problems, who are obviously low class, who are trying to hustle, trying to bully and run people, are like thug black girls who sit in a jail cell.  it isn't going to work.  they spread their thug hustle all over black female america since 2008, being totally fake, implying that they are God and that i am not, trying to steal something from me.  they are a real danger to national security, playing stupid, childish games with computers and phones, racists.  guess what?  you can't have it.  as much as you want to have it, you aren't going to take it from me.  they are thug like, low class common thieves.  they think that they made themselves look bad, and then try to take everyone down with them.  you're not taking everyone down with you.  bye bye.  go away.  they don't give a damn about themselves, or other black people, or anyone.  irresponsible.

people wouldn't believe what kind of emotional pain in am in every day.  no law.  like a 3rd world country.  people who have a savage mentality.  

sometimes i feel sorry for this black guy and mexican girl.  you can try to make friends with a wild animal, but it doesn't work  impossible. they are some kind of weird human mixed with animal.  their instinct is to attack people.

the black guy and mexican who i have communicated about in the first part of this section of this website are trying to trick ignorant people into thinking that they are not human, trying to create gossip all over the world.  at first they did want people to know who they were.  now they are trying to hide.  they fear being killed in this life, or in future lives.  they know that they can easily be identified because of the unusual issue they developed with their left eye.  they are not gods.  they are no more gods than i am a god.  i am a human on earth.

the few people who got themselves into social trouble over the year try to make it seem like if i honestly write something about the situation on my website, that i am fake.  then, if i don't honestly write something about the situation on my website, they imply that ignorant people could or should think that anyone else who honestly writes about the situation are fake.  the few people who got themselves into social trouble over the years actually hate the internet, but pretend as if it works for them, being fake.  they don't even care if people know that they are fake.  they want to imply that they have a reason to be lazy and uncaring.

go ahead.  be evil and obnoxious.  gang up on me and other honest people.  it just makes my job easier.

the black man and mexican girl are trying to put the 144,000 at odds with itself, trying to deceive people who i came into constant 24/7 activity with, after i translated my full name, or website address, into different languages around the world in the year 2024.  they are trying to avoid being killed in this life, or their future lives.

the mexican girl is lying to her parents, stating that someone else besides her is being aggressive with the physical contractions which she can create with the use of the concentration of her mind, trying to deceive her parents for inheritance money.  i told her a long time ago to come out and talk to me, actually communicating to me and everyone else something real and conclusive, and she did exactly what i didn't want her to do, digging herself into a hole.  ignorant people have no idea about how nice i was to this girl in the beginning.

the government should put out a unified official public statement about what they know about this situation, whether they feel comfortable about it or not.  try to protect people, including governments.  this creature (2 different people, yes, i am absolutely sure) is some kind of insane psychopathic sadistic creature which is attacking us, including trying to bully government.  it is animal like and trying to survive somehow.  i firmly believe that part of the rationale behind the design and construction of the pyramids at gizeh (egypt) is to keep this weird creature at bay.  please put out a statement, so that this creature doesn't think that it can get away with it, or dominate with brutality; psychological warfare.  it is like an animal which is caged, or being caged, and it thinks that as long as no official public statement is made, that it has a chance of getting away, not giving a damn about community harmony.  the military should know about this.  it is a form of biological warfare.

squared away.  high and tight.  outstanding.  high speed, low drag.  good to go.  hoorah.  pull chocks.
drive on. 

it won't do me or the world any good to not give me or other people responsibility, like it or not.  waste of my time and other people's time.  i have to know who i am in order for this to work correctly each time each time that i am here.  someone has to tell me.  this time i was able to figure it out on my own, eventually.  part of the way that i figured out who i am was in the summer of 1997, with people involving me in a church organization who knew who i was, but who didn't want to tell me who i was, i think because they thought that it would confuse me.  i was able to figure out later on that they knew who i was.  tell me who i am when i am about 10 years old.  it doesn't do the world any good for me to be here, and to not know who i am, and for people to not know about me.  it potentially creates security problems for the world because of gossip, or a lack or order, in the present incarnation, and in future incarnations.  people benefit when their minds and spirits are more engaged, even if difficult at first.  good parents give their children challenges, because they believe in them, also offering them moral support and guidance when in need.  good luck.  

i have been writing notes in my phone for a few weeks.

i don't want to communicate about any of this anymore.

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i copied important information from the 'for your information' section of this website, pasted it to close to the top of this section of this website.  link to great pyramid.  alpha draconis.  satan.  draconian.  information about archons.  you can also do search for archons and negative aliens.  i think that it is related.  

i think that if the government would make an official, public story about me, showing some support and confidence, i think that these things would back off.  i am not crazy.  they try to dominate with ugly psychological warfare and deception.  they assume that i will be fair game, along with everyone else who is made defenseless.

i also copied it here beneath.  it is close to the top and right here underneath this.


interesting article about great pyramid. cornerstone. chief cornerstone.
scroll down to part about alpha draconis.  thuban.  satan.  
this is very important.  i'm not crazy. 

https://www.blueletterbible.org/study/larkin/dt/32.cfm

alpha draconis.  constellation of draco.  draconian.  egyptian set (sat-an).  alpha draconis is called thuban (serpent) in arabic.

https://www.quora.com/What-is-the-mythology-behind-the-star-Thuban-Tell-me-everything-you-know

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thuban, head of the serpent, or large snake.  alpha draconis, look to our northern hemisphere.

binary star system.

historically represented the north pole, from the 4th to the 2nd millennium BCE.

in arabic, it represents the dragon.

in egypt thuban was very significant in the original alignment of the pyramids and stars before the earth's tilt and magnetic realignment.  pharoah kufu believed he would join the sun and thuban in death.

in sumerian and mesopotamiam lore, it was called tiamat.  tiamat the sea serpent, that existed even before the sky and sea had divided from each other.   a dragon of chaos that had to be tamed before brining in a new order.

in greek mythology hercules, jason and cadmus are all tasked by gods, to kill a dragon for different reasons, eventually placing a dragon in the sky to represent a trophy of cadmus.

habab is where satan get's connected to draco threw pagan arabic, muslim cultures, the light barer, bringing of morning, the morning star.

jujitsu comes from thuban, and was given to his half son oda nobunaga, as a gift to help conquer and unite japan.

the archons are a war bread race, hive minded, cybernetic, genetically modified constructs, that have become self aware are an now have the ability to war with higher dimensional forces by causing havoc in the system like a virus.  the fallen.

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type in bold above.

this is what i have been communicating about.  i have read something else about a hive mind from another source.  something about orion dragon queen.  i am guessing thuban, as it relates to alignment of the great pyramid, one of the 3 pyramids corresponding to the constellation or orion.  i read the term messeh, from which comes our term messiah or mashiach.  something about crocodile/reptilian.  i am reasonably certain that i, or a positive force, is to keep this entity at bay, cycle after cycle.  they seem to be more of an annoyance, rather than a real threat.  maybe the annoyance is a real threat.  they try to use deception and psychological warfare as a method of dominating, or survival.  criminally insane.  very strong survival instinct, but irrational or confused thinking, like an animal which is trapped, attempting to break free.

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it is just like they teach in church, that satan tries to stop you from being more, or as much as you can be in life.  i want you to be as much as you can be.  good luck and God bless you.  love.  

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Archon_(Gnosticism)

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the black man who i have already communicated about wants to hurt women because he thinks that they like me more than him, for good reasons.  he is a weird, weak, wimpy, insecure, evil black man, with a weird social problem, which he created for himself.  he has a weird sex problem.  this doesn't mean that i am a white supremacist or white national.

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the few people who have acted up, and who are still acting up, being unnecessarily aggressive, have weird mental and social problems.  a few of the 144,000.  they are like childish vandals.  they want to vandalize my spirit, and people's spirits as well.  they want me and other people to know that it excites them to be able to people.  they are just like childish vandals, who want to get so much attention for doing so little.

i wish that the NAACP would get involved, making an official public statement.

this is not condescending.

the one single black women who assaulted me at the grocery store in 2008 was a childish, evil, weird, angry vandal.  she has a mental problem.  i know what i am communicating about.  she wanted to vandalize my spirit, permanently.  she thought that she had an opportunity to get away with it.  it is a real shame, because so many innocent black women, or black people in general, have be negatively affected by her past and continued actions.  i am not happy about this.  she wanted me and others to know that she is a person who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000).

i am not a mean white supremacist or white nationalist white person.  i am not dishonest.  i am a person who cared, and who still cares about peace and happiness for everyone.  nothing will be lost.

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my intent was never to be divisive, or to create division, and honest people know this..  my intent to to create something unified.  i will try to stop utter childish obnoxious nonsense if i think that i have the ability to.  parents or school teachers will sometimes become angry or assertive in order to try to instill order, for everyone's benefit, and there is nothing wrong with it.  the problem is that i have no official, publicly sponsored authority vested in me.  not as a god, not as superior, but as an american citizen who should have basic rights.  people can pretend like they don't understand what has really happened, or what is happening.  don't lie about my character because you are the one who did something childish, stupid and socially irresponsible.

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please don't use that MHMR (Mental Health Mental Retardation) comment written by the la grange, texas police, dated 4/22/2011 ('important 2' section of this website), against me.  you are ignorant.  i am not insulting you.  there can be a tendency to pigeon hole by people who don't know about this situation as well as others, or by people who don't have an informed, objective understanding of my mental health history.  i am not schizophrenic.  i moved from houston, texas to la grange, texas in 2009.  i lived there from 2009 to 2011.  a few of the police in la grange, texas, who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, tried to murder me a short time after the report, a portion of which is in the 'important 2' section of this website, created on april 22nd, 2011, was made.  the police wanted to use that paperwork, and other paperwork which they intended to create, as a way of substantiating a murder.  they intended to try to make it look like i was involved in drugs, or that mexicans involved in drugs committed the murder.  this was at a motel in schulenburg, texas, the corner of the north side of interstate 10 and west side of highway 77, at the end part of april 2011.  i stayed at the motel because i was afraid of my old mexican neighbor, confused, thinking that i was in constant 24/7 activity with everyone, when there was no need to be afraid of my neighbor.  i thought that i was in constant 24/7 activity with everyone from 2008 to 2012, communicating frequently about every aspect of my life.  the few police officers who i was, and i think still am in constant 24/7 activity with knew that people who i actually am in constant 24/7 activity with wouldn't know if i was in constant 24/7 activity with my old mexican neighbor, or any person who he might have been associated with.  i wasn't involved in drugs or drug dealing, and when everyone knew that i wasn't.  i suspected my old mexican neighbor was involved in drug activity, and people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with knew this, but i honestly had, and still have no substantial proof that this was, or is true.  the mexican girl who can act aggressively toward the 144,000, described in the first part of this section of this website, knew and still knows that i was innocent of any wrong doing.  i think that money was the police officer's motive to murder me.  they were becoming more and more confused, unable to work at their jobs as time went on.  i have already corresponded with the fayette county sheriff about this.  i know much more about this situation that you think.  i don't believe that any of the few cops who were involved in that situation still work for the police force in la grange, texas.  not because they got in trouble for what they did, but because they probably had to quit their jobs back in 2011 for mental problem reasons.  they probably gave their boss some other explanation in order to try to cover their tracks.  i also believe that part of their motive was personal, because of their own personal, confused social problems which they created for themselves by having engaged in childish, unnecessary gossip about me.  i was not as mature, or hadn't made as much progress as i have now at that time.  the mexican girl who i am in constant 24/7 activity with knew and still knows that i was, and still am innocent of any wrong doing.  she stabbed me and anyone else who she knew would defend me in the back, trying to make it seems as if i was involved in something illegal, unethical, wanting to try to relate it to drugs, george h. w. bush and northern trust bank.  she tried to create a way for herself to wrongfully defame me, wanting to use the 144,000 as a type of media, stupidly trying to promote herself as messiah, and then have me murdered so that i wouldn't have an opportunity to defend myself, publicly.  i know what i am communicating about.  she didn't anticipate or know then that i would eventually defend myself on the internet.

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i know without a doubt that the mexican girl lied, and continues to lie to her parents about what she knew, and knows about la grange, texas.  she told her parents that she knew that i was innocent, starting in 2011, then changed her story to her parents after i got the police report from la grange in 2014, knowing even more that i was innocent.  i know what i am communicating about.  she thought that she could use the report as type of a alibi, like a dumb criminal, trying to confuse a crime scene, not wanting her parents to understand how unbelievably greedy, aggressive, rude and childish she is.  she thought that she could twist the truth, which she already understood before i got the report, against me and anyone else who she knew would defend me when she tried to have me murdered in 2015.  she thought that if she would make the 144,000 so sick with constant aggression, that someone would murder me in order to get rid of her.  she also wanted people to know that she took a sick pleasure in wanting to confuse my dog and family, while she tried to have me murdered.  she lies, stating to her parents that someone else is responsible for the aggression.  she doesn't give a damn about her parents or anyone else.  i wouldn't be surprised if she had created a facebook account with a fake profile, probably wearing sunglasses in her profile picture, maybe with a name which is similar in some way to 'aliyah girlie 30'.

both the black man and mexican girl who can act aggressively toward the 144,000 have vicious, violent mentalities.  they are also pathological liars, or criminally insane.  i understand why ignorant people would think that maybe i have a mental problem, or that i don't know what i am communicating about.  i really do know what i am communicating about.  these two people try to get people to communicate about them, and what they do, in order so that they think that they can use it as an alibi, or as a way of implying that no one could have anything on them, or do anything about it if they were responsible, because of how it is an unusual situation.  they think like criminals.  they like to flaunt being evil, wanting to try to intimidate others, but it really only acts as a stupid annoyance, not intimidation, only confining them to nothingness.  only ugly psychological warfare, which will never help them.  they really don't care about survival, or trying to survive.  they talk the talk, but don't walk the walk.  actually, thinking again, they don't even talk the talk.

this is definitely not meant as a insult or disparagement of blacks and mexicans in america.  i do not like the notion of white people, or whoever, insinuating unnecessary racial bias toward blacks and mexicans in america.

i don't want to communicate about this anymore.  i don't need to.

god bless you.

one more important issue about what happened in la grange, texas, is that i went back after i moved back to houston, texas, in 2011, to speak personally with my old mexican neighbor, several times, informing him that someone was trying to wrongfully defame me.  i also mailed him a copy of the police report which is in the 'important 2' section of this website, also having made a note with it, having read it aloud before i put in the mail.  mexicans don't want to harm me.  unfortunately, there are a few people who might try to make it look like something is more interesting or more important than it was, or is.

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i believe that i was initially charged with disorderly conduct and resisting arrest in 2002. the incident took place close to beaumont, texas.  that is jefferson county.  when i went to a bail bond place in downtown houston, not in trouble, about 8 years ago, to get a print out of my criminal history, i remember only seeing disorderly conduct.  i don't know if it is different on paper in two different counties, jefferson county (beaumont, texas) or harris county (houston, texas).  i never lie about anything, so it isn't important, or exciting, or interesting.  


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a few people who obviously lie about me and my past don't hate me because i am mean or dishonest.  they hate me because i am more popular than they are, or than they made themselves over the years.  a type of constant 24/7 public situation.  have some respect, and don't jump the gun.  be openminded.

whether people want to think or read about it or not, there are some weird, evil, childish, very mean people in the world.  i am not one of them.  ignorant people don't know me or the situation that well.  i am not insulting you.

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9/23/24

i went to a bail bond place in houston, texas (harris county) tonight to get another print out of my criminal history.  i see that there is no disorderly conduct charge.  i don't understand this, because when i obtained my criminal history from different bail bond place in downtown houston (harris county) about 8 years ago, not in trouble, there was a charge for only disorderly conduct in 2002.  this is what i remember, and i told everyone who i am in constant 24/7 activity with about it, right after i got the report, sitting in my car, looking at the print out for 10 or 15 minutes.  i assumed that the disorderly conduct charge was because of what happened in jefferson county, close to beaumont, texas, in 2002.  this is why i didn't understand what the charge was.  either disorderly conduct, or resisting arrest, or both.  i learned from the bail bond person tonight that a harris county bail bond place would not have any record for anything which occurred in jefferson county. 

the reason that i went to get my criminal history from a bail bond place about 8 years ago, not tonight,  was because when i was in the back of a police car about 8 or 9 years ago, being taken to the michael debakey VA hospital for mental health reasons, from my current home, not for a crime, i looked at the computer in the police car from the back seat, seeing that it was definitely my name, seeing two charges which i had never been charged with.  one charge was 'assault with a deadly weapon', and the other was some charge for drugs which i had never been charged with.  i told people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with about this then, stating it out loud, because i was confused about it, feeling as if it was a problem.  a few months later, i thought that i should go get a print out of my criminal history to see what i could find out.

i am going to try to get a print out of my criminal history from jefferson county tomorrow.  i already called a bail bond place, and they told me to call back in the morning. 

i intend to scan my criminal history for both harris county, texas, and jefferson county, texas, and upload to my website, placed in the 'miscellaneous files' section. 

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i don't need doctors and medication.  i need a little respect and love.  why should i communicate to a mental health doctor, publicly, who has not been officially informed about my real situation, which the public is definitely aware of?

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9/24/24

i spoke with the jefferson county, texas courthouse clerk today.  she informed me that they will send me my criminal history in jefferson county.  i have to send a $10 check through the mail first.

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the issue with the la grange, texas police and/or texas fayette county sheriff's department does not reflect poorly upon the police, in general.  it reflects poorly upon some of the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with.  i know with certainty that black females who i am in constant 24/7 activity with communicate with other black females, including police officers, or former police officers.

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in reference to my 2002 arrest in jefferson county, texas, for disorderly conduct and resisting arrest, a "police call" in the military is where many soldiers gather together in formation to search for rubbish, or to keep the environment safe.  FOD (Foreign Object Debris) is probably policed off of aircraft carriers, or places where aircraft are kept, by military personnel every day, maybe more than one time a day.  not limited to military aircraft.  my first Military Occupational Specialty (MOS) was as a helicopter mechanic (67V), having initially enlisted in the army reserves.  i liked the structure of active duty military, so i decided to be retrained as a legal administrative specialist (71D), having worked for the JAG (Judge Advocate General).

the police exist for a good reason.  it would be chaos without them.  they also act as a deterrent for crime.  they have a difficult job.  unpredictable situations.  show them respect.  

as a former solider, i know that repetitious training is very important.  competency.  proficiency.  practice.  confidence.  it is difficult to be able to train for every situation.  

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9/25/24

thule.org is back online.  i am glad that he is publishing his own work, himself.  

https://thule.org/

i initially researched thule, or thule society, because of a basic desire to learn and help people, only if i could help people, everyone, in a positive manner.  i got a file from an old friend who was not advocating white supremacy, which had something about the thule society in it (World War 2).  i think that it is named 'the omega file' now.  i have already communicated about this.  i have not read all of it, and i really don't have an interest in reading all of it.  my old friend was searching for information about the ark of the covenant because of several unusual experiences which he had with the supernatural.  he informed me that he search for 'ark', and found a file supposedly written by a person named 'arkel', which led him to the file.  i have already communicated these things with people, more than once, starting in the year 2002, when i began to communicate out loud with people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with.  i was, and am still not advocating white supremacy.  i had unusual experiences with the supernatural, starting in the year 1997, including communication from the black man which started in 1998, who i communicate about in the 'important 1' section of this website, who i did not know was an ignorant black man, who didn't know what he was doing, and still doesn't know what he is doing, thinking that he was some type of super government agent.  i had a good intent.  he knew that i had a good intent, but then changed his story later, after he thought that he got himself into social trouble by engaging in childish, unnecessary games.  he thought that he created a problem for himself, which really wasn't a problem, but because he is so childish and insecure, he cracked under pressure.  i've tried to be friendly with him.  he isn't friendly.  it took me about 3 or 4 years after the year 1997 to be able to think that maybe i was supposed to help, or that i could do some good in the world, after initial unusual isolation and confusion.  i didn't want to think that i was powerless, or that the community was powerless, or that i was condemned to a life of isolation and confusion, or that i couldn't do some good in the world, because of what i had, and still have in my heart.  god bless you.  

don't be fooled or discouraged by the propaganda of the 3rd reich.  this is not propaganda.  this isn't white supremacy.  this is a study group.  whites or blacks shouldn't think of it as unnecessary angry racial issue in america.  be openminded.

because of what happened to me, experiences with the supernatural, and various things which i read, and the way that it happened, i thought that maybe i was being told that i was supposed to be involved in something, in order to create something positive, for everyone.

i can't control everything.  i can promote something diverse and unified.  people knew what was in my heart years ago, when i would be alone, studying, talking out loud every week for years.  i'm talking out loud all of the time, always being as honest as i can be, because i have to be, also trying to figure things out.  i'd like to think that top and bottom can meet in the middle, and that there is definitely something more important than money.  good, long term management.  

my instinct on the day when i first went into the houston, texas, michael debakey VA hospital psychiatric department, in december of 1997, was to try to protect black people, having taken some actions, thinking that i was protecting them.  it was witnessed.  i was initially confused by an array of unusual experiences with the supernatural, and thought that there was more of a problem than there was, or is.  i was young and inexperienced.  take it in stride.

i never had, and still don't have, an intent to oppress anyone.  if the guy who i used to communicate with at thule.org would have every communicated about hating certain groups of people, i wouldn't have communicated with him anymore.  i assumed that everything was better or more important than it was back then, because of my unusual experiences with the supernatural, most of which was communication from the ignorant black man, who i didn't know was an ignorant black man back then, who would eventually stab me and other people in the back.  i honestly didn't get the impression that the guy at thule.org hated all people of color, or jewish people.  in a way it doesn't matter if he really does, because i am the one who doesn't hate all people of color, or jewish people.  i was not that close to him, and i'm not sure that we would get along well if communicating face to face.  why would i have made any inference of hating anyone, when i knew that i was in constant 24/7 activity with different types of people, and when i already knew that they knew that i had love in me, because of what i honestly, openly communicate all of the time?  i shared what i was doing with people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, as if we were experiencing and learning together, thinking that we were on the same team.  why would i have thought that anyone who i am in constant 24/7 activity with would think that i am a racist, or that i have hate in me, when obviously i didn't, or don't, because of what i constantly communicate?  a few black women turned fake and mean, panicking, after the incident at the grocery store, paris hilton incident, in 2008, going back into my past, trying to rewrite history for their own childish, evil, selfish social reasons.  they state that i am a money problem and a racist, with them lying about anything that they possibly could lie about, only because i called an creepy, evil, childish, sadistic black woman who stupidly attacked me in 2008, grocery store incident, a name.  i could have called her something which i think would have seemed worse.  i was trying to be funny about it.  another thing is that i have rights.  it doesn't matter if i research something, or communicate with someone, like anyone else could, because my intent was, and still is, in check.  i wouldn't be surprised if the u.s. government has already investigated me, or continues to investigate me.  that is absolutely fine with me.  that is what i would want, and also what i would want everyone to know about. 

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a few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000), who are childish, evil and unpopular, are desperately trying to get me to lose my cool on the internet, knowing that i have a good heart, and that i will try to protect people.

the few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000), who are acting up blatantly stupid, childish, evil, being unnecessarily aggressive, try to get me to try to protect the community from them, knowing that i will because they know that i have a good heart, making a sick joke about how i am defenseless, with them intentionally trying to create collateral damage, in order to try to make people not like me, or anyone who defends me, or acts like they like me.  there is a fine line between trying to eliminate a threat, and causing unnecessary collateral damage, harming innocent people.  i wouldn't fight in the way which i do, or have over the years, unless i already knew that 80% or 90% of the community is knowingly supporting me.  the other 20% or 10% will figure it out, hopefully.  if you don't want to do honest work, fine, but don't obstruct people who do, or who want to.

the few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000), who are being unnecessarily aggressive, evil, blatantly childish and disrespectful, are engaging in weird, pathetic, self destructive behavior.  they are psychopathic,  i think it is classified as anti social personality disorders.  total disregard for people's feelings.  they think that they have made themselves seem so unattractive, that they don't care about love, or fun, in general.  they should care.  they are obviously fixated on trying to make people who they think seem more attractive than they are seem unattractive, or miserable, being that their behavior indicates that they don't feel attractive, and that they are stating that they don't feel attractive.  their tactics won't work.  they don't seem to understand or care about how positive minds are stronger than negative minds.  they don't seem to care about sex, or more importantly love and peace, in general, and they should care.  a sweet compliment is always good.  

people who think that they can not do much or anything on their own, for whatever reason, weak minded, are trying to recruit people who they think are also weak, thinking and wanting others to think that they could do more as a giant, stupid, blind leading the blind group.  they wouldn't.  they don't even know what is happening, or what will be happening, or what the condition is, or what an objective would be.  the internet creates the illusion that people are grouped stronger than they are, or would be, without it.  it won't be around forever.  chill out, go home, and relax.  share with your neighbors.  do the best which you can.  it is all mixed together.
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a resolution which i want to believe is attainable, would be for the government to give official, public notification of a my presence, indicating that there is proof, or testimony, that there have been some social problems which were not necessary.  people don't have to worship me, or go to church if they don't want to, but i should be given a basic amount of social acknowledgement, and protection.  i believe that if i am given some official respect, that the very few people who are being blatantly childish and disrespectful will lose interest in continuing with that behavior.  the public would need to know that i knew that a public statement had been made, in order for it to work.  i vow to stay out of trouble, obeying the law, trying to keep a good attitude, studying, sharing relevant information, also keeping my attitude online in check.  amen.

don't assume that this is better than it really is, or will be.  i am able to keep it grounded when i am alive with a website, also because of good people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000).  i think that unless some official public respect is given to me, while i am alive, that it will not be good for the community after i die.  i predict that, after i die, that there will be a divergence of gossip, feelings, action, and continued actions in the community.  this will affect government in future generations.  i think that if there is an official general consensus, while i am alive, that i was, and should be respected, that there will be less confused gossip, and consequently more peace, or opportunity for peace.

the government or governments should not take a position like a child watching a cartoon, like i am the hero who slays the beast, against odds, and that i don't need any help.  the conflict which currently exists, which people are aware of, is doing, and will do serious, confused, long term social damage if i am not officially, publicly shown some respect.  you shouldn't realistically rely on me to create something positive, long term, if you don't want the public to think that you want to act like you care about trying to protect me from socially lame, childish, very mean, psychopathic people.  even if i don't communicate that there is a problem on my website, other people will communicate about it, and the negative gossip will last.  lead by example, respect and love.  the government or governments should not complicate this with unnecessary formality or unnecessary bureaucracy.  be friendly and humble.  come down to the people.  it will help. the government or governments should not project fear, or uncertainty, or indecision. 

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do you know what i really think?  i think that it seems like people are curious, and like they are inclined to try to set me up for failure, by never speaking with me in person, indicating in person, publicly, that they know who i am, giving me opportunity to shine, publicly.  it is a public situation for everyone but me.

i didn't know that i had to drag a wooden cross to golgotha, while being whipped and spit on, in order to prove that i am worthy of God.  the proof is in the figgy pudding.  i think that in general, people have been brainwashed about jesus christ, seeing movies about him, or being at church, thinking of a suffering christ upon a crucifix.  too somber.

i would rather think about life and happiness, rather than death and sadness.

if this is a government job interview, why doesn't some government person, or government personnel, come speak with me in person, publicly, asking me questions, so as to establish the matter?  

i am friendly.  are you friendly?  
i am trustworthy.  are you trustworthy?

you would expect me to do something for you, or to create something positive for you and the community, but you wouldn't even give me any real or official power, publicly, with it being a public situation for everyone else, except me.  power can be good, if a caring person has it. i care about helping the community and world leaders, and future world leaders, and future world leaders, etc.  

whether people realize it or not, i am fighting for your rights, and the spirit of christ.

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you shouldn't make it about my "popularity", rather than just giving me a little official acknowledgement, acting like you are trying to protect me, the community, and the government.  i should have rights, just like anyone else.  no unnecessary or prejudicial bias.

the bottom line is my criminal record, and i'm not in any trouble with the law.  i am also not a money problem.  just because i have honest ambition, which some people don't have, doesn't mean that i am a money problem.

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i am going to be myself, and true to myself.  i don't like the idea of people wanting to unnecessarily politicize me.
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there is the concept that christ is savior, but christ is also saved, or engaged, by the same process or system.
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it is really not about me setting an example of love and acceptance.  i have already, knowingly done that.  it is about you setting an example of love and acceptance.  it doesn't need to be political issue for the government.  it is a social issue, which will affect the government.  maybe that it politics.  or, make it a political issue so that it isn't a political issue.  be bold.  i think that if the government normalizes this situation, making it more about scientific phenomenon, not "religious" phenomenon, that it would help.

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a problem with this situation, being the way which it is, is that on one hand people can act like they know what is going on, and on the other hand they can act like they don't know what is going on.  there should be a basic amount of accountability.

hey ya'll.  you don't have to worship me, but it would be nice to feel welcome here.  it is a very difficult situation to be stuck in, with me not having a choice, so please have some compassion.  i didn't know this was going to happen to me.  my parents didn't have the intent to bring me into the world.  what would that mean about my intent?  i am trying to figure it out, just like other people are.  we can do it together.  i don't want to harm anyone, and i would appreciate it if you would show me a basic amount of respect, official, public.  it would help me cope.

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this shouldn't be like a job interview.  you should treat me like someone who was, or already is an employee, who is given a basic amount of deserved acceptance and respect.  sort of like what baptism is.  you wouldn't have to be baptized in order for God to love you.  not all cultures incorporate baptism into their faith practices.  does that mean that God doesn't love those people, or that He prefers christians over someone else, or that they are not saved?  no.  obviously it wouldn't.  christ is a process, not just a person, and there are different ways of thinking of the same thing, or different names for it.

i am a cheerful person by nature, but basically stuck in a weird state of confusion all of the time.  sort of like a soldier who has been in the field for a long time.  i can go from extreme to extreme sometimes, really because i am not being kept stable by the public. no open, public conversation about what is happening, plus really childish, creepy, weird, unwanted aggression from a very few unfriendly people.  they are socially lame.  i'm really not a cool, calm, collected celebrity personality all of the time.  as stated, i am constantly confused, and i want to joke and be happy, so it can go from extreme to extreme; hence, the wrestling video which i deleted.

i didn't watch the entire paul bearer wrestling video.  didn't understand it, either.  sorry if confused anyone.  it shouldn't be cryptic.  i'm fed up and i have a sense of humor.  i thought that it was so goofy that i didn't care.  my intent was to make people smile, or relax, and so it will work out ok.  i believe in myself, in general, so God is with you.

it is confusing and somewhat painful to think that my presence in the past, was, or is the root cause of conflict in the middle east.  i wish that an official, public story would be put out about me.  it wouldn't change everything quickly, but i think that it would be beneficial to long term social development.  there needs to be confidence, or validation vested in the system, in general.  kids will benefit later.  scripture, as an entire body of work, is the key.

part of the reason that i went to george h. w. bush's office in 2005 was to try to justify my own drug usage, knowing that i had a problem, wanting to believe, or implying that i had some authority to use illegal dope.  it was a form of denial, but it was also very confused because of unique situation, thinking that it seemed ok to use, because i knew that everyone knew that it made me feel positive, also giving me energy to study.  i think that it was also an admission of having a drug problem.  amphetamine is used to lift the mood in clinical studies.  another part of the reason that i went to his office was because i was having a fantasy about being able to work around people; fear of being stuck with really weird, confusing isolation, publicly, wanting to have a cool job with others.  i do have a cool job.  i want to get excited about other people and myself making a difference, together.

i had myself baptized when i was 16 or 17 years old.  interesting experience.

this makes me think of a game of 8 ball, billiards, and it wasn't a good break at the beginning of the game, and someone needs to knock the cue ball into the cluster of balls, to break it up and get things moving so that we can learn, even if it means knocking one of your "opponent's" balls into a pocket.  after all, it is about having fun, having a good game, not taking it too seriously.

i didn't sign up for politics, and definitely not dirty politics.

it must be exciting and interesting to talk about this unique situation with other people who indicate that they know about it.  i would like to do the same.  it would be fun for me to be able to feel like people were indicating that it is ok for me to get excited about being me, being able to work with others who indicate that they know who i am. otherwise, it really isn't fun, weird, and that doesn't help society, even though i am a fun person.

i don't like the idea of embarrassing the military, or anyone else, because of me being separated from the military early, even having been given a good discharge.  i had a substance abuse problem.  i still do, alcohol, but not a problem like when i was less mature.  if i would have been situated on an aircraft carrier, or in a submarine, or in the field most of the time, i wouldn't have had opportunity to get myself into trouble, like i did having a job in administration.  i am very proud of my military experience.
  

i edited some of the above.


criminal history record

i was mistaken when i thought that there had been a disorderly conduct charge on my harris county, texas, criminal history record, which i obtained in 2020. look at file. i found the print out which i got in harris county, texas, in 2020 (# 2). my memory was confused, because of thinking something about a disorderly conduct charge. i didn't understand how each county in texas generates their own criminal history report. enclosed are the 2 different harris county, texas, criminal history reports. one is from 2024 (# 1), another is from 2020 (# 2). the documents pertaining to my 2002 jefferson county, texas, arrest (# 3) are included. i don't understand why both resisting arrest and disorderly conduct are listed, but that the only charge which seems to be pertinent, or which was official, eventually dismissed, was resisting arrest. i don't understand what the (language) next to the disorderly conduct is, as it appears in the document from jefferson county, texas. i was as polite as i could have been to people who were in the gas station, and to the police, once the police arrived. i have already honestly explained what happened in the 'important 1' section of this website. things on paper can look much worse than they actually were, or are. i informed people recently (today is 10/4/24) that i had just last week, or 10 days ago, sent off for my jefferson county, texas, criminal history report. i don't understand why it is two charges, or only one charge, in jefferson county, texas. how could i resist arrest if i wasn't doing something to be arrested for? i am not disputing the charge(s). i don't understand it, and i really don't care anymore. it is old. i am a much different person now. i wouldn't be surprised if a few dishonest people try to use documentation about mental competency as a way of trying to get themselves out of social trouble, which they think that they have gotten themselves into since 2008, implying that i don't know what i am communicating about. or that they would do it to try to evade having any responsibility in this matter, generally. i was verbally assaulted by a black woman at a grocery store in 2008, who wanted people to know that she was a person who i am in constant 24/7 activity with. my mail has definitely been stolen or tampered with, numerous times. my blood was definitely, intentionally infected by a black nurse at a care facility in 2011, two or three days after i joked out loud in confusion and fear about the thought about being stuck in the arm with a dirty needle, trying to ward off any aggression, if i needed to.

2012 injury to an elderly charge / defense

if my step father and doctor at the houston, texas, michael debakey veteran's hospital psychiatric department would have known what was actually going on in my life, none of this would have happened. nobody told them. i don't think that anyone ever would tell them what is actually going on in my life, wanting me to know that they were informed. it is a sham. how could the government, or anyone else, know about this and be participating in it? it makes me feel awkward and unwelcome, constantly, publicly. it is also a potential security problem for my entire family, and the entire community, in general. my step father and i, and my entire family and i, are on very good terms now. i thought in 2012 that my step father was involved in a conspiracy to harm me, thinking that he wanted both me and others to think that he didn't care about me, thinking that he knew who i was, or what was going on, when he didn't, and still doesn't. i thought that i was in constant 24/7 activity with everyone from 2008 to 2012. i immediately snapped out of it when i was released from the harris county jail, being taken to rusk state hospital for mental evaluation. it has nothing to do with medication. i know what i am communicating about. i thought that i was never going to be released from the harris county, texas, jail, thinking that there were different factions of government fighting over what to do with me, or who had control over the situation. keep in mind that i thought that i was in constant 24/7 activity with everyone, constantly, thinking that people knew that there was a problem, and that it was creating a division between people who cared and people who didn't care. what i went through mentally for 4 months while being in the harris county, texas, jail, in 2012, was so weird and traumatic, that when i was being released to be taken to rusk state hospital, i was able to realize that much of what i had been thinking was delusional. that doesn't mean that all of it is delusion. i have witnesses as to what has really happened.

"culture" between ice ages / thule.org

objectivity, when considering the development of planet earth. one can also research 'ice age' in wikipedia. intro, glacials/interglacials, milankovitch cycle. there is going to be a problem with food in the future because of the weather. this is good information which i have. FEMA and the military (martial law will be instituted) should begin to coordinate now as if this issue has already begun, or as if it is an emergency. they could begin to store non perishable food and have planned distribution points. people should stop having children, or limit it to 1 child per mother and father if possible. don't panic. the problem is when people don't address issues head on, even if that means creating more work for themselves initially. it works out better in the long run if you don't BS around. people could coordinate and contact your u.s. representatives and/or the president or the united states. it would good if we could begin to coordinate something between the president(s), FEMA, the military and mayors of cities. i will contact my state representative and also the president with whitehouse.gov.

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volunteer number work # 1

past attempt to give scientists an idea which they could pursue on their own, with knowledge which they already possessed. i was attempting to make a breakthrough in physics, so that it could be applied to the study of the geomagnetic field, or weather. i am interested in pursuing part # 4 of this work, with a mathematics professor at the university of st. thomas (houston, TX), or other universities in houston, TX. i messaged the United States Geological Survey. i messaged another institution which studies cartography. NASA has a cartography and imaging sciences node which i can try to pursue. (1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8) 1, paired with 8 would correspond to 180 2, paired with 7, would correspond to 270 3, paired with 6, would correspond to 360 4, paired with 5, would correspond to 45 (half of 90), or 54 (like 540, or the equator) all pairs equal 9, when added together. 8 bits in a byte? 8 relates to 8 directions, or a cube. (quadradic equations) 1, paired with 2 = 3 3, paired with 4 = 7 5, paired with 6 = 11, 1 + 1 = 2 7, paired with 8, = 15, 1 + 5 = 6 that generates the essential digits of both 36 and 72. the angles of 36 and 72, relate to pentagonal geometry, and/or the golden ratio (1.618). 72 + 36 = 108. https://images.search.yahoo.com/search/images;_ylt=AwrOrrMUrwdkfY8BfzZXNyoA;_ylu=Y29sbwNncTEEcG9zAzEEdnRpZAMEc2VjA3Nj?p=36+72+108+pentagonal+geometry+quadratic+equation&fr=mcafee https://byjus.com/maths/golden-ratio/#:~:text=The%20golden%20ratio%20is%20approximately%20equal%20to%201.618.,solution%20to%20the%20quadratic%20equation%20x%202%20-x-1%3D0. leave the 3 by itself, add the center 2 digits of 7 and 2, = 9, leave the last digit of 6 as in 396, or earth radius of 3960. 36, or 360, is the triangle of 8. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 = 36. 32 points on a compass. therefore, 8 = 1/4th, or 90 degrees. 360 minutes is 1/4th of a day, or 90 degrees. if 8 correspond to radius, then 16 would be pole to pole, or diameter. 3 diameters determine a sphere. 16 + 16 + 16 = 48. Ptolemy and 48 constellations? the almagest. now i think that they say that there are 88 constellations. i know that 48 is the first number with 10 divisors. 10 can be 1 + 2 + 3 + 4, or x + y + z + time. i am not just coming up with this on my own. 16 would also be 180 degrees (or latitude). 32 or 16 x 2, would be longitude (360 degrees). 32 points on a compass. 16 x 16 x 16 = 4,096, which can be viewed as just 496. 496 is a perfect number, e.g. perfect numbers, imaginary numbers, pure numbers, etc. i studied numbers for a few years, i know what i am communicating about. a 4 digit number can be organized into 3 variations of pairing of 2 digits. first 2 digits to left of number paired / second 2 digits to right of number paired, first digit with third digit / second digit with fourth digit, inner 2 digits paired / outer 2 digits paired. another thing about 16 (latitude) and 32 (longitude), or 48 together, or 48 as 3 separate diameters, is that 16 x 32 = 512, which is 1/2 of 1,024. 1,024 is significant with regard to computer science. 512 is also 8 x 8 x 8, so perhaps 8 can represent an axis, or diameter, instead of 16 representing the diameter. rate doubling or reducing by 1/2? related to geometric progression? cartography, and measurement of space/time, is similar to computer science. don't know if it could apply, but you can also think about 7.5 compared to 8 (7.5 rounds to 8). 10,800 minutes is pole to pole (latitude), because 1 degree of latitude = 60 minutes of latitude. therefore 180 (distance from pole to pole) x 60 = 10,800 (minutes). 10,800 (minutes), divided by 1,440 (# of minutes in one day) = 7.5 (days). therefore, you would have 7.5, 7.5, 7.5 (3 axis), instead of 8, 8, 8. the figure of 7.5 might correspond to 16 (latitude) (or 7, because 1 + 6 = 7) and 32 (longitude) (or 5, because 3 + 2 = 5); hence, 7 and 5, like 7.5. anyway, it would be a difference of .5. .5 + .5 + .5 = 1.5, or 15, or 60, even though i can't explain why you can go from 15 to 60, other than 1+ 5 = 6 or 6 + 0 = 6. positional value or absolute value, (physics/geometry). also, 15 (or 60) is the triangle of 5, or in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 = 15, so it would be 60/60/60, consistent with concept of 3 axis. a triangle is 180 degrees, like 60 + 60 + 60. i think that it is related, with gematria (geometry) value for the name Jesus is 888. Christ is 1,480. one way which 666 can be applied to earth measurement, or space/time, is that 10,800 (pole to pole/latitude), as mentioned above, would be 21,600 if 360 degree around earth. 216, like 21,600 is 6 x 6 x 6. 1/12th of the zodiac is 2,160 years. or, that could be 18 (6 + 6 + 6, as in 216, as 6 x 6 x 6) x 12 (houses of the zodiac) = 216, or 6 x 6 x 6. like i stated above, a 4 digit number can be paired up into 2 sets of 2 digits in 3 ways. 1, 2, 3, 4 (1 + 2 + 3 + 4 / x + y + z + time) when pairs are added together, it will create 2 numbers. - 3 and 7 - 4 and 6 - 5 and 5 37 x 64 = 2,368 (or the greek value for Jesus Christ / 888 + 1,480). i did this work on my own; meaning, the evaluation of 1, 2, 3, 4. there is a link in the 'for your information' section of this website about the number 10, or the significance of 1 + 2 + 3 + 4. decimal system. i doubt that i can help science progress. i think that this type of study was done a long time ago, and has since been sort of forgotten about. i think that it might be a new manner of analysis, but not that it will help science progress. maybe it would help science progress, if a correspondence, or correspondences, would be made between previously unrelated phenomenon . something else which i corresponded about in the past, was, or is the fact that a geometric progression, e.g. 1:2::2:4, 2:4::4:8, 4:8::8:16, will consistently generate a pattern, when the first 2 digits of each set are added together until a single digit is derived, compared to the last 2 digits of each set, when added together until a single digit is derived. it reveals 3::6, 6::3, 3::6. 6 is the triangle of 3. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 = 6. i think that this reveals something about a function of the hebrew alphabet. the term 'gematria', which relates to each letter of the hebrew alphabet, in addition to how each letter has a numerical value, means 'geometry'. hence, geometric progression. 231 (or just 6, because 2 + 3 + 1 = 6) is the triangle of 21. 21 is the triangle of 6. 3 is the triangle of 2. 300 (or just 3) is the gematria value of the 21st letter of the hebrew alphabet. there are a total of 22 letters. there are 231 ways to connect or interrelate the 22 letters, with 231 being the triangle of 21, not 22. something about the letters 'alef' (1) and 'tav' (22) being united, or in a sense, overlapping. alpha (first) and omega (last). one of the 14 gematria numbers in the 'greatdreams' link, in the 'for your information' section of this file = 3168 (lord jesus christ). that can essentially be 36 (like 360) and 18 (like 180). space/time. longitude = 360. latitude = 180. 36 x 18 = 648 (with there being 864 or 86,400 seconds in one day) / that is not a typographical error / it is an example of numerology / the important issue is that it equals 9 36 + 18 = 54 (with 5400 being 90 (pole to equator) x 60 (minutes) it is only one example of how the 14 numbers relate to scientific phenomena. __________________ some number work which i did about 15 years ago. i would like to follow up with a math professor. i intend to take this, and other work on this website, to a math professor, to try to learn how to communicate with someone who knows 'number theory'. 96, divided by 5 = 19.2 69, divided by 5 = 13.8 19.2 + 13.8 = 33.0 (or) 1.92 (a decimal harmonic of 19.2) - 1.38 (a decimal harmonic of 13.8) = 0.54 i think that the figure of 33 relates to a type of calendar. i know that it is related to pentagonal geometry. also, when considering the figure of 0.54, as it can relate to the measurement of the equator. 32 x 3 = 96 / 32 could also be conceived of as 63, as 1 + 2 + 3 = 6, and 1 + 2 = 3 23 x 3 = 69 / 23 could also be conceived of as 36, as 1 + 2 = 3, and 1 + 2 + 3 = 6 32 x 6 = 192 23 x 6 = 138 32 points on a compass. i think that it relates to trigonometry. take note of difference between 96/69 and 192/138, when multiplying by either 3 or 6. consider geometric progression of 3/6/3/6/3, etc. also 3 = 6, as 1 + 2 + 3 = 6. 3 can indicate a triangle or circle. one more issue with 192 and 138: 192 192 138 138 the outer digits of 1 and 2 in 192 add to create the center digit of 3 in 138. the center digit of 9 in 192 is formed when adding the outer digits of 1 and 8 in 138.

volunteer number work # 2

past attempt to give scientists an idea which they could pursue on their own, with knowledge which they already possessed. i was attempting to make a breakthrough in physics, so that it could be applied to the study of the geomagnetic field, or weather. something else which i corresponded about in the past, was, or is the fact that a geometric progression, e.g. 1:2::2:4, 2:4::4:8, 4:8::8:16, will consistently generate a pattern, when the first 2 digits of each set are added together until a single digit is derived, compared to the last 2 digits of each set, when added together until a single digit is derived. it reveals 3::6, 6::3, 3::6. 6 is the triangle of 3. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 = 6. i think that this reveals something about a function of the hebrew alphabet. the term 'gematria', which relates to each letter of the hebrew alphabet, in addition to how each letter has a numerical value, means 'geometry'. hence, geometric progression. 231 (or just 6, because 2 + 3 + 1 = 6) is the triangle of 21. 21 is the triangle of 6. 3 is the triangle of 2. 300 (or just 3) is the gematria value of the 21st letter of the hebrew alphabet. there are a total of 22 letters. there are 231 ways to connect or interrelate the 22 letters, with 231 being the triangle of 21, not 22. something about the letters 'alef' (1) and 'tav' (22) being united, or in a sense, overlapping. alpha (first) and omega (last).

volunteer number work # 3

past attempt to give scientists an idea which they could pursue on their own, with knowledge which they already possessed. i was attempting to make a breakthrough in physics, so that it could be applied to the study of the geomagnetic field, or weather. something else which i corresponded about in the past, was, or is the fact that a geometric progression, e.g. 1:2::2:4, 2:4::4:8, 4:8::8:16, will consistently generate a pattern, when the first 2 digits of each set are added together until a single digit is derived, compared to the last 2 digits of each set, when added together until a single digit is derived. it reveals 3::6, 6::3, 3::6. 6 is the triangle of 3. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 = 6. i think that this reveals something about a function of the hebrew alphabet. the term 'gematria', which relates to each letter of the hebrew alphabet, in addition to how each letter has a numerical value, means 'geometry'. hence, geometric progression. 231 (or just 6, because 2 + 3 + 1 = 6) is the triangle of 21. 21 is the triangle of 6. 3 is the triangle of 2. 300 (or just 3) is the gematria value of the 21st letter of the hebrew alphabet. there are a total of 22 letters. there are 231 ways to connect or interrelate the 22 letters, with 231 being the triangle of 21, not 22. something about the letters 'alef' (1) and 'tav' (22) being united, or in a sense, overlapping. alpha (first) and omega (last).

volunteer work # 4 / quadratic graph

past attempt to give scientists an idea. i assume these matrices will reveal an understood geometric graph, when plotted. golden ratio? 4 x 4 = 16, x 4 = 64. 16 x 64 = 1,024, which is significant with regard to computer science. it could also be 7 (1 + 6) x 4, or 28 as a perfect number. 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 = 28. 1 axis rotation, counterclockwise, from normal x, y, z perspective.

volunteer work # 5 / quadratic graph

past attempt to give scientists an idea. i assume these matrices will reveal an understood geometric graph, when plotted. golden ratio? 4 x 4 = 16, x 4 = 64. 16 x 64 = 1,024, which is significant with regard to computer science. it could also be 7 (1 + 6) x 4, or 28 as a perfect number. 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 = 28. 2 axis rotation, counterclockwise, from normal x, y, z perspective.

volunteer work # 6 / quadratic graph

past attempt to give scientists an idea. i assume these matrices will reveal an understood geometric graph, when plotted. golden ratio? 4 x 4 = 16, x 4 = 64. 16 x 64 = 1,024, which is significant with regard to computer science. it could also be 7 (1 + 6) x 4, or 28 as a perfect number. 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 = 28. 3 axis rotation, counterclockwise, from normal x, y, z perspective.

sagittarius / microsoft encarta 96'

2018 paycheck stub / pappasito's mexican restaurant

it was an attempt to commit peaceful suicide. i intended to try to overdose with xanax, so i needed money to purchase xanax from an online canadian pharmacy. peaceful death. i don't want to attempt to commit suicide anymore. it would create long term confusion for the community, being a win for some ugly attitude bully creeps, and it would also be very bad for my family and girlfriend. the mexican girl who can act aggressively toward me and the community in general intentionally obstructed my ability to work at the restaurant in order to try to give herself an alibi, or a way of lying her way out of the bad social situation she had created for herself. she thought that ignorant people would think that she wouldn't do that, wanting to keep me alive. she also didn't want ignorant people to think that i have honor, or that i cared about people's peace. i do care about people's long term peace. i am not a weak man. i wanted to get this mexican girl away from everyone, protecting them. she is acting aggressively toward the entire community, wanting to bully people. it is not just bullying. she wants people to know that it excites her to harm people emotionally. weird psychopath.


i am brainstorming. does a scientist want to help? i'll come back to this. please don't hesitate if you have an idea, or know how to work on this. people should be willing to work with me like i was any other person. no unnecessary bias.

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i think that the observation that 1,296,000 (a circle of space / 360 x 60 x 60) being 50 x 25,920 (# of years in the zodiac) may be a science break though.  space/time.  

- 144 years is the difference between 25,920 years (length of one cycle of the zodiac/72 years x 360 degrees) and 25,776 years (length of one cycle of the zodiac/71.6 years x 360 degrees). the actual rate of precession is 71.6 years per degree. relates to christ + 72 or christ + 144 (72 x 2).  

one half of one day is 720 minutes, or 43,200 seconds.  432 is the square root of the speed of light.  scale of great pyramid to earth is 1 : 43,200.


- 144 years x 50 cycles of zodiac (144 x 50) = 7,200 years. emphasis being 72
- 25,920 years (length of one cycle of the zodiac) x 50 cycles of zodiac (25,920 x 50) = 1,296,000 years
- 1,296,000 is a circle of space (360 x 60 x 60)
- there are 1440 minutes in one regular day
12,960 is one half of the zodiac in years, or 50%.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=circle+of+space+1%2C296%2C000


i first got the idea to multiply the zodiac by the number or concept of 50 because of information which is contained in the Gal Einai institute description of the hebrew letter 'nun' ("50 years to counsel"). i read this, and then thought about a book which i have called 'Fingerprints of the Gods', by Graham Hancock. in this book is information about how 1 cycle of the zodiac can be referred to as "a great year" or "a great return".

"50 years to counsel"
https://inner.org/hebleter/nun.htm

great year or great return
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/egipto/fingerprintgods/fingerprintgods08.htm#Chapter%2031%20-%20The%20Osiris%20Numbers

50 is a pure number. there are different types of numbers, like imaginary numbers, perfect numbers, pure numbers. 12,960 is 1/2 of the zodiac in years.  similar to 1,296,000 (50 x 25,920), or 360 x 60 x 60.

- pure number/dimensionless quantity

https://physics.stackexchange.com/questions/686381/is-there-a-difference-between-a-pure-number-and-dimensionless-quantity

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dimensionless_quantity

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_dimensionless_quantities

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50 is a pure number.The letter 50 corresponds to the pure number 50.But, percent is a "unit."
In theory, any pure number can have units added to it, and there's nothing that would prevent those units from being percent.But, again, the letter nun corresponds to the pure numberform of 50.On Sat, Jun 24, 2017 at 9:04 AM, joshua evan Mishler <mishler2002@hotmail.com> wrote:

does the number of 50 as it relates to the hebrew letter 'nun' signify 50 percent?

j / m

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i think that this observation is also important.

- 1 God day = 1000 years. 1000, divided by 24 hours = 41.67 years per hour. rounds up to 42.

144 hours (1 hour = 41.67 years) x 41.67 years = 6,000.48 years. there are 86,400 seconds in one day. 86400 same digits as 6000.48. example of numerology. emphasis on the year 6000, or 6000.48 years. 144 x 42 (41.67 rounds up to 42) = 6,048. same digits. 6 regular days x 24 hours = 144 hours.

1/4th of the zodiac in years = 6,048 years (25,920, divided by 4 = 6,048 (same number as both 6000.48 [41.67 x 144] or 6,048 [42 x 144]).

adding the 2 digits to the left of 41.67 until a single digit is derived = 5
adding the 2 digits to the right of 41.67 until a single digit is derived = 4

so 5.4, like 54 or 5400 (90 x 60) / latitude


thinking of the extra 0.48 of a year

- .48 x 41.67 = 20.0016
- .48 x 42 (41.67 rounds to 42) = 20.16


- .48 x 144 = 69.12 (same digits as a circle of space / 1,296,000 / 360 x 60 x 60)


- difference between 41.67 and 42 = .33. difference of .33 causes a consistent shift of 2 decimal places or 2 zeros. 33 year calendar? "life" of Christ? 100, divided by .33 = 303.03030303


- thinking of your work about difference of 242 years (this was part of an email which i sent to guy who i learned about 242 years and year 6000 from)

242 (years), divided by 42 (41.67 rounds to 42) = 5.761904761904762. difference between 5.76 and 6 (or 60/cycle) is .24 (like 24 hours in a day). difference of 6 earth days (5.76 rounds to 6), or 144 earth hours. it looks like the difference or significance of 242 years is related to 1 "week". 6 or 6 days or 60 (cycle).  it seems like it is measurements of time which are like like the metric system.  1000 or 100 or 10 or 1.   gradually smaller, consistently organized measurements.

144 x 24 (with 24 being the inverse of 42) = 3,456
144 x 42 = 6,048


6,048 - 3,456 = 2,592 (with 25,920 being one cycle of the zodiac in years / 360 [degrees] x 72 [years per 1 degree])


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- 96, divided by 5 = 19.2 / you divide by 5 because 15 or 6 (1+5) or 60 is the triangle of 5 (1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 = 15)
- 69, divided by 5 = 13.8 / you divide by 5 because 15 or 6 (1+5) or 60 is the triangle of 5 (1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 = 15)


- the importance of 96 and 69 is the importance of 32 or 23 / 32 points on a compass. trigonometry. 23 as figurate with 32.

- 32 x 3 = 96
- 23 x 3 = 69


- 15 + 60 = 75
- 60 minutes of latitude = 1 degree of latitude, therefore 180 (pole to pole/latitude) x 60 = 10800, divided by 1440 (# of minutes in 1 day) = 7.5 , (7 + 5 = 12, 1 + 2 = 3).
- 1 = latitude (odd), 2 = longitude (even) / 1 + 2 = 3 representing triangle or trigonometry


- 19.2 + 13.8 = 33
- 1.92 - 1.38 = .54 (54 = ½ of 108, with 108 relating to pentagonal geometry) / 5400 is a measurement corresponding to measurement from pole to equator (90 x 60).
- .54 x 7 (7 days of week) = 3.78
- .54 x 8 = 4.32 (with 432 being the square root of the speed of light)
- .54 x 6 (6 days of week) = 3.24 (same digits as 432, or 8 x .54)
- some relationship between 6, 7 and 8. 8 transcends 7. 1 week, or 144 (light)
- 3.24 (6 [days] x .54) + 3.78 (7 [days] x .54) = 7.02. emphasis on 72, or rate of precession (72 [years] x 360 [degrees]



- 19.2, divided by .2 = 9.6 (9.6 = 3.2 x 3) / focusing on 3.2, 3 + 2 = 5, pentagonal geometry (golden ratio), multiplied by 3 (1. x, 2. y, 3. z / trigonometry)
- 13.8, divided by .2 = 6.9 (6.9 = 2.3 x 3) / focusing on 2.3, 2 + 3 = 5, pentagonal geometry (golden ratio), multiplied by 3 (1. x, 2. y, 3. z / trigonometry)


- 19.2, divided by .3 = 6.4 (or 10 because 6 + 4 = 10), space (6) / time (4)
- 13.8, divided by .3 = 4.6 (or 10 because 4 + 6 = 10), time (4) / space (6)


10 could be illustrated as 5 + 5, and not 6 + 4 or 4 + 6


2 represents 10 (2 x 5) (6.4 or 4.6 = 10 / 6 + 4 or 4 + 6 = 10) / 10 = 1 + 0 = 1
3 represents 15 (3 x 5) (9.6 or 6.9 = 15 / 9 + 6 or 6 + 9 = 15) / 15 = 1 + 5 = 6


10 + 15 = 25. 25 can be illustrated as 5 x 5 (pentagonal geometry/golden ratio/pentangle facing up, pentangle facing down within the pentangle facing up)


i think that the 2 corresponds to longitude (90 to 90 or 180 to 360) and that the 3 corresponds to latitude(pole/equator/pole).


192 x 24 = 4,608 (with the number of seconds in one day being 86,400/same digits)
138 x 24 = 3,312


pairing up 1st and 2nd digits, 3rd and 4th digits of each of the above 4 digit numbers directly above, until a single digit is derived, yields 1, 8 (for 4608) and 6, 3 (for 3312). that is 18 (like 180 [latitude]) and 36 (like 360 [longitude]). 18 + 36 = 54, like the equator at 5400 (90 x 60) or 0.54 (1.92 - 1.38)

pairing up 1st and 3rd digits, 2nd and 4th digits of each of the above 4 digit numbers directly above, until a single digit is derived, yields 4, 5 (for 4608) and 4, 5 (for 3312). that is 45 or 54 plus 45 or 54.


4,608 - 3,312 = 1,296 (with 1,296 being a circle of space/360 x 60 x 60)


4,608 + 3,312 = 7,920 (with 7,920 miles being the diameter of the earth)


33 year calendar and golden ratio?
33 year calendar, golden ratio, longitude and latitude?
trigonometry?


time reckoning. sun and moon?

back to 23 and 32, or 69 (23 x 3) and 96 (32 x 3). maybe it has to do with 2 dimensional projection or 3 dimensions.

3 is the triangle of 2, as 1 + 2 = 3.
6 (like 60) is the triangle of 3, as 1 + 2 + 3 = 6.

i think that it has to do with trigonometry.  

2 x 23 = 46
2 x 32 = 64

3 x 23 = 69
3 x 32 = 96

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144 x 24 (with 24 being the inverse of 42) = 3,456
144 x 42 = 6,048


6,048 - 3,456 = 2,592 (with 25,920 being one cycle of the zodiac in years / 360 [degrees] x 72 [years per 1 degree])

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back to 23 (69 = 23 x 3) and 32 (9632 x 3).

3 is the triangle of 2, as 1 + 2 = 3
6 is the triangle of 3, as 1 + 2 + 3 = 6 (like 60)

36 (instead of 23) x 3 = 108
63 (instead of 32) x 3 = 189

108, divided by 5 = 21.6
189, divided by 5 = 37.8

21.6 + 37.8 = 59.4

a three digit number can create 2, 2 digit numbers. add the 2 digits to the left until a single digit is derived, leave the digit to the right alone. leave the digit to the left alone, add the 2 digits to the right until a single digit is derived.

594 = 54 (like the equator [90] at 5400 / 90 x 60)
594 = 54 (like the equator [90] at 5400 / 90 x 60)

do the same conversion from 3 digit number to 2, 2 digits numbers for 216 and 378.

216 = 36 and 27 (like 360 and 270)
378 = 18 and 36 (like 180 and 360)

216 = 108 x 2 (108 = pole to pole or 180 x 60)
378 = 54 x 7 (like 7 days of the week?) 54 x 8 = 432 (square root of the speed of light)

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a 4 digit number can produce 3 pair of numbers.

for example:

1234

(2 digits to left/2 digits to right) / 3,7
(1st and 3rd digits/2nd and 4th digits) / 4,6
(inner 2 digits/outer 2 digits) / 5,5

37 x 64 = 2368, which can be illustrated as a cube (christ)

1234 could also be observed as a 14 (outer digits of 1234), centered by a 5, center 2 digits of 2 and 3 added), 154.  like 14 and 50.
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i'm not sure that 50 x 25,920, being 1,296,000 (circle of space/360 x 60 x 60), would be a scientific discovery or important for science, because it may just be a way of exemplifying what is already understood about space/time, or an arc second (1,296,000), or 50 as a pure number.

 when 50 x 25,920 is 1,296,000, or 1/2 of zodiac,  then 100 x 25,920 = 2,592,000

1296 rounds up to 13.
13 and 13?
26 dimensions. documented.
10 dimensions or 26 dimensions.

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- 144 years is the difference between 25,920 years (length of one cycle of the zodiac/72 years x 360 degrees) and 25,776 years (length of one cycle of the zodiac/71.6 years x 360 degrees). the actual rate of precession is 71.6 years per degree.

- 144 years x 50 cycles of zodiac (144 x 50) = 7,200 years. emphasis being 72
- 25,920 years (length of one cycle of the zodiac) x 50 cycles of zodiac (25,920 x 50) = 1,296,000 years
- 1,296,000 is a circle of space (360 x 60 x 60)
- there are 1440 minutes in one regular day

- 1 day = 1000 years. 1000, divided by 24 hours = 41.67 years per hour

144 hours (1 hour = 41.67 years) x 41.67 years = 6,000.48 years. there are 86,400 seconds in one day. 86400 same digits as 6000.48. numerology. emphasis on the year 6000, or 6000.48 years. 144 x 42 (41.67 rounds up to 42) = 6,048. same digits. 6 regular days x 24 hours = 144 hours.

maybe it helps with time reckoning. sun and moon?

i first got the idea to multiply the zodiac by the number or concept of 50 because of information which is contained in the Gal Einai institute description of the hebrew letter 'nun' ("50 years to counsel"). i read this, and then thought about a book which i have called 'Fingerprints of the Gods', by Graham Hancock. in this book is information about how 1 cycle of the zodiac can be referred to as "a great year" or "a great return".

"50 years to counsel"
https://inner.org/hebleter/nun.htm

a great year or great return
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/egipto/fingerprintgods/fingerprintgods08.htm#Chapter%2031%20-%20The%20Osiris%20Numbers
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to whom it may concern:
2/17/24

i sent emails out to 3 people at the university of st. thomas at st. paul, minnesota, and 4 people at the university of st. thomas at houston, texas. physics department. i think that communicating with people involved in astrobiology or astrophysics is good. feel free to help me out. i thought that meteorologists could get an idea.

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one example of numerology is how you can organize numbers into symmetrical form.  25,920 (# of years in the zodiac) can be viewed as 792.  that is the 2 numbers to the left of the number (25) added together until a single digit is derived.  leave the center digit (9).  add the 2 numbers to the right of the number (20) until a single digit is derived.  7920 miles is the diameter of the earth.  another way is to leave the digit to the left (2).  add the center 3 digits (592) until a single digit is derived.  leave the digit to the right (0).  that would be viewed as 270, or a number relating to earth measurement or algebra.  

the really important issue is that all of the numbers will equal 9 when added together until a single digit is derived. for example, 25,920 = 2 + 5 + 9 + 2 + 0 = 18, 1 + 8 = 9. another example, 7920 = 7 + 9 + 2 + 0 = 18, 1 + 8 = 9. another example, 2 + 7 + 0 = 9.

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for your information, this link is how i first learned of a circle of space (1,296,000 or 360 x 60 x 60). scroll down to 'carl's breakthrough in gematria'. 1296 is the 8th number down. the same link is in the 'for your information' section of this website.

http://www.greatdreams.com/gem1.htm  

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i am a little surprised that i didn't get any reply from the 7 people who i sent email to.  related to a few posts before this one.  i am not angry about it, just confused.  i don't know if people know about me, and are feeling scared to communicate with me.  doesn't invoke much confidence in situation.

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i thought that 'a meteor' was a way of referring to any body in space.  that is why i thought about meteorologists.  my girlfriend looked it up.  something about study of the atmosphere, or something high up. i think that astrobiologists would be good to communicate with about 1,296,000, or 50 x 25,920.

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i just thought of some work which i did years ago.
1 degree of latitude equals 60 minutes of latitude.  so 180 degrees (pole to pole) x 60 (minutes) = 10,800.
10,800, divided by 1,440 (# of minutes in one day) = 7.5 days.
7.5 (days) x 24 (hours) = 180. (like pole to pole)

0.5 (the extra 0.5 in 7.5) x 52 weeks = 26 (days).  26 x 1,440 (minutes in one day) = 37,440.  
37,440 could be viewed as 144 (add the 2 digits to the left of the number until a single digit is derived, leave the center 4, add the 2 digits to the right until a single digit is derived).  
it could also be viewed as 360.  leave the digit to the left, add the center 3 digits until a single digit is derived, leave the digit to the right. 
it could also create the essential digits of 432 (the square root of the speed of light).  pair the outer digits of 3 and 0 to get 3 when added together.  pair the next set of inner outer digits of 7 and 4, adding until you have the single digit of 2.  leave the center 4.  that is 3, 2 and 4.

the extra 0.5 (1/2 a day) per week is 720 minutes, or 72.
720, divided by 7.5 (to spread it out over 7 days for some type of variable per day) = 96, divided by 60 = 1.6.

i think that it has to do something with 7 x .54 = 3.78, or 8 (7.5 rounds to 8) x .54 = 4.32, with 432 being the square root of the speed of light.

i just realized that you could pair the outer digits of a 3 digit number, leaving the center digit as is, to a two digit number.  
for example, with 216, add the outer digits of 2 and 6 to arrive at 8, leave center digit of 1.  that is 1 and 8, as in 180.  
so with 216, as explained above about a 3 digit number creating 2, 2 digit numbers, you could creates 3 and 6 (360), 2 and 7 (270).  you could also create 1 and 8 (180) with 3 digits, or just 9 (90) by adding 2 + 1 + 6.

i did not read about this anywhere.  i did the work on my own.  it is an example of numerology.  

i thought that this method of number observation may be able to help scientists or data analysts evaluate very long numbers differently, or more efficiently.  maybe data input, or computers processing big numbers?

i had written about 613 commandments in the 'for your information' section of this website.  613 can create 73 (or 37) and 64 (or 46), as explained above.  37 x 64 = 2368, or the greek value for lord jesus christ.  it creates a cube geometrically.  2368 units can be arranged into a perfect cube.  space/time?

something related to 2368 which i think is important is an analysis of the figure 1234.  you can refer to a file in the 'for your information' section of this website 'kabbalah and string theory'.  something about 10 dimensions, of the number 10.

1 + 2 + 3 + 4 = 10

looking at 1234, or any 4 digit number, there are 3 ways to pair 2 digits of a 4 digit number.
- outer digits, inner digits / (1,4) (2,3)
- 1st 2 digits, last 2 digits / (1,2) (3,4)
- 1st digit with 3rd digit, 2nd digit with 4th digit / (1,3) (2,4) 

pairs added together would be:
- 5,5 (5 + 5 = 10)
3,7 (3 + 7 = 10)
4,6 (4 + 6 = 10)

each pair added together = 10

as was generated from the number 613, related to 613 commandments, you have 37 and 64.  
37 x 64 = 2368

because 37 and 64 are both 10, or 1 (1 + 0), you could pair 1 and 1.

11
-1 x 1 = 1 (time?)
-1 + 1 = 2 (space? / 3 is the triangle of 2, meaning 1 + 2 = 3)

or maybe 111, if you don't leave out the 5,5 (thinking again about the 3 pairs of 55, 37, 64)

1 x 1 x 1 = 1
1 + 1 + 1 = 3

thinking again about 1234, 234 (the last 3 digits of 1234) is the square ​root of the speed of light.  





2024 social security benefit award letter

i believe that there will be a slight increase in disability award every year. i will update it every year.

veteran pension information

non service connected veteran disability pension. the army discharge characterization of "unconfirmed", pertaining to my service from august 8th to december 14th, 1990, is in reference to how i was army active duty two separate times, with a break in between, still being in the army. i first enlisted in the army reserve. i went to basic training and my first AIT (Advanced Individual Training) school (67V/OH-58 helicopter repair), being in the army reserves. then i signed up a second time, while being the the reserves, to go regular army active duty (not reserves) with a different job (71D/legal specialist). i went to a second AIT (Advanced Individual Training) school.

2024 social security fact sheet / earnable income

the amount of money, gross, which i could earn per year, while still being able to receive my social security disability insurance. highlighted. $1,550 per month.

i created a section in this website called 'personal financial documents'.  i moved information from 'miscellaneous files' section to 'personal financial documents'.


i am considering establishing a 'GoFundMe' fund raising account on the internet. it would be great if i could raise $500 or $1000 per month. the last time i checked, in 2018, i am allowed to earn about $1,200 per month working part time, while still being able to retain my social security disability insurance of about $1,000 per month. my life is really too confusing and weird to be able to work consistently, happily or efficiently at a regular job with other employees.  unusual situation.  unnecessary prejudice or potential unnecessary prejudice.  i would not be doing a good job for a future employer if i even applied to work somewhere, because i already know that there is a problem, and not that maybe there will be a problem. a manager would think that they don't want a problem or a potential problem, not for their employees either.  i don't think that i would be able to do volunteer work, either, or at least not right now.  i am going to try soon.  today is 8/17/24.  a few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity are blatantly, childishly stalking and harassing me, and others, not establishing trust, so that without a doubt there wouldn't be a problem at a regular job, or at a volunteer work job. extremely irritating.  it is meant to be thought of as childish and irritating, like the way children who are wanting to childishly control an adult act up. unfortunately, it doesn't seem as if the police and/or government can do anything about it.  i wish that they would at at least try.  what these few people who are are being unnecessarily aggressive are doing to me and other people situated worldwide is childish, perverted and incredibly disturbing.  it is like they are flirting with me, wanting my attention, and wanting to harm me publicly, wanting to interfere with my relationships with other people, at the same time.  it is an extremely childish, extremely weird, and extremely cruel public mockery of a person who they know has always been honest with them, verbally, and also with other people with the use of the internet.  it is also like they are obnoxious, unruly children or adolescents who want to talk back to a parent.  these few people who got themselves into social trouble over the years are trying to give me and others the social problem, but it won't work.  they implying that honest, caring people don't exist, simply because they are not honest or caring.  they try to spread hate, mean spirited behavior, and lies, but i don't think that it will work. they lie about me and money because they think that they made themselves unpopular over the years, intentionally obstructing my life every day so that they thought that i couldn't earn money, or be happy and confident, or happier and more confident than they are.  their behavior and aggression indicates that they are not happy people.  they should try to be happy.  they hold people hostage, trying to force them to lie about me and money, or to also be mean spirited, but i don't think that it will work. their aggression is a form of childish terrorism, since they know that it is a constant 24/7 public situation.  they are unhappy people with mental problems, who don't like to think of happy people.  i am a public person without some kind of official security, so i am fair game to unwanted weird aggression.  i have given these people love, but they are socially lame, mean, and they want it to seem as if i am the one who is socially lame, when i am not.  i don't think that me trying to work Etsy.com sales is a good idea. it would make me very sick and confused because of the need to pay attention to details, and traveling from one location to another. i don't feel comfortable making a commitment to Etsy.com.  i am already being made sick, crazy, confused and uncomfortable every day, all day long, so that i really can't make progress in the manner in which people ordinarily make progress in life. the people who are stalking me lie about my character, stating that i had or have some interest in advocating white supremacy, when they knew that i didn't, and know that i don't.  they try to take advantage of people who don't know me that well.  i have never wanted to oppress anyone, and people who know me knew and know that.  it is not that i don't believe in people.  unfortunately, because of the manner which they have knowingly acted, they don't believe in themselves.  i didn't and don't have a mean, oppressive, or evil intent.  they do.  they don't even care if people know that they are lying about me, and that they are mean. they just want an excuse to be lazy and obstruct my life so that i am not as popular, with me not being knowingly peaceful, happy, and productive, publicly.  it is so incredibly childish, selfish, weird and disrespectful of these few people to do this to not only me, but other innocent people all over the world, as well.  i would agree to being officially put to sleep at a hospital, if that were possible, but i wouldn't agree to it unless i was being officially and publicly respected.  that would be necessary in order to create long term world peace, and not some kind of weird confused gossip for the world.  this really isn't glamorous, and i don't think that it will ever be glamorous. maybe it will get better, but i would need some real evidence of that in order to state it with certainty.  as challenging as this is for me and the 144,000, we do have great pride and interesting spiritual moments.  people can download my art to their phone or computer from this website if they want to. i am almost finished with some more of it. go to 'miscellaneous files' section of this website to see social security disability insurance paperwork.  it is possible to donate anonymously to a 'GoFundMe' fund raising internet account. also, money raised on a 'GoFundMe' fund raising internet account doesn't interfere or work against my social security disability insurance. i checked.  take as much art as you want from this website, if you would like to have it. i wish that i could sign the work.  maybe i could do a little, two or three days per week, volunteer work somewhere in houston, texas, but given what has happened thus far, it might not be possible or a good idea. if that changes, i will let you know.  i really hope that i can, because consistent activity is healthy for us.  a little socialization.  i think that people are surprised by the fact that i have worked out in the country (la grange, texas) for as long as i have, 3 years, or since the fall of 2021, with a very few people blatantly, childishly obstructing my thoughts and actions as i do it. i am usually talking out loud in frustration and confusion while i work, weird stress, but it doesn't matter so much because i am by myself, outside in the country.  it still makes me feel good to get up early for a few days in a row every other week and accomplish something. the people who are causing problems want people to know that they are causing problems, because they are trying to fabricate total nonsense evidence against me, and good people who i know defend me.  it is so unfair and unnecessarily divisive.  i don't think that the few people who are blatantly, childishly stalking and harassing me, and others, will ever stop because of how fake, evil,  childish and socially lame they have proven themselves to be. they have mental problems or personality disorders.  i hope for the their sake, and the sake of the community in general, that they decide to make a change for the better, and stop with the unnecessary childish aggression.  they created an image problem for themselves, or a social problem for themselves, publicly, really since 2008, and so they are trying to give me and the good people who i know defend me the image problem, or social problem, publicly.  it won't work.  i wish that they would move on with their lives, and try to be happy, leaving me and others alone, and that there was a better sense of peace and respect in the community, generally. i want them to be happy, but they don't seem to care about their own happiness or success.  i'm sorry about all of this confusion.  i am not faking being sick. i would never do that.  it can be verified.  i can't work at a regular paying job, in order to be a little more financially comfortable every month, and peaceful, not stressed or not worried about money.  i am required to support myself, and also people who are situated all over the world. it is for a good cause.  

sorry if this seems like too much rambling, but the people who are stalking me and everyone else are childish and weird.  i am nervous and never really peaceful because of unwanted, weird, confusing aggression from others.  it is what happens to famous, public people who don't have security.  politicians also get bizarre attacks all of the time.

i wish that it didn't seem like i am always complaining. it is an unusual, weird situation, and i have a legitimate complaint. i would really like to work early in the morning, part time, at a grocery store, or early in the morning, part time, at a starbuck's, and if it really seems like there wouldn't be a problem, i will apply for a job. it would be fun to be around some people for a few hours every week, working together as a team. therapeutic. i seriously doubt that i would ever think that there wouldn't be a problem because of what has happened for the last 16 years, or since 2008. the people who are acting up unnecessarily aggressive have mental problems or personality disorders. they have done so much damage for so long that it is already a serious problem not trusting them, with them making us uncomfortable.

now that i think about it again, i think that it would be too confusing for me and the people who i worked with for me to work at a regular job. awkward. my heart or will thinks one thing, but my brain thinks another. i think that people want privacy, and they may feel uncomfortable or confused by the thought of me working around them. everyone would also have to worry about customers coming in to the place of work and doing something weird or provocative. there is a chance that it could happen. i am willing to work, but i think that it really is too confusing, stressful, or awkward at a job with many employees. maybe some volunteer work where i am mostly by myself?

i think that i will set the GoFundMe money raising goal as $30,000. that is for 3 years, or $10,000 per year. i want to put the money somewhere safe, so that i can not spend it faster than i should, only $10,000 per year. i don't know if i can transfer only part of what would be in a GoFundMe money raising internet account to another account as needed, so that the public can keep track of what i am doing with money. a money raising goal of $30,000 can be exceeded, if donors wish to do that. i only want to spend $10,000 a year. i can post my spending, if i am not allowed to transfer only part of what would be in a displayed GoFundMe account.

i am confused about how to set a GoFundMe account financial goal. i thought that i could create a short term goal of $30,000, which could be repeated every 3 years, so that people can monitor my spending, but that seems like i am creating too much work for would be donors. i am now 51 years old, and if i live to be 75 or 80 years old, or about 25 to 30 years from now, raising $10,000 per year would be $250,000 or $300,000. i am just thinking out loud. i was thinking about what i thought that other people were thinking. i was thinking that people who already think that they would want to donate to the fund were thinking that $30,000 is not a large enough goal. i don't know what i will raise, but i appreciate any help that i can get. in a way $250,000 or $300,000 seems like it is too high of a goal, so i can continue with a goal of $30,000, which can be exceeded. i will post an annual financial statement regardless of how much money i can raise. i will keep it to $10,000 per year.

$250,000 seems like a lot to be asking for, but it is not much money when considering how many people could potentially donate, if they donate $1 or $5 or $10. i could use the help please. thanx for your consideration.

another reason why it would be very difficult or impossible for me to work at a grocery store or starbucks or some place where there is many people is that i become confused when i read something by chance, which seems like i am thinking something or communicating something which i am not, sometimes just one syllable of what i looked at. or if i hear something which someone else says, which makes me think of something else, with me not thinking that it is important, but then if it seems like i am thinking that it is important because i am repeatedly thinking that it is not important. i would have to talk out loud in order to explain to people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with what is going on in my mind, and it would look strange, and it would be exhausting, and not be appropriate for me to work in a public place. my heart and will say one thing, but my brain says another. it is too awkward and confusing, for everyone. i would like to do volunteer work somewhere 1 or 2 times per week if it is possible, or not too much of a problem. i used to go to bible study a few years ago, as doing something away from my home, consistently, once a week. it is healthy for the group i am in. the emphasis was not on the the importance of the bible, but healthy consistent socialization or activity.

i guess that i will set the GoFundMe account financial goal at $250,000, instead of $30,000.

i want to get all of my artwork out of the photoshop lab, and upload to this website, before i set up a GoFundMe internet account. right now (12/11/23) i am thinking it will be about 1 or 2 more months. i am not sure, because of the photoshop lab's work capability, plus not knowing exactly how much work i have left to do. i have been going into the photoshop lab, making changes every week or two. the worker needs time for each change, in addition to other projects which she is working on. thanks, if you are thinking of donating. i am going to the social security office tomorrow morning to get in writing the exact amount of money which i am allowed to earn per month, while still being able to retain my social security disability benefit. i think that it is about $1,200 per month. i will get it in writing and upload to this website, to the 'miscellaneous files' section. i think that $5,000 to $10,000 per year is a reasonable GoFundMe goal, but i don't understand if GoFundMe can be set up for long term, or repetitious financial goals. i also understand if people only feel comfortable donating only one time. $5,000 per year is about $400 per month. $10,000 is about $800 per month. i can also upload a new (2024) social security administration disability benefit statement letter, at the beginning of next year.

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i never got to the social security office to get in writing the exact amount of money which i can earn, while still retaining my social security disability benefit. i will do it soon.

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another reason that i wouldn't feel comfortable working in a place with many employees is because i would think that employees would know who i was, or be thinking that there is something interesting about the situation, and not say anything to me about what they were thinking, or about what they knew about, confusing me and making me feel awkward or uncomfortable while i have to think of people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with thinking about what i am thinking of, or confused about, trying to work and focus. i would want people to indicate that they knew who i was, if they did, wanting me to think that they wanted me to make me feel comfortable in public, while i was trying to focus and work. i think that some people would probably think that it is interesting to casually toy with me, thinking that they knew that they were getting attention, knowing that i have to do something extraordinarily difficult, publicly, to see if i become confused, or say something about it to relieve stress, in order to see if people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with would communicate about it on the internet. that would be twisted, prejudicial and a little frightening, since it would inevitably make me feel awkward and nervous in public. people could pretend as if they don't know who i am, or pretend as if they don't know that there has been a problem, or that they should have some responsibility.

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i posted my 2024 social security benefit award letter in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website.

i posted the 2024 social security fact sheet, with highlighted information, in reference to the amount of money, gross, which i could earn per year while still being able to receive my social security disability insurance. $1,550 per month. i don't need or want more than $1,000 per month.
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i think that maybe i will end up raising more money than i really need with GoFundMe. i appreciate any help which i can get. i will always keep people posted about what i have, and what i am doing with money. i will give what i don't need to charity, and keep you informed, posting bank statements. i would never be into extravagant crap spending. 'guide dogs for the blind' is one charity which i give a little money to every year. i could give more if i have more. i also thought about donating to some place for children who have been abused or abandoned. i also thought about being able to build something at a church or somewhere else. maybe downtown houston? artwork? maybe i could pay and help someone.

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you can print the art on metallic paper, or other types of special print paper, at a specialty print shop. or, you can simply print it on card stock material (fed ex office, etc.). cheers. i think that it would probably look good printed on metallic print paper, but more expensive.
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i think that people can now download images from the artwork* sections of this website. i assumed that it was working properly, but discovered today (3/16/24) that there was an issue. i activated a switch in the gallery settings which makes the downloads possible. cheers.  if you click on the image which you want to look at or download, you will see a download button to click at the bottom of the image.

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i am planning to set up a GoFundMe internet fund raising account when my girlfriend is on spring break from school. i think 2 weeks. today is 2/29/24. i need her to help me with it because of security issues. i am not sure if i will finish finalizing art which is at photoshop lab.

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i am not sure when i will get the GoFundMe set up. my girlfriend started to do the work last saturday (today is 3/18/24), but we ran into some issues. this is how i discovered that you couldn't download images from my website. my girlfriend thought that $250,000 was way to high of a goal, and in a way i can agree, but it is a unique situation, and i am also collecting any donations for art. i can wait until my other art is finished. i think that the new version, with new detail, looks good. i will get the new version, and the old version with correction, online, as soon as possible.

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i thought more about a GoFundMe fund raising internet account. my dad and mom would want me to use my own money, if i had it, for things such as purchasing a future used car and air conditioning unit at my house. i gave a preliminary GoFundMe fundraising goal of $800 or $1000 per month, or total of $10,000 or$12,000 per year, but this wouldn't work every year if i use my own money to purchase some necessary things.  my dad and mom would want me to use money which i raised, if i was able to raise any. this is not a bait and switch scheme.  right now my upstairs air conditioner is not working.  the air conditioning company told me that it is better to replace it, rather than to replace parts, because of the age of the unit.  my dad just helped me with a brand new downstairs air conditioning unit about 1 and 1/2 years ago.  he helps me, but we are not super rich. right now he doesn't have the money to purchase a new unit for my upstairs.  this is not a lie.  my dad and mom would probably be offended if i had money which i was able to raise, and then act like i didn't need to spend it on necessities, passing the cost on to them.  i would naturally tell my parents if i was able to raise any money with a GoFundMe internet fund raising account.  what i am stating is that there might be a few times, not many, when i have to spend more than the budget which i proposed would allow me to.  these air conditioning units are about $13,000.  i found out that they are phasing out the current type units, and that the new ones later are about $20,000.  since i am 51 years old, i am guessing that i will need to replace both units at my home again, after i replace the current upstairs unit.  they last about 15 years.  i don't want really expensive cars.  i think that $20,000 or $25,000 is ok for a used volkswagen.  my current volkswagen is a 2016 jetta.  i got it in 2018, used.  it now has $130,000 miles on it. it had about 30,000 miles on it when i got it.  i guess that i will be able to drive a newly purchased used car for about 10 years, also thinking of not real expensive maintenance fees.

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i didn't know if people had figured it out, but if you click on any image in any of the downloadable artwork sections of this website, there is a download click option at the bottom of the image.
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i'm still working on the other art as fast as i can.  it takes time.  please be patient.  i am happy with it.  i want to finish up everything which i have started prior to creating a GoFundMe internet fundraising account.  
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don't want to upset anyone, but i have always wanted to cruise on a motor bike from houston to galveston island, up and down along the seawall, on a cool, sunny day.  i would like to buy a motor bike if there is plenty of money.  they are about 10 or 12 thousand dollars.  it is about one and 1/2 hour drive from my home in houston to galveston island.  i only want do cruise early saturday or sunday mornings.  safe.  not stupid riding.  i don't have experience as a motor cycle rider, and i know that accidents are easy to happen if you are playing around.  i don't want to drive fast.  good helmet and protective gear.  i crashed on a scooter once when i was about 13 years old when i gave it too much throttle, thinking it was exciting, so i know that i don't want to do the same type of thing again.  i don't want to ride around in houston, except for a safe, non freeway route to my girlfriend's every once in a while.

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i got the three 5 x 7s and 8 x 10s uploaded.  they are located in the ARTWORK* (1, 2, 3) / 5 X 7, 8 X 10 / FULL FRAME PRINTS / DOWNLOADABLE section of this website.  click on each image to determine whether 5 x 7 or 8 x 10.  you should not have problems printing at those sizes.  if you really like different versions of artwork* 1, 2 or 3 better, you will have to take care of the individual printing and displaying details yourself. 

i am going to test them at walmart printing tonight (8/15/24), but i think that they should work. 

i tested them.  they work.  

i should have revised version of artwork* (8) uploaded tomorrow.  today is 8/15/24.  also with version with red dot.  i am working on more versions with more detail.

artwork* (3) looks very good printed 5 x 7, with a white matte around it.  you can choose any of the artwork* (3).  all of the versions of artwork* (3) print nice at 5 x 7.  there is enough space around the subject for a matte.  all of the artwork* (1) also work printed 5 x 7, with a white matte, but it is a little tight around the subject.  i gave my mom, girlfriend's mom, and two step brothers artwork* (1) [# 8], 5 x 7s, with white matte, as presents for last christmas.  looks good, but i wish that there was a little more space around the subject.  the matte takes some of the space out.
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there isn't a clear distinction between between me raising money with a GoFundMe internet fund raising account because i am disabled, and unable to work at a regular paying job, or whether people are compensating me financially for creating downloadable art.  i am thinking ethics.   

i have stated that i don't need or want more than $1,000 per month, or $12,000 per year.  if the GoFundMe money raised exceeds the goal, i will be very happy to donate money to charity.  i thought that it if there is plenty of money raised with a GoFundMe fund raising internet, that it would be ok for me to up my annual spending limit to $15,000, if i also work part time (3 days a week/12 or 15 hours per week) at a volunteer organization somewhere in houston.  i want to go by the Houston ASPCA, and/or other animal care/protective organizations, and ask questions.  i am going to do this soon.  today is 8/17/24.  

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i have used photoprints.app for printing at walmart.  user friendly.  you can download art from my website to your phone or computer, then send to walmart using that website.  it will ask you for the size you want.  i also go to CVS or walgreens photo kiosks.

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another heads up.  i would like to give my step father, who has helped me and many other people all over the world, a little compensation for his effort.  i was thinking $10,000 or $20,000, depending on what a GoFundMe fund raising account could look like.  i am guessing that he would put it toward my home.  he is still paying it off.  i would like him to take a good trip with my mom somewhere, too.  i am not asking you to give me this money.  i am letting people know that i will give this money out, if there is plenty in a GoFundMe.  my dad's support of me over the years has done so much for the entire world.  i have put him through some difficult times in the past when my situation was very confusing.  he never quit loving me, or doing his job as a father.

also, my girlfriend developed a hiatal hernia a few years ago.  it has caused her, and still causes her much pain and confusion.  i would like to help her with the cost of surgery to fix it.  i would also like to buy her a new home computer because her computer is old.  she is a 7th grade school teacher.

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the CVS store print system works good.  kiosk machines.  they have a 'satin finish' option which is good.  i chose 'with white border' option.  good for a 5 x 7 print.  

download image from my website to your phone or home computer.  import image to kiosk print machine from phone with cable, or use a thumb drive to import image to kiosk print machine, if transferring from home computer.

cheers...

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i edited posts above.  please review.

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i don't think that i can get a job as a volunteer at the houston SPCA.  i am not sure.  i hope that i can.  in the volunteer information on the website, it states that applicants are screened, and not granted permission to work with animals if people have a history of violent behavior.  i was charged with injury to an elderly, my step father, but the charge was dismissed by the judge.  i am on very good terms with all of my family, and take very good care of my pets.  i understand the reason, if it is determined that i can not work there.

i sent messaged them electronically, with the same information.  i could go ahead with the application process anyway.  it is ok if i am turned down.  i want what is best for the animals. 

today is 8/17/24.

maybe i could work in a houston SPCA administrative office, doing volunteer work, or doing janitorial duties.  i don't care.  i would really like to go somewhere, work hard, and say hi to people a few days out of the week.  i can always look somewhere else for volunteer work.  no problem. 

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artwork* (8), 'slice of pie', was fixed.  there is a red dot version, too.  have at it, if you would like.  have all the pie you want.

i'm basically done with other versions of 'slice of pie', with more detail.  

i am almost finished with another work entitled 'matrimonium'.  it is good.  well, i think that it is good. check yourself in a few weeks.  peace.

there is one more entitled 'chip off the block'. 

i started to work on one big idea, then broke that work into pieces which made the focus and appreciation of each piece easier.

all of this is very close to being done.  i am paying for all of the photoshop lab work at once.  it was better for me to work on other stuff, after i had started the minimum 1 hour fee.

i'm adding a hint of yellow to 'slice of pie' with the red dot, within the inner white border on the short ends.  it will look better.  it was my real dad's suggestion. 

i stopped with the 'matrimonium' work.  maybe i will go back to it later. 

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my heart thinks one thing, my brain thinks another.  this in reference to the thought of volunteer work.  i don't think that i would feel comfortable going to work somewhere if i wasn't officially, publicly acknowledged.  i don't think that other people would feel comfortable at a work place either.  i don't have to make myself sick.  i'm a little sad about this, because it would be nice to have coworkers, or friends at work, but it still seems like it would be too awkward if no official, public acknowledgement about me was made.  i stated that i was thinking of raising a future annual financial allowance to $15,000 per year, if i worked as a volunteer somewhere.  i thought that i could raise to $15,000 per year, even if i don't work as a volunteer somewhere.  then i thought $20,000, because $15,000 per year doesn't enable me to save some per year, or be able to invest, or have some in savings.  i've never really had money before, so i am going through the motions.  i get the feeling that people think that it is ok.  i think that i am worth it.  social security allows me to earn $1,550 per month, and still be able to retain my social security disability payment.  $1,550 x 12 months per year = $18,600 per year.  i'll just make it a $20,000 per year financial allowance.  it is possible that i could change my mind about volunteer work somewhere in a few years, if something happens which would make me think that i would feel comfortable in a work place, along with the thought that i felt that other people were comfortable, or not conflicted by it.

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i created a 'personal financial documents' section in this website.  i moved several things from the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website to the 'personal financial documents' section. 

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i added some really helpful detail to 'slice of pie'.  wow.  i'll be finished soon.  today is 10/5/24.  i have to work around my photoshop girl's schedule.  she has projects which take precedence.  this, plus i go out to the country to work every few weeks.  peace.